Author's Note: Thank you everyone, for being so uberly patient while I procrastinated with this fic. I'm telling you, I'm going to wind up dropping out of high school and make my living by writing dime-store smut. Hey, it would work, right? If I can write it with two guys, how hard can it be with one guy and a woman?
Warning: Lemon. At long last, right? Also, the author is writing dark, depressing Subaru-centric fics in secret. Shh…you did not just read that. Right?
Oh yeah. One last thing. Author is being sappy in this chapter. And she knows it. But, hey. It's her fic, she does what she wants. Okay, one last thing. OOC-ness. But you were all expecting that, right?
Disclaimer: Eat me.
Part Three: Lemons
After lunch, Subaru asked Seishirou to take him home. The older man nodded and did so. Subaru invited him to come in and stay for a while. At first, Seishirou thought about declining the invitation, but decided to take up the offer. After, he still had some business with the Sumeragi for the day. There was something he had to discuss with the younger man.
"Subaru-kun," Seishirou said, as he slipped off his shoes. "I need to speak with you."
"Hmm? What is it, Seishirou-san?" Subaru asked, taking off his own shoes and going to sit on the couch in his sparsely decorated living room.
"Do you still love me?"
Subaru looked at Seishirou. Did he still love him? Of course he did. He felt guilty for every moment he lived, but he did still love the other man. Every time he felt comfortable in the Sakurazukamori's presence, Subaru felt as though he was betraying his sister, his clan, and most of all, himself. But he could not deny it. He loved Seishirou, with his heart and soul.
"Seishirou-san…" Subaru said. "I…"
He paused. What if all of this was another one of Seishirou's elaborate lies? What if this was all going to lead to heartbreak again? Was all of this just an act? The Sumeragi fell silent, not sure of how to go on. Did he tell Seishirou the truth, or give him another lie, as he had for the past nine years?
"Subaru-kun?"
"I…Seishirou-san, I…do love you," Subaru said, quietly and ever so hesitantly.
"Why?" Seishirou asked, looking serious. "How many times have I hurt you? And yet, you still love me?"
"I…I don't know. I just…love you."
"Subaru-kun, you don't make any sense," Seishirou said, flatly. "You love me, but you hate me for betraying you and killing your sister. I hurt you and you come back to me. I lied to you and beat you. I don't understand you. How can you still love me?"
"I don't understand me, either, Seishirou-san," Subaru replied. "I don't know how I still love you, even after all those things that you did to me. I thought that after you killed Hokuto, that I would never think about you again. I tried…to forget you. But…I couldn't."
Seishirou saw the tears that were forming in the younger man's eyes. He watched as Subaru fought to keep those crystalline drops from falling.
"Subaru-kun…"
"I know you don't love me, Seishirou-san," Subaru said, as a solitary tear slipped from between his eyelids. "I know…I mean nothing to you…but still I…"
"Subaru-kun, I do love you," Seishirou said, cutting off the Sumeragi's sentence. He saw Subaru's eyes widen in surprise. "I just…couldn't let you know. I…couldn't comprehend what love was."
"Sei…shirou-san?"
"I felt something for you, even then," Seishirou continued. "I just…didn't know quite what it was."
There was a moment of silence. Subaru watched the older man, watching for any sign that might point to Seishirou lying, praying that he did not find one. He looked into Seishirou's mismatched eyes. If anything else, those eyes would tell him. But Seishirou had been able to lie to him before. And Subaru had fallen for it like an idiot before.
"How can I know…for sure?" Subaru asked. "How can I be…?"
Seishirou didn't let him finish the sentence. Pressing his lips against the younger man's he efficiently silenced Subaru. Subaru tensed up for a second, and then relaxed, allowing Seishirou to push his tongue between his lips. He closed his eyes and let himself simply feel the sensation of Seishirou's tongue running along the insides of his mouth.
((Author's Note: Yay for writing yaoi in a class full of homophobes! X3))
A moment or two later, Seishirou broke the kiss. He looked at Subaru, whose eyes were half-lidded and glazed over. Chuckling softly, Seishirou kissed the Sumeragi again, this time, taking a shorter time-span and not quite as passionate. Subaru whined after the kiss was over, an action that made the Sakurazukamori chuckle once again.
"You're so very adorable, Subaru-kun," he told the younger man.
Subaru felt his cheeks turn red. Seishirou always got him with that line. "Do you want to stay here again, tonight?" he asked, changing the subject.
Seishirou blinked. "Why not?"
Subaru smiled, leaned over and kissed Seishirou. He liked the taste of the older man; a strange, but wonderful mix of tobacco and mouthwash. It intoxicated him. Slipping his arms around Seishirou's shoulders, Subaru brought him closer to him. The older man ran a hand through Subaru's hair, and then ran it along the younger man's spine, causing the Sumeragi to shiver. Subaru moaned into the kiss and then retaliated by reaching up and brushing his fingers along the nape of the older man's neck.
Seishirou twitched and broke the kiss. Subaru blinked at him as the older man moved his hand and rubbed his neck. Seishirou looked at Subaru.
"Don't do that," he said, seriously.
Subaru gave him a smug grin. "Is my Seishirou-san ticklish there?"
Seishirou raised an eyebrow. "No. I just don't like that."
((Author's Note: You know he's lying. XP))
"Right," Subaru said, stifling a laugh.
Seishirou pushed Subaru down onto the couch, pinning the younger man beneath him. He kissed the younger man thoroughly, slipping his tongue into Subaru's mouth and tasting the sweet insides. That taste that was distinctly his Subaru-kun filled his mouth. Slipping his hand downwards, he began to unbutton the shirt the Sumeragi was wearing. He felt Subaru fidget beneath him and smirked into the kiss.
A loud knock suddenly interrupted the two men. Seishirou broke the kiss and glared at the closed door. Subaru's eyes widened as he remembered something important. He was about to tell Seishirou not to open the door when the older man stood up.
"Seishirou-san!" Subaru said. "Don't open the door!"
"But we must follow the rules of formality," Seishirou smirked. He went over to the door and was about to open it when Subaru grabbed him from behind and clung to him like a layer of cellophane. Seishirou blinked, and then let out a small gasp when he felt Subaru nip at his neck. "S-Subaru-kun…"
"It's my home, you do what I say, Seishirou-san," Subaru told him. "Do not open that door."
"Subaru-san?" a voice called from outside. "Are you home? Subaru-san?"
Seishirou grinned evilly, recognizing the voice. He reached out and turned the knob, even as Subaru protested. Outside, accompanied by a handmaiden, was Lady Sumeragi. The former Sumeragi Head stared at Seishirou, a burning hatred in her eyes. "What are you—?"
"Obaa-chan. I can explain," Subaru started.
The twelfth head looked at her grandson, noting his open shirt and ruffled look. She turned red and sputtered. Glaring up at Seishirou once more, Lady Sumeragi directed her anger towards him.
"That's my grandson!" she exclaimed.
Seishirou smirked and licked his lips. "I know."
He emphasized this by taking Subaru and kissing him deeply. Subaru returned the kiss, blushing a deep crimson colour. The younger man reached out and closed the door in his grandmother's face. A moment later, Seishirou broke the kiss.
"That wasn't very nice, you know," he said, in reference to Subaru closing the door.
"As if what you did was any better," Subaru replied, frowning.
Seishirou chuckled darkly and picked up the younger man, carrying him back over to the couch. He lay Subaru down and attempted to pull of the shirt that the Sumeragi was wearing. However, Subaru didn't seem to be in the mood anymore. Seishirou sat up and looked at the younger man.
"Something wrong, Subaru-kun?" Seishirou asked.
"I…don't know if this…is…" Subaru hesitated. "I'm not sure…I'm ready for this…"
Seishirou smiled. "It's okay. When you're ready."
With that, he leaned over and kissed Subaru's neck, nipping it gently. He heard the Sumeragi let out a small gasp. Seishirou moved away and smiled at the mark he had left on Subaru's neck; another way to show that Subaru belonged to him and no one else. Subaru put his hand lightly over the mark and blushed.
"Seishirou-san…"
"Do you want to watch a movie or something, Subaru-kun?" Seishirou asked. "It's only two o'clock."
Subaru blinked. "O-okay. Ano…the television is in my bedroom, though…"
"Then we'll just have to move into the bedroom, won't we?" Seishirou smiled.
Subaru flushed instantly. Seishirou laughed, stood up, and offered Subaru a hand up. The two of them went into Subaru's bedroom. Subaru sat on the bed as Seishirou went to look at Subaru's small collection of videos.
"The Wizard of Oz?" he asked, confused. "Airheads? These are all American movies!"
"They were Hokuto-chan's," Subaru said, as if this explained everything. "She ordered a bunch of American movies and I just…brought them with me after…"
"Subaru-kun," Seishirou said, putting down the movies. "I'm sorry…for everything. I want you to know that I didn't want to kill Hokuto-chan."
"Then…why?"
"She asked me to," Seishirou replied. "She didn't want me to kill you and offered herself up in your stead." He paused here to look at the Sumeragi. "You know I wouldn't have, had she not asked."
"I know," Subaru said. "I've been watching you. You're not wasteful in your choice of…killings."
"Only those who deserve it, ever since I met you, Subaru-kun. The Tree's always complaining about it, but I really couldn't care."
Seishirou went back to looking through the videos. He let out an exasperated sigh. "There's nothing here."
"Just pop one in," Subaru suggested. "If it gets boring, we'll just turn it off and go do something else."
Seishirou nodded. Without even looking at what movie it was, he popped one in and started it. He climbed onto the bed and sat next to Subaru, putting his arm around the younger man's shoulder, pulling him closer. The movie started a few moments later.
((Author's Note: Personally, I love this movie. And I apologize if I spoil anything for anyone.))
The movie turned out to be Dragonheart. It was in English, but there were Japanese subtitles at the bottom of the screen. It started off with a battle in 900 AD England, so it appeared. Within the first few minutes, already two characters had died, and the young heir to the throne was one of them. Seishirou fought back a yawn. Really, this movie was not really all that good. At least, to him. Subaru, on the other hand, seemed to like it.
Eventually, the movie seemed to get better. The fight scene between the knight, Bowen, and the dragon was at least a bit amusing. Especially when the two were at a stalemate, with Bowen in the dragon's mouth, and the knight's sword stuck in the roof of the creature's mouth. But then, it got boring for Seishirou once again. Really, he thought, there was nothing particularly exciting about the movie.
Seishirou shifted and pulled Subaru into his lap. The younger man didn't seem to mind. In fact, he merely snuggled into Seishirou's embrace. Seishirou leaned down and nibbled on Subaru's earlobe. Subaru let out a soft gasp at the sensation and let Seishirou move from his earlobe to the soft flesh of his neck.
Forgetting all about the movie, Subaru turned around, put his arms around Seishirou and kissed him full on the lips. Seishirou blinked at the younger man's show of initiative, and then pulled the Sumeragi closer, deepening the kiss. Subaru opened his mouth, allowing Seishirou's pressing tongue inside.
Breaking the kiss moments later, Seishirou allowed Subaru to breathe. He looked into Subaru's eyes. The younger man looked back with half-lidded eyes and then grasped Seishirou's hand.
"I love you, Seishirou-san," Subaru said in a voice just above a whisper. "I love you so much."
"I know," Seishirou replied. "And you, Subaru-kun. You are the one I love most."
((Author's Note: He's a foreshadowing bastard, ain't he?))
Subaru smiled and kissed Seishirou again. The older man's hands found their way to the buttons on Subaru's shirt and began to undo them. Subaru made no move to stop him and shifted so that Seishirou could pull the article of clothing off of him. After the shirt was out of the way, Seishirou shifted their positions, so that Subaru was lying beneath him.
"Subaru-kun?"
"Nani?"
"I won't do this unless you're sure you want it," the older man said.
Subaru smiled at Seishirou. "I want it," he said, softly kissing the older man. "I want you."
Seishirou returned Subaru's smile. Then, he leaned down, pressed his lips against the younger man's neck and began to kiss a trail down Subaru's throat to his collarbone and then back up to the Sumeragi's soft lips. The succulent flavor of the younger man was absolutely intoxicating to Seishirou. He couldn't get enough of it.
Subaru himself was enjoying the feel of Seishirou's lips upon his own. The sensation he felt was almost overwhelming. Before yesterday, Subaru had never been kissed. Now, as the older man's lips caressed his, Subaru discovered that it was a wonderful thing, to be kissed.
Seishirou pulled away to breathe. Subaru reached up and pulled at the knot in Seishirou's tie, undoing it and slipping it from around the older man's neck. He threw it to the floor and then pulled at the bottom of Seishirou's shirt. It became untucked and Subaru started to undo the buttons on it, but Seishirou leaned down and nibbled on the younger man's earlobe to distract him. The Sumeragi let out a soft gasp and his fingers fumbled. He closed his eyes as he felt the older man's teeth toy with the flesh of his ear.
Once again, Subaru attempted to undo the buttons on Seishirou's shirt. The older man chuckled and finally allowed his lover to remove his shirt. The white silky fabric slid from Seishirou's shoulders with ease. Subaru's fingers ran along the Sakurazukamori's bare chest for a few short moments, before the older man went back to playing with him.
"Sei…shirou-san," he moaned as Seishirou's tongue swept over his chest. Subaru shivered in delight and his breath quickened when Seishirou lapped at one of his nipples.
Seishirou chuckled, obviously enjoying what he was doing to the Sumeragi. He slowed down the pace, relishing in the whimpers that escaped the younger man's lips. His tongue slipped in circles over Subaru's nipples, swirling over the sensitive skin. He heard Subaru choke slightly when he took one nipple between his teeth and toyed with it. Gods, how he was enjoying this. Subaru really made some rather interesting noises.
((Author's Note: And, in some fics, he is also quite the contortionist. ))
"Oh…gods…" Subaru murmured, arching his back.
Seishirou said nothing as he moved downwards, kissing Subaru's stomach lightly. The younger man shivered beneath him, and then let out a high-pitched whimper as his lover's fingers dipped below the waistband of his pants. He let the older man do as he willed. It all felt so good.
Seishirou undid the button of Subaru's pants and then slowly pulled down the zipper, dragging it out as much as he could. He removed the black pants from Subaru's body and then got rid of the boxers the younger man wore. Throwing the clothes to the floor, he absorbed the sight before him.
"You're beautiful, Subaru-kun," the Sakurazukamori purred.
Subaru blushed. "S-Seishirou-san…"
Seishirou leaned forward and kissed Subaru. His fingers wandered down and brushed at the tip of the younger man's erection. Subaru gasped into the kiss. Seishirou broke away and looked into the Sumeragi's eyes, his fingers pausing in their activity.
"Are you…?" he began.
"Don't…" Subaru said, putting his arms around Seishirou's shoulders and pulling him back down. "Don't stop."
((Author's Note: Yet again, I'm having problems with my procrastination. Mmm…Vanilla is a good song to write smut to. ))
Seishirou obliged to Subaru's plea and continued to softly stroke the younger man. Subaru arched into his lover's touch and let out a few soft mewls. Seishirou then stopped his fingers for a moment into order to allow Subaru to undo the button of his pants. The older man lifted himself up long enough for the Sumeragi to pull off the offending pants and boxers. Of course, at the sight, Subaru turned a brilliant shade of crimson.
"Something wrong, Subaru-kun?" Seishirou asked, smirking as he saw the younger man's scarlet face.
"N-no," Subaru stuttered. "N-nothing."
Seishirou chuckled. His Subaru-kun was just so adorable at times. Leaning down to kiss the younger man once more, Seishirou pressed their bodies together, causing their erections to touch. Subaru shivered and moaned at the sensation, while the older man merely shivered. The feel of them rubbing together sent both men reeling into ecstasy. Seishirou released Subaru from the kiss in order to look the younger man in the eyes.
"This is the last chance," he said. "Are you absolutely sure?"
"Oh, gods, Seishirou-san!" Subaru replied. "Yes!"
((Author's Note: My mind drew a blank there for a couple of days. ¬.¬'))
Seishirou still hesitated. "There's no backing out after this."
"Please, Seishirou-san. I want this. I've wanted it for so long."
Subaru pulled the older man down and leaned up to Seishirou's ear. "Please, I want you," he whispered. "I love you."
With those words said, Subaru licked softly at Seishirou's ear. Seishirou shivered at the sensation, and then continued what he had been doing. He shifted so that he could reach Subaru's erection easily. He slid his tongue over the very tip of the younger man and relished in the sounds that escaped his lover. Pulling the entirety of Subaru into his mouth, Seishirou sucked gently, causing Subaru to cry out in ecstasy
"Ah! Seishirou-san!" Subaru choked. He gripped the sheets beneath him, entwining his fingers into the fabric. It took all the will he had not to thrust his hips up and choke the older man.
Seishirou knew that Subaru would not last long, being a virgin, so he released his lover and sat up. He reached down to the floor and picked up the pant he had been wearing earlier. He pulled a small tube of lubricant that he had brought with him (just in case) out of the pocket.
After covering his fingers with the lube, Seishirou kissed Subaru's lips gently. Then he carefully slipped one finger into the younger man's body. Subaru let out a piercing cry at the intrusion. Seishirou looked at him and saw tears forming in the corners of the Sumeragi's eyes. He took Subaru's hand and kissed away the tears.
Subaru tried to say something, but the mix of pain and pleasure that was filling at him blurred his thoughts. He winced and held back a cry as he felt Seishirou put another finger inside of him. Taking a deep breath, Subaru did his best to follow Seishirou's whispering advice to relax. It was hard, though. His body was not used to the pressure that came from having Seishirou's fingers inside him.
Seishirou removed his fingers from Subaru's body a few moments later, after making certain that he had prepared the younger man as best he could. He took the lube once again and coated his own erection with it. Then, he positioned himself at Subaru's entrance. Taking Subaru's hand once more, Seishirou thrust himself inside the Sumeragi.
A sharp cry escaped Subaru. He closed his eyes and bit his lip, hard enough to draw the smallest amount of blood. He felt Seishirou pull out of him and took a deep breath before the older man plunged back in. The second time was not as painful, but it still hurt. Even still, underneath the pain, pleasure arose. Subaru lifted his hips this time to meet with Seishirou.
The older man set a rhythm, pulling out, thrusting in. Subaru followed the rhythm, squeezing Seishirou's hand as the two of them melted into one. His vision blurred, and then faded as ecstasy all but blinded him.
'SEISHIROU-SAN!" Subaru cried as he came. His essence spilled over the older man.
A few long moments later, Seishirou orgasmed inside his lover. He called the younger man's name as he came and pulled out moments later. He lifted himself up, then lay down on the bed next to Subaru. Catching his breath, he turned to the Sumeragi and looked into Subaru's mismatched eyes. He slipped his arm over Subaru's waist and pulled him close.
"Happy birthday, Subaru-kun," he said, kissing the younger man's forehead.
Author's Note: That last line just kinda…came. It was completely unplanned. And I know Subaru's birthday is really in February, but…when a muse gets a hold of a fic, I no longer have control.
((looks at all the reviews)) Wow. I'm amazed that so many people read this! I completely wasn't expecting it. I'm honoured. Truly. ((gives everyone who reviewed a hug)) Thank you all!
MoonGirlSelene99: Yes, we fangirls do just that. ((laughs)) And I believe you're right; "suave" would definitely be the word. As for the OVAs, yes, I've seen them. Personally, I think they could have done better with the subtitles. I mean, come on. Since when does "Seishirou-san" mean "good morning?" ((confused)) And the English dubs make my ears want to bleed. But the scene in the second part at night was just so cute! Subaru and his hat! 3
Sapadu: Thanks! You know I'm just playing with you, hon. ((huggles)) Nice imitation of Seishirou being innocent. (Ha! Since when is that man innocent?) But anyway. I hope you liked the lemon!
Jen: Thanks! The Fuuma cameo was my cousin's idea. She told me it would be fun. ((smiles)) And it was! Seishirou with French is just a wonderful combination, don't you think? You know, I got the idea from you, so I should actually give you credit. But yes, thanks for loving my fic.
Julie K: Heh! I'm glad you liked "Laundry." It was fun to write. And I know! The concept of Seishirou just sitting there watching the Sumeragi do laundry is just…hilariously cute and lovable. Glad you liked it, as well as Fuuma's little drop-in. Hope you liked the lemon!
Tsugath: I'm glad you love it. I'm sorry, but Kamui has no reason to be in this fic. He just doesn't fit in. At least, I don't think so. As for the author's notes, I'm glad you find me amusing. And trust me, Mrs. James, my art teacher, had it coming. No one pisses me off like that and comes out with ego intact.
Kakyou-Luverx: Oh, my God! I am so honoured that you would review my fanfic! I'm not worthy! But thank you! Yes. Damn teachers. I'm glad you like this. And once again, I'm honoured that you reviewed. I loved your X Madness fanfic!
Haunted Quill: You had to mention lemonade, didn't you? ((smiles)) Just jokin'. I loved the analogy you used to describe this. You do not have to bow to me. I'm not that good. ((embarrassed but thankful)) Thank you for your kind review! And thank you for pointing out the mistake on the first version of this chapter!
Ame no Chikara: There is more! There is! ((points to this chapter)) See? Don't cry! ((pats your back)) I'm glad you love this. And thank you for the comment on the OOC-ness. I was afraid that I would once again write those two out of character, like I have done so many times before. Thanks again! 3
Teri: Hello, Teri-chan. I'm glad you think this is cute! I tried to make it cute, a bit fluffy, a dash humourous and, of course, lemony. Hope you liked this final chapter!
Kamuichan99: Kamui! ((counter-glomp)) I'm so glad you like this! I know I sent part of the first chapter to you, and then I completely forgot to tell you that I had posted it! Sorry! ((sweatdrops)) Yes. Yummy lemons. I hope this chapter did the job! Unfortunately, there's no FxK. Sorry. Maybe next fic? Oh, please. Ramble. I love it when people ramble.
Chris Pwure: Sorry, Chris! No threesome. It would have been fun, but alas, I didn't want to use one in this fic. Strictly SeixSu, you know. Nothing else. Just my OTP. Sorry again. And thank you for your review. Remember, there is nothing wrong with a mind being in the gutter. Mine has a vacation home there.
Rei Asakura: The art teacher doesn't have a kiln big enough for baking students. If she did, I would have been put in there LAST year, when I actually DID tell her to fuck off. ((stands proudly, then hears a little voice that tells her that that is nothing to be proud of.)) … ((Promptly whacks the voice with a yaoi-mallet))
Red Planet31: Here is more for you. Hope you like it.
Subaru's Voice: I happen to have rights to the "We're in public" line because I participated in that RPG. I hope your dirty yaoi mind has been graced with the things that my less-than-eloquent hand typed. I say less than, because most of this was written while still caffeine-high. XP