A/n: I'm obviously not J.K.R. This is my idea though, no characters are mine. Thanks for the reviews. There will be comments for those we reviewed at the bottom. I'm also very sorry for the lack of updates. I have been very busy with my acting, exams, school, and everything else that's been thrown my way. I'm sorry guys I'll try to be better about it!

Ginny woke up and wondered why it was so frigid. She was used to it though, it always seemed to be so cold…all the time. She groggily threw back the covers, and then regretted it, too cold. She begrudgingly got out of bed and made her way to the bathroom. She checked to make sure no one was watching her. No one was, it was Saturday, everyone was outside or in the Library (well, the more studious students). She sucked in, held her breath, and stepped gingerly on the scale. 117 lbs. Ugh. This is not what she wanted; there was still too much imperfection, ugly, hideous fat, covering her lovely bones. I'm not going to get anywhere if I keep eating like a beast. She sighed and retreated to her room. She picked up her journal and began writing.

Weight-117 lbs.

Goal-Eat nothing today. Drink green tea (heavily infused with lemon)

Tommorrow-115 lbs.

Homework-Ha.

Ginny grabbed a pair of blue jeans, a sweater, a scarf, and a jacket and hastily threw them on. She looked at her watch. 12:30. Good, she had already missed breakfast and lunch. There was no explaining or lying to do, she had honestly just slept in. Ginny aimlessly meandered down Hogwarts' long corridors. Unfortunately for Ginny, she was weak. Her foot caught on the carpet and she tripped onto the floor. Ginny looked around her, but no one was there, thank God. She tried to get up but she knew that she would have to just sit there until her dizziness passed. But unfortunately, once again, someone walked by, the last person she wanted to see(well, aside from Draco Malfoy).

"Ginny! Are you alright? Why are you on the floor?" said Harry. Harry extended his hand to Ginny and helped her stand up.

"Thanks Harry, I just tripped over the carpet. It's not so bad on the floor though," Ginny said coyly.

Harry just laughed at her statement. "Um, listen since we have the day off do you want to go to the lake? Or the Quidditch field? Or wherever?"

Maybe Ginny did want to see him. Was she believing her ears? Before she realized what she was saying… "Well, what about Ron and Hermione?" Ginny then silently cursed herself for the statement.

"Oh, well I don't know where they are. I lost them earlier. Probably off studying," Harry innocently answered.

Ginny suppressed her giggles. She knew good and well that Ron and Hermione were behind the Quidditch shed. She had seen them go there many a time, but they knew it would upset Harry so they kept it from him. "Yah, that must be where they are. Well, I know a good place to go."

"Alright, just lead me there and we can hang out."

"Well, follow me Harry." Ginny did not know what she was thinking. Taking Harry to her secret place? Uh, she knew what she was thinking. Ginny led Harry towards Hagrid's hut.

"Hey, are we going to visit Hagrid or something," Harry asked and sounded slightly disappointed.

"No, no it's behind Hagrid's." Ginny tried to calm her breathing as they entered her secret haven.

The grassy field was hidden by beautiful trees with hanging branches. There was a quaint pond that had a mother duck and her babies lounging quietly on the surface. There was a little stone bench with flowers on either side. It was Ginny's heaven. She loved it.

"Wow," Harry breathed. It was amazing, and beautiful. How come he did not know about it before? It was almost too good to be true. Then he looked to his right and saw Ginny, it was too good to be true.

"We can sit on the bench if you want Harry. But I like this patch of grass here, it comfortable and has never stained my clothes," she said pointing to a nice worn area.

"That looks great," said Harry as he sat down next to Ginny. "So Ginny, have you enjoyed this schoolyear so far?"

Ginny could only think about two things at that point. His green eyes and how awful the year had been. "No, this year has been awful," she blurted out. She regretted it immediately.

"Why, what has been so bad about it Gin?"

He had called her Gin. Wow. "Well, um, you know. The work has been hard and the O.W.L. s coming up and all…" Ginny lied.

"Ah, yah, but I promise it gets better. Fifth year was not that bad…well the schoolwork wasn't anyway," Harry said in a sullen, low voice.

Ginny was flooded with guilt. How could she think about how dreadful things were for her? Harry had the worst fifth year imaginable. Bless him. "Yah…" Ginny said quietly.

"Ginny…what's up?"

"Huh, oh nothing Harry, what about you?"

His tone changed to a harder one and he said "Ginny, that's not what I meant. Something has been off about you lately."

Ginny was panicking inside but was determind to stay cool outside. "Oh, nothing, I've been feeling a bit sick lately and all. The work tends to take a toll on me. It takes away my color, at times my outgoingness, and my appetite." Oops, she had not meant to throw the last bit in there.

"Oh, that explains a lot. I was a bit worried. You don't seem to eat a lot, but it makes sense now. I won't force anymore chocolate on you, I don't want you to get sick," Harry said with a smile.

"Oh, that's okay," Ginny giggled. She looked down at her fingers…gosh they certainly seemed chunky for fingers. Then she shook her head and looked up at Harry. The look in his eyes was one she would never forget. That is because it was the moment directly before the infamous Harry Potter leaned in to her and kissed her. Man. It was perfect. He wasn't forceful about it. He didn't just stick his tongue in her mouth as Dean had. He just lightly kissed her but lingered for a moment before pulling away and saying…

"I'm sorry Ginny. I should not have done that!"

"Why not?"

"Ron would kill me if he found out. Please don't tell him."

"I'm not that thick Harry," Ginny said. Although she felt thick, well in the body she did. "Why does it matter what Ron thinks? If I approve that should be all that matters."

"I guess so."

Wow, he was so beautiful. Ginny just gazed into his eyes, they were such a mystery and she wanted to look behind them into what he was thinking. She stood up momentarily to brush off her jeans and regretted it. The last thing she heard was duck before she fell.

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