Kyrbri: I still don't own Gundam Wing or this cool song by the Goo Goo Dolls! Wish I did This chapter is committed to Chamaeleon for my only review!

Mocking Bird: Part 2

Quatre's POV

The only comfort I have here in this retched place is the window showing me the surreal life outside this place. I start to wonder if anybody would bother to visit me. Oh probably not because I'm the stupid one to try suicide, I just want a way out of this world. All there is war, death and sorrow. Please anybody send an angel to protect me at this time when I need it the most.

Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
'Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees

"Quatre?" a voice came from the door, "You have a guest do you want to see him?"

"Why will they just want to scold me for my actions?" I replied "What ever let them do what they want."

"Quat?" Duo's voice wavered through my room as he walked in, "Are you ok?"

"….."I didn't answer and I was in no mood for talking personally him

"Look I'm sorry to bring you here but-"

"Don't give me that shit it your fault that I'm here! If you let me kill myself I'd be so much happier!" I spat at him as I lunged at him, "All your fault!"

"it was for your own good! Please stop." Duo pleaded, "Please?"

"All your fault." I huffed as tears started to rack my body once more and I collapsed into Duo's arms.

"Nothis isours together." Duo whispered, "it will be ok, shhh my angel and sleep." He slowly petted my head soothing me and calming me as I wish this could last forever.

A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb

The next day I woke up on the ice cold floor next to my food tray which contained porridge (which I hate) some brown burnt toast and some inedible looking eggs, if you touched them the wouldn't move or break your fork. -- ? Ewww I wouldn't touch those in a million years unless it was the last food on earth maybe not even then.

"I wouldn't eat those if I was you, you'll get food poisoning for sure." A voice echoed through my room. I could see a shadow of someone up near the window perching on the side.

"W-w-w-who the hell are you?"

"Little ol me?" the voice mocked in a high tone at me I would guess it was a she, "C'mon a you scared? A girl that looked about 15 or 16 had long black hair which was twisted into 2 buns perched on either side of her head and some strands had fallen out. She too wore the same asylum clothes as I did but they looked more ripped and dyed in red. The thing that caught my eyes was her ear that stuck out like elves just flatter and stuck out more which had many piercing on each.

"Who are you?" I repeated slowly as I was beginning to loose some patience with her.

"Why should you ask such questions to me as I once used to do?" she replied with her tricky mouth. "I could help you out of here if you wanted. Or is your coldness a sign saying no?"

My ears perked up when I heard that last sentence. It meant escape from this retched prison cell. My life would shatter into many pieces if I didn't get out of here quickly. Or at least I could be away from all this so called "help". "What do you want in returned?" I shot back

"Nothing of course just we have something in common. We both want freedom. And by the way my name is Ava or you can just call me Roulette."

"I'm Quatre Winner."

"Quat?" she hummed as a nickname "sound fine for a nickname. It looks like your world has turned over; I'm the angel to save you and take you away into a better place. Now come on and move it before the guards figure it out!"

Comin' down the world turned over


And angels fall without you there


And I go on as you get colder


Or are you someone's prayer

Yesterday was just my luck! I met some new people like Rou, (Roulette) and some other people who work here! Who knew that from Rou's room you could get to the staff lounge full of wonderful soups, cakes, sandwiches and ice cream! We talked about all about the history and the way around. (This included all the secret passages the band made in the last 5 to 7 years.)

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You know the lies they always told you


And the love you never knew


What's the things they never showed you


That swallowed the light from the sun


Inside your room

FLASH BACK

"Quat?" Rou asked as she appeared through the newly dug hole in through my room and hers. We had a plan to escape from this place. Rou knew the ropes she had been here since the dawn of time supposedly. "Quat?" she called again, "were going to the meeting, you coming?"

"Yes, just wait a minute ok?" I answered after we got going; she motioned through a dim lighted tunnel. I could make out shadows of what seemed to other people or maybe demons. Every time most of them seemed to be tired, ragged and clothes hanging off them like a coat on a hanger. When we halted at the end of a tunnel, I slowly crawled down. The room was small dank and smelled like corpse.

"I have brought new blood." Ava called as we entered and plopped herself on a small couch kicking a sleeping or dead body off of it.

"Care for anything?" One shadowed person asked me

"Do you have…. A knife?" I took a deep breath in the finished, "Please?"

Just at that minute someone chucked a knife across the room and skidding towards me on the cold damp floor. It was a bronzed colored knife with Arabic engravings. Probably something I wouldn't bother to read. The sliver tip seemed to glow with lust as I slowly brought the knife's tip towards my wrist and dragging it to spell the words "INSANE ALWAYS" then slowly fell into a deep sleep.

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer

And there's no time left for losin'
When you stand they fall

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder

The next day I woke in my room with the same clothes, there was dry crusted blood on my wrist. I was dazed a bit at first. Then suddenly the door opened and slammed shut. It was Trowa. Shit I thought quietly as he approached me staggering forward.

"What the fuck do you think you where doing?" He yelled pulling me up by the sides of my asylum clothes. My eyes widen in shock I could smell alcohol in his breath. He slowly smiled and I could see the lust glinting in his emerald eyes. "Now, Now you should be punished for what you've done." He grabbed my arm as he dropped, I tried to struggle trying to get away. He threw me on the bed pinning my thighs with his legs and tying my arms with my shirt strips that he tore off. I shivered from the cold whining and pleading for him not to do this. He slowly licked and bit my nipple hardening quickly. I quickly cursed. Trowa started to take off my pants then my boxers, then stripped off his own clothes and straddled me quickly then plunging into me. I felt if I was on fire and my head was pounding from the pain. "Oh so tight" He groaned thrusting harder, he seemed ready to release as he pulled out of me moving up to my mouth thrusting his large cock in it. "Suck it whore." I tried to struggle as he released and I felt like dying. His seed was disgusting. "Sallow." I quickly swallowed. "Good whore." I slowly fell into an unconscious state. The last thing I saw was him leaving and whispering. "You brought this on yourself angel."


All because I'm
Comin' down the years turn over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go and lead you home and
All because I'm
All because I'm


And I'll become
What you became to me

As I fell into an uncoiniois dream land I was crying my whole body felt like dying. He was wrong, this wasn't the first time. Crying racked my body as I fell asleep on the bed still bleeding and the taste of seed in my mouth.

TBC

Kyrbri: There all done! Now to start on chapter 3!

Dark Roxy: Till next time! Please Review (This is her first rape lemon seen be nice)

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