A/N: You guys are pretty lucky that I'm pretty much in a good mood now because I had my computer move in my room now so I had the mood to write! Haha! Anyway, this chapter is a little bit of a fluffy chapter and not to mention that this will be the 1st fluffy chapter then comes the 2nd . . . that is if my idea is still on the same position as always. So enjoy!

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Chapter 13: Need your comfort

Rukishi mopped herself in the room, had some strange and shy thoughts of how did the lacy got into Sanzo's hands all of a sudden. Problem is not really that, now is only questioning about her inner emotional feelings that is kept deep inside. She knows she can't stay too long in this world. But like what the paper says—she can only go back if she finishes her entire experience in the world she's in now. She doesn't care when to go back but the reason she thinks of it now is because she had this thought of Sanzo doesn't like her to be here. How could be possibly true? Maybe—Sanzo does want her here but . . .

"Hey onna." A familiar deep voice called out, interrupting her as Rukishi turn her direction and eyed at Sanzo surprisingly. Sanzo just look at her blankly as he still had his cigarette in his mouth, he looked up at Rukishi with eyes flicker with concern. Rukishi has never really seen those eyes before but—if those eyes were placed with color of violet, it most certainly is most desirable.

"Oh Sanzo! What are you doing here?" she quickly said in a quirky way.

Sanzo knew something but he kept his suspicion low profile, not wanting to make Rukishi also feel a little strange.

"Nothing. Had problem with sleeping so thought of coming by and make my apology." Sanzo said, shrugging uncarelessly. Rukishi blink at the statement making an apology.

"What do you mean?"

"Tch, I thought you knew what I mean. Of course your lacy!" Sanzo said coldly but ruthlessly. He slowly walks in the room and straight towards the balcony, leaning his arms on the balcony while looking up at the stars and gazing it beautifully.

Rukishi blush a little and duck her head shyly, "Oh. I thought what else." She mumbled. She didn't know what else to think of but she thought it was something else Sanzo wanted to say to her. But it's impossible to think like that—because it won't come to reality in many such ways.

"It's okay." She said, walking to the balcony and gazes the moon like Sanzo does. There were silent for a while, during that silent, Sanzo secretly glances at Rukishi—in a very different but unlikely him kind of way. Its a mixture of admire and praising her beauty under the moonlight, but it was also a feeling of—not being himself. He gazes for a while using his violet eyes then he jerk his head up and shakes his head while blushing lightly. He shouldn't have think like that—for a monk.

"Oh perk up! So what she's beautiful! Urgh . . .I can't think it that way! No matter what, I'm still Genjo Sanzo! The so call great monk of Sanzo! But . . ."

Sanzo pause his thoughts for a while and look back at Rukishi, it is as if like her looks are hypnotizing him to look at her—for long and for a clearer vision of her. But the monk blushed and shook his head in disbelief and trying to erase that unbelievable feeling in him.

"No! I still can't! Even though she's like an angel but—there's no way am I falling for that! No! I just can't! But I . . ."

"Sanzo?"

His name being called snapped his thoughts as Sanzo jerk his head up to look at the girl. Rukishi blink at him curiously. "Is there something that's disturbing you?" she asked. Sanzo blushed for an instant and gave a cold mutter to her—like his usual cold self. "Tch, so what if there is something that's disturbing me? Is not for you to know." He said coldly, looking back up the moon while blowing the air of cigarette. Rukishi just chuckle sadly, she knows it wasn't a good idea to ask such a person when he reply with such a tone. Sanzo look at her back and gave an apologetic glance at her while she's not looking.

"I'm sorry—" he snarled lightly, "For being rude." He finished.

Rukishi blink her eyes confusingly as she can feel 13 shades of crimson red covered her face and heat mixed up with the blushes. She never knew Sanzo would be that—sorry for certain things. It was never like him. Even if yes so, he never tries to say it but showing it. But it didn't matter, she smiled thoughtfully at Sanzo. The monk looks back at the girl and shot her a curious eye at her, "What?"

Rukishi chuckled, "Nothing."

"Tch." He muttered.

And there was a long silence . . .

"So umm—when do you think to go back?" Sanzo finally said, clearing his throat and blows some cigarette air. Rukishi blink at him while her hair was blow by the wind; Sanzo got his eyes and how beautiful she was when her hair was blowed by the wind. Making her beauty for admirable to look at and more mesmerizing to though of. Sanzo quickly turn his head back, not daring to look at her and blushed furiously.

"Sanzo," came the voice—a tone of sad and a little worried but unhappy. Sanzo jerk his head in surprise at the tone and look back at her, he could see the expression Rukishi is giving to herself and him. She ducks her head sadly while sighing in the same way as her expression showed.
"Sanzo, if you don't like me here, if you think I'm a burden to you then you can just tell—"

"What the hell are you thinking about, baka!"

Sanzo quickly interrupted and made his voice in a threatening tone, he wasn't angry but pretty pissed off. Like how he usual reacts when he's with Gojyo and Goku. Yeah, that kinds of feeling. Rukishi widen her eyes a little at Sanzo's sudden tone, his sudden angry tone.

Sanzo calmed down for a while and sighs angrily, "Look, if you don't know me that well, then don't think you are! What in the name of Kami-sama ever made you think I didn't like you here? You maybe a pain to me but I think is worth it for you to be here anyway." Sanzo said coldly, keeping his voice deep and calm but he could feel little blushes when he said the words. Rukishi, in other words, was surprise to hear him say that. This is the first time Sanzo ever confessed like this! She was blushing when she heard him say that, continuing to blink at him amusingly.

"Well don't be surprise! I was just . . .correcting some nonsense that you were saying." Sanzo protested with a blush.

Rukishi giggled slightly and chuckled at him.

"What makes you think like that?"

"I don't know! And how am I suppose to know!" Sanzo replied back crudely.

Rukishi chuckled more, and then she looks back at the moon beautifully. She still can't believe Sanzo could react that way. It's just like—so unlike him! But who cares? Atleast he reacted!

"I don't know Sanzo. Maybe someday if I get to know you better or your people or this world better, maybe I can go back." Rukishi said, sighing. Sanzo just give a 'hmp' and kept a little quiet.

"If you don't mind—can you tell me how's life in your world?" Sanzo said calmly, looking at her with soft and calm gazes. Rukishi raise an eyebrow and just smile delightfully.

"Well—is pretty good but also has some bad elements. Like in this world, demons everywhere and some are good and some are bad. In Malaysia they don't have demons but the people there can become one without having a demonic transformation." She sighed, ducking her head sadly after she said those things.

"But all I know is that—I never had a good past when I was in Malaysia." She said, feeling some tears fell down her cheek.

Sanzo look at her and startled at her tears, "What do you mean?" Rukishi wipe her tears and sobbed softly.

"I-I was abused by my father's family before. Nobody like me form my father's family side. My father tried lots of ways to make them understand and love me the way he does for me but they won't! Just because my mother is Japanese . . . t-they hate me for that." she sobbed and tears more.

Sanzo glance at her in a sympathizing way and looks at her apologetically. "I-I'm sorry to hear that . . ."

Rukishi shakes her head softly, crying some bitter tears and fake a smile. "It's okay, is not your fault. But by the time my parents died, I realize how much my parents really love me and protected me the way they have done so much things for me. After they died, my father had left the mansion he bought just for me. My father's family tried to take it but in the will, he put it under my name. And now I know, they can't be forgiven."

"And what happen then?" Sanzo asked.

"I'm going to fight to have my rights." She said, trying not to cry but the tears betrayed her and threaten to tear down her cheeks as she cried them bitterly. Sanzo slowly walk up to her and pulls her closer to his chest, letting Rukishi sobbed on his chest. Rukishi surprised as she felt herself close to Sanzo.

"S-Sanzo?" she mumbled.

"Look! Just cry all you want, all right! Don't ask me questions!" Sanzo said crudely but sincerely. Rukishi smiled tearily and sobbed a little on his chest, letting them out bitterly. The monk looks at her sadly and pets her head, comforting her.

Rukishi pulled out from him and wipe the last tears and letting out the last sob. She smiled at Sanzo thoughtfully. "Thank you so much Sanzo for being here and comforting me. I really appreciate it." Rukishi said, giving a quick kiss on his cheek and run back to her bed and keeping herself comfy and asleep. Sanzo blushed when she left her kiss on his cheek, he didn't know how to react but he knows not to make it such a big deal. Sanzo give himself a smirk and look in the room as his eyes were referring to Rukishi, he smiled softly like he never smiled before.

"No problem . . ."

A/N: Done! Okay on for the next chapter! Review please! And I guess I should say thanks for reading the previous chapter—didn't know it was really funny. Hehe! Review please!