Rejection

I just experienced something

That no one on Earth should feel

It is the feeling of love and rejection

It hurts but yet it's real

The man I love rejected me

For no good reason at all

He made me feel embarrassed

My heart then took a fall

It has been broken into many pieces

The pain will never end

For the pieces are way too small

They can't be put back together again

I'll love him now and forever

Until the end of time

But I fear he'll never love me

His heart will never be mine

I think of things I know I shouldn't

As I sit here by myself

I know I shouldn't do it

But I wish to kill myself

So now it must be true

I know what I must do

And with a knife to my chest

And a note on my bed

I say my last good-byes

Because tomorrow I will be dead