All right, I did plan on uploading quite a bit sooner, but life well sorta got in the way.
This story contains slash. If that offends you, dont read this. You have been warned.
I seriusly doubt that this story deserves it's rating but I'm never really sure so this way no innocent little souls are harmed :)
When he approached the Gryffindor table, with the intention of eating lunch and absolutely not worry about this any more, Sirius was already sitting there.
And again there was something more then slightly off. If all was normal Sirius would be stuffing his face at unbelievable speed with grotesque manners, throwing beans at James or quietly hexing Snivelly under the table. But he just sat there with an untouched plate in front of him, slowly rolling one bean in circles around his mashed potatoes.
When Remus offered an overly cheerful "Hi Siri" all he got in return was a mumbled "hi there". Remus cleared his throat quietly. And got in return absolutely no reaction what so ever. He cleared his throat louder, and this time it worked. Sirius looked up and Remus got the strange – and not at all comforting – feeling that he was first noticing his presence now. Oh dear. He felt himself going all red again and decided on staring at his own lap rather than looking Sirius in the eyes. He had not thought this through at all. What was he to say.
" We don't need to go on a date" was what came out. It wasn't nearly as subtle as he planned on being, but it could have been worse. Or so he thought until he looked up and noticed the look on Sirius's face.
Sirius was walking very fast. His legs were quite a bit longer then Remus's who was all but running to try and catch up to him.
Despite that, it wasn't until inside their dormitory that he actually caught him. And then only because there was simply nowhere else to run.
"What, I mean …" Remus gasped trying to catch his breath "why are you running off?"
Sirius had a very dark look, and Remus wasn't sure if he was going to kiss him or hit him. He did neither. What he did do was say in a very small voice, that didn't fit his intimidating look at all " I thought you wanted to go on a date with me."
Before Remus knew the words were just pouring out " I want to date you, but if you don't want to I really don't want it and if you would just do it out of pity I would hate myself and you were so weird and didn't talk to me so I thought you were regretting it and everybody will say why is he with…".
Remus was well aware that he had been rambling on, and started when he realized that not only was his face burning and red, but his eyes were starting to sting suspiciously.
He would not cry, not in front of Sirius. A moment passed in silence, and then another. The knot that had been growing in his stomach all day long was threatening to come up his throat.
Just when he was about to risk a glance up he could feel a hand very softly pick up a runaway curl that was bouncing in front of the treacherous eyes that had started to shed tears without permission. Sirius's look wasn't dark at all now.
Remus was pushed backwards onto a bed until he was lying on his back against Sirius's soft pillow, with Sirius's hands on either side of hishead and Sirius's face mere inches away from his own. " Silly, silly Moony" Sirius breathed in his ear. " I didn't mean to ignore you, I was just trying to plan a spectacular date for you. And why on earth would I ever pity you".
Remus took this as a rhetorical question, because Sirius's warm body was having very embarrassing effects on him that were painfully obvius due to his rather compromising position, and he was rather positive he couldn't think up an answer if his life depended on it.
A.N. Humm.. came quite close to writing a smut scene there didnt I? Not sure if I could do it properly... Anyhow, this didnt really have plot or anything but here it is :)