Best Friends
Codi came over later and apologized for what happened between me and Ashlee. I told her that I was the one who kissed her. I wanted to go talk a shower or something, I was really bored. I wanted something to do to forget what a horrible day I had.
"Hey Ponyboy, where are you goin'?" Darry always had to be nosey.
"I'm going take a shower." Please just let me go, I need to cut.
"Ok. Hurry up though, dinners almost ready."
"Alright." Darn. I really didn't want to take a shower. I NEEDED to cut.
I got into the bathroom pretty quick. I think Sodapop was looking for me but I didn't care. It's starting to be an addiction, maybe I already is. I was to screwed up to know the difference. I was so eager to cut I accidentally cut a little deeper than normally. It was going to be harder to stop. I started to run the bath water. I almost had the bleeding stopped when Soda walked in.
"Ponyboy, what are you doing? Are you crazy!" it was a rhetorical question
"No. The razor fell and I tried to grab it but it cut my wrist." Oh SHIT. What if he found out. I would be so dead.
"Are you telling me the truth?"
"Yes Soda. I'm not crazy."
Soda helped me bandage my wrist up and told me to go rest and he would tell Darry I was tired. I was a really lucky person to have Soda as a older brother. Maybe I would tell him and Darry. They deserve to know. Then again they would think I was crazy.