Dark Purify
Chap 5: Sorry
In the last Chap…
As I reached the house, Myouga was there. I waved and went to my room. As I approached my room I saw Inuyasha locking the door. I held my breath His eyes made contact with me then he turned away, anger and pain in his eyes. After he passed next to me (and he didn't even look at me) I ran to my room and closed the door. I felt on my knees and cried.
Why can't he forgive me?
I think I stayed there for the whole night, leaned on my door, sobbing. I slept with my head on the door. When I woke, I could see, from the balcony, the sun was arising. I sat there while the sun came up. After watching it, I decided I needed breakfast, my stomach was growling. I quickly changed into pants and a loose shirt and went downstairs. I asked for a huge breakfast.
I was there, eating my cereal and humming something when Sango appeared. I looked at her and gave a little wave. She took the cereal and sat in front of me.
"Morning" I said mouth full
"Same" She then had the spoon on her mouth "…And? Did you talk to him?" I froze.
"Umh…Inuyasha?" I asked. She just nodded with the spoon on her mouth.
"Well…Yesterday after I went to buy Souta's game I was arriving at my room when he was leaving from it. I was trying to talk to him but he just looked at me and then left just like I wasn't there" That was hard to say.
"And didn't you run to talk to him?" Why did she need to know?
"Oh, I ran alright" I said.
"Really, then what?" She asked me.
"I ran to my room and cried all night." I said flatly. She looked at me and then laughed.
"Why are you laughing?" I felt like crying again. I just told something really sad and she's laughing?
"The way you told it was funny. But the topic is sad, if that's what you are wondering." She told after laughing more and grabbing more cereal.
"Right" I ate more cereal then I remembered something. "Sango! Oh my God! I'm really, really sorry!"
"Sorry for what?" She said getting some juice.
"At the party, I got drunk and you guys needed to take care of me! I ruined the night! I'm sorry!" Sango didn't say a thing. She just looked down and continues eating. How could I be so stupid? I'm so arrogant! I was there, crying all night. I ruined the night. "Sorry." I said that again, in a whisper. She still wasn't making eye contact, so I ran. I needed to get away from them. They would get hurt with me there.
I stopped in the garden. It wasn't big, but not small. When we first got the house, Mama – I mean, Mother did this, but after she just left it for the gardener. There were some trees, which could provide shade to sleep, places to seat, a special area for picnic, and the thing I liked the most when I was young: the swing. It was made for me and Kikyou. But I would always go with my nanny.
I went to the swing. I thought about all the things I did. I think I stared at the roses for more than fifteen minutes. I did ruin the opening. And Inuyasha is now mad at me… Wait. Shit! I can't believe I forgot to apologize to Mrs. Aomenori! Damn! Is she in the summer house?
I went to the checking place. That place is a room where you can check a room to stay in the house. I went there. There was a secretary; I think her name was Kiomi? Whatever her name was, I needed to know if Aomenori was in the summer house. "Hey. I wanted to know if Alice Aomenori is in some of the rooms."
The girl looked at me then decided to follow rules and drop the phone. "Uhm- Ms. Aomenori is in room 37, the west side of the house." I thanked her and dashed to it. I was in the north side of the house! I made my way to the place. What was the room number? Twenty-seven? Well…I'll knock there, and if it isn't, then I'll go to thirty-seven.
I knocked and there was no answer. I went to room 37 that was written 'Aomenori' in black paint. I anime sweat-dropped. Maybe she stayed in this room since the first BMC. I knocked two times and waited. Then I heard a 'Coming' and then, the door revealed Alice Aomenori in a night gown. "Oh! I'm sorry if I woke you! I'll come another time. I'm sorry" I bowed and I started to leave. How embarrassing!
"No worry, girl. Come…We can talk." Aomenori spoke gently to me. Isn't she mad?
"Sorry…" She just nodded and got me inside. Her room was like mines, just that it had more furniture and some paintings on the wall. "Ms. Aomenori, I'm Kagome Higurashi. I came to apologize to the scene I did in the party. I really didn't mean to that happening." I said standing by the door.
"Come kid. We can sit and talk about that." She went to the balcony and I saw some chairs there. "Isn't it pretty? When the sun is rising, my husband and I come to watch. To bad we couldn't get a view to the beach this time." She said referring to the part that her balcony only showed part of Okinawa. We stayed quiet for a minute then I decided to break that silence.
"I'm sorry" I mumbled.
She just smiled. "Don't worry. It's fine. The thing I wanted to talk about is your 'secret' singer."
"What about it?" I asked a little afraid of what she could say.
"You see…Today you receive the schedules. You sing next Friday. After the week you sing, another band goes." I just nodded. "You need to tell your friends as soon as possible. The next time you sing will be with them."
I turned at her with shocked expression. "What? Why them?" This isn't happening.
"Because. Now, I really suggest you go to tell them." I nodded. She told me that so simply, that I could almost believe that. But then again, I remembered who I was talking about. "Now, you must go. I need to get ready." I walked to the door. "And kid, don't forget to watch the opening." I waved and left. Yes, how on earth will I tell them that I'm Dark Purify?
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It was almost lunch when Souta called me telling Shippou would be here in a few minutes. I waited for him in my room. We would talk business. A little after, Shippou came looking a little disturbed. "Hey Shippou" He just came and took a seat looking at my computer. Neither of us said something.
"Why did you hide it?" He asked. I just knew what he was talking about.
"I really didn't want to hide it. But you know them…They'd take it away. I wanted to be better than Kikyou in every way." I told him the truth. If he wanted to be involved, he needed to be part of my past and present.
"Right. So you want me to play for you." He said as thought he forgot about everything.
"Yes. I sing next Friday. So, are you in?" He nodded and grinned.
"Deal. I just can't believe you did that! You were never the rebel." He said surprised.
"Me neither!"
"Do you want to stay for lunch?" I asked after we discussed what we were doing to practice. We would sing every night in my room, when bands were singing at the BMC.
"No, next time. I think I know where Satsuki is staying. Maybe I can reach her before she goes to lunch." He said blushing at the mention of this Satsuki girl.
"Ok. If you reach her, tonight you tell me!" I winked at him and left to lunch.
I had some butterflies in my stomach. What if Inuyasha was there? I was so nervous that I think time passed faster, and I was looking to the door that led to the lunch room. When I got in, there were lots of guests eating lunch. I didn't look at the whole table. I went to my seat and asked for whatever they had. And to think now my fork looks really interesting. Then, someone tapped my shoulders. I looked just to find Sango and the girls. I gave them a nervous smile then told them to seat next to me. They came and we chatted like usual.
"You know, Kagome…It doesn't matter about the party. It was boring to just sit
there." Sango said after a while.
"Even if it was, I'm sorry I ruined it." They just said it wasn't a big deal. I just knew it wasn't true. I really think they liked with whom they were paired with.
"Where were you? You seem to disappear every time we want to talk to you!" Ayame
told me.
"I went to apologize to Ms. Aomenori, and we chatted. She didn't mind my actions when I did the scene." They just nodded. Then we got into different topics, like; dressing, then make-up, hot actors, ice-creams, bikinis, hot guys and so on.
"Oh! I almost forgot to ask! You'll go to the opening, won't you Kags?" Rin asked.
"I don't know. I'm not allowed to go out in the night." I said that annoyed to the fact that I needed to stay in my room. But then I remembered that Shippou and I had to practice. "You know? I can watch it on TV. It won't be the same, but still, I'll watch." I changed my mood.
"Yes. And when you see us on TV, we'll wave at you!" Sango commented. We laughed. Yes, right. "And after I see you guys waving, I'll wave back." I said after some fits of laugh.
We stayed there, chatting and eating. Most of the people went to do something in the house, or go to the Okinawa tourist spots. After we laughed some more, Rin became quiet. Then we understood why Rin became quiet and followed her. I didn't know why, but I looked at what Rin was looking at. It was him. It was Inuyasha. I think my mind stopped working, and my heart sped up. He came glaring at me.
It was annoyingly quiet now. He glared at me some more and I stared into hiseyes. I couldn't bring myself to glare back.
"What wench, see something you like?" Now, my mind is back.
"What did you say?"
"So you're deaf too?"
"DEAF?" I yelled at him.
"You are the one deaf, so you don't need to yell. I can hear perfectly." He smirked at me. Ohhhhhh grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
"Bastard! How dare you say I'm deaf!?" I stood and we glared nose to nose.
"It's because you are, fat wench" he smirked some more.
"Ohhh, freaking jerk!"
"Over weight slut!"
"Retarded!"
"Son of a bitch!"
"You just don't want to bring my mother to this." He said quietly.
"…"
"What? Little baby Kagome is afraid of big, glorious, hot, perfect Inuyasha?
"Argh! Impossible!"
"Whore!"
"Whore? Little dick!!"
"How do you know-?"
We kept insulting each other until we were yelling really hard. Then, I suddenly smiled and remembered why we were like this at the beginning.
"I'm sorry!" I shouted.
"…?"
"I'm really, really sorry that I did that to you! I'm sorry I had to be your partner. I'm sorry you had to carry me. I'm sorry I'm fat, even though I think I'm perfectly fine. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I put the keys in your pocket. I'm sorry I made a scene. I'm sorry I messed your hair and called you a mutt!!! And I'm sorry I make your life like this! I didn't really mean it!! I'm sorry!"
I yelled that. The girls left and he stayed there, staring at me. Then I had my head down. Maybe today was the day to the apologize?
"Hey, don't really worry. It wasn't big. And you were my partner because I asked. Kouga would have carried you, but I choose to do it so. You are not that fat. And after searching for the keys I felt my pocket heavy. The scene was funny. And now you know to never mess with my hair and never call me a mutt." He told me.
I shot my head up and saw that he was grinning, but a different grin. Like…his kind of smile. "So, you forgive me?" I asked smiling at him.
He smirked. "Keh, but now I want to be allowed to go on your balcony when ever I
want!"
"Just for that?" I asked. "Keh, what else?" I went to push him, but he ran. I was going to run after him, but then again…It's fine this way.
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It was past dinner when the girls were getting ready and Shippou suppose to come, so we could practice. The schedule came a little after three o'clock. Marked will sing this Wednesday, with a bunch of other bands. I was watching the news on the BMC when the girls came, looking almost like the way they went clubbing. Just that this time they had different colors. "We're leaving! Are you sure you can't come?" Sango asked for the eleventh time.
"I'm positive of that." They just nodded, promised to have fun for me and to come home early. This time, they we all going even Inuyasha, who was dead hot.
I waited some more for Shippou, who came with a girl. "Hey Kags." I just waved. I was trying to record the opening. "I came with Satsuki. She can play as well…And I thought I mean…" Shippou tried to find the words. I turned to them and I saw a girl at the age of Shippou with brown hair tied in two high ponytails. Just that her hair wasn't long.
"Hi! I'm Kagome. You must be Satsuki, the girl Shippou talks about." At this,Shippou blushed lightly then coughed.
"Hi! I really want to play. I'll keep the secret about you-know-what." I went, hugged her and thanked. Then I went back to my TV that, after a while, was going to record the opening. Then we sat in the carpet.
"Now I looked at the schedule and we're singing next Friday. Also, after we sing, the next week we'll sing is Marked. So, then I need to think a way to tell them." I told them business-like. "Also, this time we will be able to sing someone's song. I was thinking of maybe something different from clubbing music." At this we all stopped to thing something neat and great.
"I know!" Satsuki said happily. "You could sing Gravity of Love, by Enigma! I know how to play that!" I looked at her. But…That's only my music. I looked down and then decided.
"Ok, we are doing Gravity of Love! You know how to play it, don't you Shippou?" I asked at him.
"Not much, but I can get the sound by hearing it." After the mention 'hear it', I went and grabbed my CD. Gravity of love played the whole time we were trying to get things done. That was only until we found it was past eleven. Satsuki couldn't be out for a long time, her mother would call her.
After they left, I went to the hot springs. I needed to relax. Gravity of Love is a great music, but so many memories… Mama would sing to us before we went to sleep. Every time she sang that, I was to dream with my faceless father. I just knew it was him. It's a feeling. But after Kikyou became all famous, she stopped singing. She stopped doing lots of things…
I almost fell asleep in the hot spring. I returned to my room and went to see the TV was saving it all. I think I'll just leave it like that. Tomorrow I can watch it. I went to sleep really fast, and this time, in my bed.
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Nothing is better than a good sleep. I woke with some light. I doubt it would make a sunny day. And even if it would, it wouldn't be that hot. I went to knock on the girl's door. I knocked more than five times just to see Rin with a horrible messed hair was with a dumb look on her face. Yep, she woke just now. I gave her a happy morning but she just mumbled and said to come.
The room was messier and two beds were in use. Wait, now three, Rin just got in again. I grinned like maniac, went to my room and got my stereo on full music. That is, with the connected door open. I head some gasps and a 'what the fuck' coming from Sango. I giggled and went inside their room again. I sat in the left bed.
"WHAT on freaking hell do you want THIS time of the morning?!?" Ayame yelled at me covering her head with her pillow. I'm 100 sure that the pillow won't work.
"Turn that off, NOW!" Rin yelled almost above the music. Ok, now it was dangerous. Rin never yelled that loud. I walked to my room, click, and the music was down.
"Thanks" Mumbled Sango who was trying to make her hair less messed.
"How was the opening?" I said looking at them. Rin was still looking dumb, Ayame was trying to go back to sleep when Sango was putting her messed hair in a high ponytail.
"You didn't see it on TV?" Sango asked.
"No. I was dead tired." One more lie to apologize later.
"It was great. Ms. Aomenori came first talking, thanking people…Almost like the banquet. Then, she said that Miasma would officially open the BMC. After, some more bands played."
"Who's Miasma?" I asked. I think it's the second time I hear that band's name.
"You don't know?" Rin asked shocked.
"Should I?" Ok. I'm missing something big.
"Miasma is the most popular band ever! The girls who play do this music effect and make you go hyper just from hearing it!!" Rin said energetic.
"Hey…I'll watch the opening now I recorded it, you guys get some more sleep then I'll come to wake you guys up." They thanked me. Rin got again covered, Sango un-did her ponytail and Ayame was already asleep.
I walked to my room and went to put the tape to play. I sat on the couch. At first the TV just was black and gray with this huge white line on it with a horrible sound. Then, you could see Ms. Aomenori speaking; "Thanks again to the people who came and those who joined! I feel that this year the BMC will bring success to many people! And now, drum rooooooooolllllllll" She said that when suspense music filled the background. "I present yoooooouuuuuuuu Miaasssma!!!!!!!!!!" She yelled. The crowd went wild screaming 'Miasma!!' Then Ms. Aomenori said "These girls are quite popular here in Okinawa! This year they decided to join again, and this time to win! I leave you guys with them!!!" After that, she went back stage.
More screaming could be heard, the lights went off and some music was playing the in background. Then two girls came. One had a guitar and another had a microphone on her hand. Then the lights came, click, it appeared in the middle of the stage. Click, on the left. Click, on the right. Then those colorful lights followed the girls. One stopped again in the middle. I couldn't believe it! It was Kagura; the summer house hair girl! She was in black skirt with high-heeled black boots, with a red and black sleeve-less shirt with her hair tied in a bun way. She waved to her fans. They went wild!
Then the lights spotted a girl with silver jeans and white dress-like shirt. She had white long hair. Strange, never saw her. She just nodded. Kagura looked at the people and started. "Hey guys!!! It's a pleasure to be here again! This year, we'll make sure to win! Also thanks for the BMC to give us a battery player! Nowwww---- I'll sing this song you'll love! It's called: Glassed
Roof!!!" They cheered like maniacs!
The white haired girl started to play hard the guitar, while you could hear a battery in the back. Then Kagura started.
Who doesn't have glassed roof
Can throw the first stooone
Who doesn't have glassed roof
Can throw the first stonee
I walked for so many streets and places
I passed observing almost everything
I changed the world, it rotates in one second
I looked for inside of me my homes
It is there, so many people wanting to feel
Blood running in the vein
It is like this good, if the moving is alive
I heard millions of voices screaming...
Then the playing stopped. It went smooth.
I want to see who is capable
Of closing the eyes and rest in peace
Now it was playing hard again. Kagura was running from left and right, jumping whenever she could.
Who doesn't have glass roof
That throws the first stone
Who doesn't have glassed roof
Can throw the first stone
I walked for so many streets and places
I passed observing almost everything
I changed the world, it rotates in one second
I looked for inside of me my homes
It is there, so many people wanting to feel
Blood running in the vein
It is like this good, if the moving is alive
I heard millions of voices screaming...
Again, it went smooth. And she closed her eyes the shouted.
I want to see who is capable
Of closing the eyes and rest in PEACE
Now she went jumping. The crow followed her. She let her hair down now messing it.
In front it is the objective that takes a risk for the line
It is not so different than I already went one day
If will be, if will pass, I don't know
And in a flash, I remind the amount that I spoke,
I left, I silenced
It is even I cared
But it doesn't have anything, I was wrong
Each one in your cocoon, in your direction
Sells the soap opera of the life of skybox it alienates
Suggesting solutions, discussing relationships
Very right that the truth fits in the palm of the hand
But that is not an opinion
And that is alone an opinion!!!!!
The Kagura finished with a bow. "There? Do you guys like? I wrote it myself!! I really hope you enjoyed it! Now, be ready for more!!!" Then Miasma waved started again. Wow, she really had a voice and she could make the people go wild! Maybe I can talk to Kagura later… After Miasma played like four songs, Kagura called another band. They weren't like Miasma, but it was great!
I finished the tape and went to the girl's room. Ayame was there all sleepy, with her bed messed, Rin in her covers and Sango mumbling something in her sleep. I left them there. They were sure dead tired. I went to the kitchen to see if I could grab something. It was past breakfast and there wasn't much. But I still grabbed an apple. I would be hungry in lunch.
I went for a walk and stopped, again, in the garden. This time I wasn't alone, I could see someone in the swings. I walked to there and saw who was; it was Miroku. What was he doing there? And where are guys? "Hey Miroku" I waved at him and got in the swing, he was there, looking at the roses. "Hi…" I looked at him. Why is he like that?? "Is something wrong, Miroku?" I was worried. What was wrong? He is never that sad!
"Nothing its just…ufff. I don't know anymore." Ok. Something really big was wrong. Miroku was never in this state. "What happened? You can trust me, you know?" Yeah. Trust me when I can't say the same. "Can I really, Kagome?" he looked at me with those eyes who knew more than
Buddha. "You can really. That's what friends are for." Ouch, that lie hurt even in me.
"Well…It's that yesterday, at the opening…Sango saw her ex/maybe-fiancée. He appeared after, like, two years and wanted to bring Sango with him to Tokyo. Sango never liked this idea, but he's really rich…In the opening, she didn't even talk to the girls. I really think she wants to go with him…" So that's his problems; Sango.
"I didn't know Sango had a fiancée…But Miroku, did you talk to her? Did you ask her what the reason was to 'ignore' you guys like she did? Maybe she couldn't talk, but now she can." I spoke softly to him. Maybe Miroku like, really liked Sango. Not only in his perverted way, but a real care.
"I didn't think of that! I'll go talk to her now! Thanks Kagome!" He said, jumped form the swing and run to the rooms. That Miroku…He'll never learn. I sat there smiling to myself as to how things were coming. The only thing was that Shippou couldn't play Gravity of Love so good. Maybe we should think of another song…
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I don't need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
-- Gavin DeGraw- I Don't Want To Be
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E/N: THAT'S THE BEST SONG IN THE WORLD!!! Other than 1985 from Bowling for Soup of course…
A/N: Heyas!! Ok…It didn't come like I wanted but still…Also I took so long to come with this chap because I always had a sad idea popping. If you liked Kagura's song, it's a Brazilian band. The song is nice, but it's in Portuguese. If you want to download this, search for: Teto de Vidro or Pitty!!! Thankies for the reviews, it means a lot to me!
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Now, the responses:
Sieg1308: I felt sorry too, but then again...
Light-Chan: Me neither!!! Thankies for the beta! I hope you are better!!
fat fat-albert: Thankies!!
Fiery Demon Fox: Yep, it's his fault only ;) Thankies thankies!!
water miko: heyas!! Let me tell you: all her 'pain' is that, when she drinks, she can't get much because Miko or Mother would be there to make her feel bad. Now, without them there, she drank lots…she isn't used. Thankies for the review!
Waterlily216: LOL I'm not after you! wink wink He's mad because…well…you'll
see ;) (some people here pay me to keep this a secret XD) ekk I updated, plz
don't come!! Wait… you can come, but not to kill me P
Midnight echo: heyas!! Well, she woke with her head all messed (hangover) then she founded a note from Inuyasha…I like to describe their clothes, it give out attitude! Thankies for the review!