Window

Pairing: KaiKoui

The blood red letters of the alarm clock across the room was able to be seen even in the pitch black night. It shined '12:48' in the room that was slightly lit up by the monlight that shined into the room of a very young nekozumi. He was lying on his stomach on top of his bed, drawing mindlessly into his little notebook, his chin resting in one of his hands. He seemed a little lonely, since his koi stopped coming to see him... ever since the incident four months ago.

His boyfriend, Kai Hiwatari had gone to a a gay bar for the evening to get a drink since he said he had needed to get a drink. What he didn't know is a guy that gave him his free drink slipped a drug in it, and ended up making out and screwing each other. The worst part is, the older male hadn't bothered to tell him, and it angered him a little to have a guy come up to him, and tell him his koiishi was great in bed.

His finally stopped drawing, as he heard his phone start to ring through the house. He lifted his head, his lavender hair uncovering his eyes, which were as identical to the color of the moon. He looked over at his cordless phone, and set his notebook down, and crawled over to his nightstand, and read the caller ID. It read 'Stardom, Haiku' and a number was said after it. He gave a little sigh, and pressed the orange button that read 'Speaker phone'

"Hello...?" He spoke into it, since he didn't need to pick up his phone.

"Spying service here with an update for ya." replied the voice on the other line.

The young kitty sighed, it was Haiku, "Go on."

"Well, date March 16, four months after the incident on December 25th, I've been dramatic changes on your former koi's attitude, from being just plan cranky and days to where you almost think he has bi-polar disease."

The nekozumi immediatly raised an eyebrow, "...I'm starting to think you were part of the army in your past life."

His reponse was a chuckle, "I just could be, you never know. But back to business, all I have to say is that Kai misses you even though he constantly says he's find... when he isn't."

A frown appeared on the young male's face, as the older male told him about the condition of his once loved boyfriend. Not that he didn't Kai anymore, it's just that he was starting to wonder if he could forgive Kai after everything that had happened, and when he was left in his room and crying, the Russian didn't even bother to see him, and try to make things better with him. In fact... he hadn't seen Kai since they got into that arguement. He sighed, and opened his silver eyes again.

"...If he's depressed about it, then why doesn't he try and talk to me?" The nagging question came up, as he tossed his notebook on the ground.

The Filipino only shook his head, "It's what you call pride, Koui... Kai's just that type of person to claim that he's always right and never wrong. These are the times where everyone accuses for his wrong doing and yet in his mind being so hard headed, he only blames it upon other people, thinking he can just get away with it."

"...Yeah... that's Kai for you..." Some of the lavender hair falls in his face, "Well... I need to go... thanks for the help, Haiku..."

The older boy simply chuckled at the younger male, "Anytime, Koui, just give me a ring if you need anything."

A soft nod came from the lavender haired male, "Bye."

Koui pressed the off button on the speaker part of his phone, and lifted the blankets out from under his slightly cold frame, and covered up with them. He began to let warmth cover his cold and very tired frame, as he let himself relax against the bed. His heater wasn't working at the moment, so it answered the question on why he was cold. His silver eyes closed completely, as his notebook with a unfinished sketch of Kai laid on the ground.

After Haiku made sure that the other male had hung up, he put the phone down for a few seconds. He then picked it back up, and began to dial a new number, and pressed it to his ear. He waited as the dialing tone went through, then a click was heard.

"Hello...?"

"Hey... I think I might know to get you back to him..."

It had only been an hour since Haiku had called the young nekozumi, as a small sound caught his little pointy ears. It was a little rapping noise from the outside of his window. Koui's silver eyes weakily, as he heard the sound coming from his glass window. He only had a hour of sleep, and he was still as exausted as hell. He slowly picked himself off the bed, and dragged himself across the florr, and managed to opened the glass window.

Suddenly, a trace of blue and grey appeared on the side of his windows, nearly scaring the young boy half to death, as a pair of piercing crimson eyes and tinged with bloodshot. A meow poured out of his mouth, as he fell over, and looked up, as he saw a figure in front of him. Two toned hair in a spikey version in the front, and the midnight hair brushed down against his neck. The moon eyes stared into the blood eyes in slight shock.

"Kai!" With a little effort, he managed to get back on his feet, "What in the world are you doing by my window at 2 in the morning?"

The older male moved so he was facing the boy, "I needed to talk to you, since I wasn't able to during the day without people etching at my back... leaving me no choice but to do it this way."

"..." The nekozumi ruggled his lavender hair, "Still as stubborn as always..." He picked up his notebook, and laid it on the desk, "Well, what did you wanna talk about?"

A small sigh escaped the Russian, "Look, I'm sorry for what happened four months ago, I didn't even know the drinks were spiked-"

Anger appeared in Koui's voice, "That's not the problem, Kai! It didn't bother me that you were drunk, it bothers me that you didn't tell me about it, and this guy comes up to me, and goes to tell me you really know how to lay someone!"

Without even thinking, the young teen reached, and grabbed the nearest object to him, which was a faded picture of a young woman. With a sharp toss, he threw it across the room, as it smashed into the wall. A wince ran through Kai's face as he watched this happen, then looked back at the young kitty.

"Please just let me explain, Koui, I do notice now what I did was wrong, and I'm willing to change-"

Something made him stop in the middle of the sentence he was about to spill out of his mouth. Drops of crystalline appeared in the corners of the moon like orbs. Tears of hurt, anger, and regret were filling the kitty's eyes, as his thoughts began to fill the room from the soft voice of the child.

"You're willing to change?" His voice almost mocking what he heard. "Well, if you were, you could've tried it nearly four months ago, instead of leaving me here in this house for that amount of time, pretty much crying my eyes out that you keep something like that from me!"

Bloodshot tinged at the sides of the Japanese kitty's eyes, as he brought his arm over his eyes as he was crying once again, and his hair was messed up from only being asleep for less than an hour. Guilt was creeping into Kai's eyes as he heard the boy spilling out he felt about the older male's mistake. His hair covered his eyes, as he glanced off towards the corner.

"...I would've came sooner...if I wasn't so stupid..." He said in a soft voice, as he leaned on the shutters, "I was so thick headed...to think that it wasn't my fault through all these months, thinking that if I came here to see you it would only make things worse than it already has." He closed his red eyes in shame, as he brought his head up into the autumn moonling, All the time I always mess up the good things I had in life. I had parents, but I lost them, I had a life, but was broken, and now I had a koi that I can't bring back over my stupidity. I'm worth nothing without you, Koui, nothing at all!"

He brought his hand into a tight fist, as he thrashed it into the roof top, as he tried his best to hold back the tears that were collecting in his eyes. The silver eyed male lifted his head to see the older one was about to cry. He didn't see his former boyfriend cry that much, so it was completely different from what he saw everyday. A soft look appeared on his face, as he brought his arm down. The slate haired male slumped forward with his face buried on his knees, his words muffled but they were loud enough for Koui to hear what he was saying.

"Nothing at all...you can't imagine how deeply in love I am for you, Koui...but all I'll do is just mess up again."

Koui watched him, pretty much catching the desperate sincerity in the phoenix's voice. He gave up, hard to stay mad at someone when they were in a sad state like that. He silently lifted himself up, and walked over to where Kai was standing, as if he was a cat stalking it's prey, as he reached a hand out, and laid it over the boy's curled up fist, as he gave it a gentle grip. The weilder of his beast, Dranger lifted his head to find the boy's pay resting over his.

"...Koui?"

"You can come in... if you want..." The cat eared boy said, tugging the boy, as a motion to come in.

Kai seemed to stare at the boy for a slight moment, before responding to what he asked. Hesitantly, he stood up, and let the nekozumi pull him from outside the window, and into his room. The place he hadn't been in four months, and didn't know if he would be able to come back again. After a very long awkward silence of nothing but the gentle blow of the wind from outside, and the honks of horns from vehicles outside, Kai finally acted. He suddenly reached out, and pulled the kitty into a tight embrace, chanting into the flat pointy ears that he was sorry over and over again.

A small frown appeared on the moon orbed boy's face, as his stiffened position finally relaxed. He slowly reached his arms out, and brought them around the well built Russian, as he pressed his head into his shoulder, his face feeling the soft feel of the scarf against his cheek. After the two remained in that position for a while, the phoenix pulled his head back, and looked into the beautiful eyes that were once his.

"Will you ever forgive me, Koui?" He almost begged.

"..." He finally got his voice back, "I didn't know if I could before you came tonight... but... yeah, I forgive you, Kai..."

Hearing those words from the one person he could say he loved, it was like he had recieved the best news in his life, as he practically fell onto his knees, as Koui found the older male's face buried into his shirt. He blinked in surprise from his action, but unstiffened, and laid one of his clawed hands onto the boy's head. The boy seemed to remain there, as if he wasn't going to move from that spot, until he felt Koui's hands drift to the sides of his face, and lift him up a little. Their two pairs of eyes meet, Blood rose red staring into silvery moon.

"...Koui?" He seemed to quote himself from before.

The young boy just seemed to stare at the older boy's beautiful eyes, it was like no other shade of red could compare to the orbs he was staring into right now. Before anything else could happen or anything was said, he brought the Russian into a lip lock, pressing hungrily against the lips he had missed so much. The blood eyes widened slightly, before he completely melted into the kiss, and pressed back in response eagerly. He wrapped his strong arms around the lithe body, before pulling the young teen onto his lap, as their lips meddled together passionately.

A purr escaped the neko's throat, as he brought his arms around the dominate male's neck, as the comforting sound poured from his mouth, as the two continued with their longing lip lock. After a very long while, they dragged their lips reluctantly away due to the need for oxygen became too much. Their foreheads were pressed against one another's as their breaths were a bit labored.

"I love you, Koui..."

A tiny smile appeared, "Aishiteru, Kai..."

With that, the kitty looked across the room, as he remembered what he had done when he was angry. He sighed in frustration, as he lightly released his grip around Kai, and made his way over, and pulled the picture of his sister out of the broken frame. He whispered something that sounded like he said 'Sorry, Akira...' A frown appeared on the kitten lover's face, as he made his way over to the boy, and placed a hand on his shoulder.

"We'll get a new frame for your sister's picture, how's that sound?"

"..." The crimson stared into silver, "Okay."

He picked himself up, and set the picture onto his table, as it showed the face of a seeming 16 year old girl with matching lavender hair that the young kitten had, but her eyes were a gentle silver and black. He suddenly gave off a small yawn, since he was still tired, considering he had only got one bloody hour of sleep. Without giving a warning, Kai picked the boy into his arms, and headed over to the bed, and set him down, bringing the soft blankets over his frame.

"You better get some sleep, Koui."

The boy immediatly reached out, and grabbed his scarf, "What about you?"

Kai gave a blink, "If you want... I can sleep here with you."

Hearing that, he immediatly tugged on the older male's soft article of clothing giving the notion 'I want you to, so get in.' He gave off a small chuckle, then lifted the covers before sliding in next to Koui, and brought his arms around the little nekozumi, and gently kissed his pale skinned forehead. The lavender haired male nuzzled into the older boy's warmth, as he started to drift off to sleep.

"G'night, Koui." He whispered gently into his ears.
"Night, Kai..."

The purr from the moon eyed kitty seemed to fill the room, as he slowly fell asleep in the fire bird's arms, keeping a grip on him, as if he was afraid he would wake up the next morning, and Kai would no longer be there anymore. A tiny smile appeared on the older male's face, as he ran his hand through the lavender silk, as he closed his red eyes, and fell asleep, as the sun and moon was nearly deciding who was coming up this time.

A/N: That's one more one shot that I finished up, and one thing, each one shot shows a different situation, and pairing. So no, there is no threesome