All You Wanted

Chapter 3: Ruined

She hadn't agreed to this. She was being sent to Kami's lookout for trainning and for once she didn't want to go. For a year she would be away from everyone she loved but Gohan thought it was right. That was bullshit. But no matter what Pan said to her father would change his mind. She would be taken to Kami by Goku and she would stay there. It just was not fair.

It must have been around 7:00pm when everyone came to wish Pan off. Everyone knew about Pan's little trainning trip, everyone but Trunks. He had just found out that day by Bra. He had been so shocked that he had flown to Pan's and stormed into her room. Pan had been scared and was already on the edge of tears. Trunks had demaned Pan to tell him the truth...She just wish it didn't have to be like that...

(Flash Back)

Trunks stood before Pan. His eyes were filled with fire as he stared down at Pan who sat on her bed hugging a smallstuff white rabbit.

"Please Trunks-"

"Tell me the truth Pan! No more lies! Is Bra right? Are you leaving?" Trunks cried angrily. Pan winced, "Yes." She whispered so softly the Trunks had to bent down to hear it. There was a angry silence the covered the room. It made Pan so cold she started to shiver.

"I had no choice..." Pan whispered as tears ran down her check. Trunks stared at her shocked. "...Why didn't you tell me?" He asked.

"...I didn't know how. It hurt so much I wanted to forget about it...and every time I was with you I did...I didn't want to ruin-"

"Ruin what Pan? The moment? The Feeling? The Friendship? Well Im sorry I have to give you the news but you did. You ruined everything by keeping things like this away from me!" He said coldly. He turned around and walked out of the room.

Pan sat there tears rushing down her face. What had she done? He was right. She had ruined everything. She covered her face and cried. She cried so much her soul and heart sharttered.

(End Of Flash Back)

Pan watched the sky as it darkened. Dende stood next to her.

"You aren't suppose to be here." He said. She knew that already. "I know." She muttered.

"I don't know how to get you home." He said looking down at her. Pan hung her head lightly.

"So your saying Im stuck here?"

"For now..." Dende whispered quietly. They both looked up at the sky and sighed. The stars shined so beautifully it made Pan's heart swell. It reminded her of home. Home. She closed her eyes. She tried to picture her mother and father but their images seemed to been wipped away from her mind. Everyone seemed to have vanished from her mind, it made her scared. The only person she could remember was Trunks and somehow that made her calm. If she thought real hard she come have might remember how he felt and smelled.

"For right now you might be able to help us." Dende's voice cut through Pan's mind.

"How?" she asked looking over at him. Dende's eyes were still on the sky. If Pan looked closely she could see the stars shining in his eyes. It touched her soul. He cared deeply about Earth. She could see it.

"...Watch the boys...they're young and strong...I don't want them to end up dieing." Dende said as he finally looked Pan in the eyes. Pan nodded. "I watched them like they were my own." She said as she bowed her head to Dende and got up. She walked back into the room were the chibi's were sleeping. Both of them were soring louding. She smirked. Just like the boys she knew.

(Flash Back.)

Pan stood next to her Grandpa. Almost everyone was sniffling or crying. They were waving goodbyes to her already. She had a half an hour to stay with them. Geez. She walked over to the tree and plopped down. She looked up at the skin to see no stars or moon. It made her heart sink. She closed her eyes as she felt tears swell in her eyes.

"Oh Trunks." She whispered as she pressed her hands to her heart. "If you knew."

"Knew what?" Pan screamed and jumped up. Trunks was sitting up in the tree above her. His arms were crossed and a plan expression was on his face. Pan stared up at him then looked away as tears fell. She sobbed quietly as she fell to her knees'. She covered her face in her hands as she heard Trunks speak.

"Pan. Stop crying. Come on." He flew down to her. He kneeled infront of her.

"Panny?"

She let out a cry and more tears feel from her eyes. "Oh Trunks! Im sorry! I wanted to tell you I really did! I just couldn't. It hurt so much...too much." She sobbed. Trunks pulled Pan into his chest. He had made her cry just because she didn't tell him? It hurt him that she hid it from him but seeing her cry was breaking his heart.

"Panny look...I forgive you...just please stop crying." He whispered as he removed her hands from her face. Her black hair sticked to her wet face. His request was ignored. She was still crying. He moved her hair from her face.

"I don't forgive myself." She cried. Trunks leaned down and kissed a tear away. His action made Pan freeze and her eyes widened. "Well my forgivness should be enough for us." He whispered as he kissed another tear away. Pan soon closed her eyes to enjoy the soft feel of Trunks' lips. Trunks kissed all her tears away until there was nothing left for him but her lips. He covered them with his with a soft sweet kiss that was from his soul.

When Trunks pulled away he pulled her into another warm hug. "Im sorry for making you cry my sweet Pan..." He whispered as he stroked her hair.

"Promise me something Trunks..." Pan whispered into his chest. "Yes?" He asked as Pan pulled away so she could look up at him. "Wait for me." She muttered softly feeling stupid. Trunks smiled. "Of course." He said as he placed a small kiss on her forhead. He never knew that would be the last time he kiss her.

(End of Flash Back)

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