Chapter 6
This is flashback.
This is flashback's flashback
"Kyou! Come with me will you?" He dragged me into the forest.
I struggled of course. "What do you want you dumb cow? I don't want you to hold my hand! I'll get lost with you holding my hands! Let go!" I struggled my hand free of his.
"Come on! Yuki said I should show you this!" I let him dragged me to wherever he wants me to. I gave up on him a long time ago.
I gave up… the time when he started pursuing Yuki. Of course, I hated it at first, then I wished them happiness, in my heart of course, I don't want to let them see the weak me.
As he dragged me into the forest, I pulled my hand away from his and walked by myself. He turned around and glanced at me, a confused and hurt look on his face. I didn't expected that. Because I have already gotten used to his "pulling away", and I'm numb to it already.
After he had stopped walking, I sighed. "What is it that you want? Just be quick okay?"
Suddenly, the black side of him was awakened.
"What? I didn't provoked you! Just what is it that you want? You can always get it from Yuki…"
Pain came to me too fast for me to even react. I was pushed up to a tree. And now, I'm sandwiched between him, and tree with a huge trunk, with ants on it.
I groaned. "Stop. You have Yuki, don't look for me for sex again. Your precious boyfriend will get upset if he finds you having sex with me. And I hate ants, if you're going to do it here, don't." I rolled my head to the left.
He didn't say anything. He took advantage of my neck to my right side.
Damn it.
He started sucking on my neck.
I don't want any memories. I don't want to remember anymore things which I have forgotten with help. I screamed at him. "Stop! I told you I don't want to-"
"I love you, Kyou."
What?
"I love you, Kyou."
He doesn't.
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This is the third day I've been avoiding him since the day in the forest. I tried so hard to forget. I even begged Hatori to erase this part of my memories, but he just wouldn't.
After school, I saw him today again, in front of Shigure's house, which is where I lived. He was pacing to and fro, same as the days before.
I don't want him to come near me.
How am I going to go into the house?
He saw me.
I stood rooted to the ground.
He ran towards me.
I tried to move my legs, and I can't.
"Kyou! I'm so glad I see you here. About what I told you the other day in the forest… I meant it. I love you. Yuki told me to tell you how I feel. Yuki told me how to realize my real feelings. Yuki also told me how to perform. And here I am." He reached touched my face, and kissed me.
Yuki, Yuki, Yuki. Everything is Yuki. Perform what? Sex? I hate Yuki. I really hate him.
I stood rooted there like before. Why can't I just move?
I gave up, again.
Perhaps this is destiny.
I kissed back.
Thanks for all the reviews, I think I have a couple of pairing in my mind now.
Suggestions are accepted. (smiles)
However, flames are not accepted. (smiles evilly)