WARNING: This chapter contains a mild non-con. scene, i dont think it is too graphic or disturbing but i thought i would warn everyone anyway. Please read and review

The sun was finally starting to set as she finished her unpacking. The guys had dropped her off earlier after a long and awkward ride home, Leo still wasn't speaking to her. She had made up her mind that it was best not to tell any of the turtles what the future held for them especially since she had made up her mind to change it all.

She would tell Mikey when he came over tonight that she would stop her training with him. She hoped he wouldn't push the subject to much she didn't really have much of an excuse. She slowly mopped the water from her hair she had showered until the hot water ran icy cold, she worked a little product through it letting it wave and taken on a slightly mused look.

She dressed and headed back out into the living room to wait for Mikey, she had been dying to spend some alone time with him. She settled herself in front of the window where she had first seen him relaxing back into the chair and yawning slightly she hadn't realized she was this tired.

It was cold this high above the city the wind whipped around her chilling her through and through. She was on the roof of the tallest building in the city , the one with the bright red symbol she had come to hate.

She wasn't alone here just across the roof were the guys the space between was littered with unconscious ninja. The scene was familiar but she couldn't think why, maybe Mikey would know he was calling out to her but his voice was whipped away on the wind.

She started out toward him the ground beneath her feet feeling unusual and far away. The wind cast her hair into her eyes and she stopped to push it back. Hair removed she now saw Don rushing towards her calling out to her but his voice was blowing away, something was wrong.

She looked down to see a small counter … 0:03, 0:02, 0:01 and as the counter reached 0:00 she felt the world explode and she was gone from there.

She opened her eyes and the wind was gone something cold was against her back, she was pressed against a cold alley wall. It took her a moment before her senses caught up and she realized her plight, someone was attacking her. She fought back eyes still unfocused but to no avail her attacker pinned her easily with one hand she felt lips on her neck.

"No…. please" She sobbed out tears leaking from her eyes and clearing her vision. It was Mikey, future Mikey.

"Why?" He asked in a gruff tone "I'm not good enough for you anymore now that you've had him?" He spat forcing her legs apart with his knee "I used to be" He continued pinning her to the wall with his weight while he used his now free hand to reach up under her skirt and rip her panties off.

"You used to scream for me" He said pinning her once more "You remember that " He whispered in her ear in the same tone she used to find so seductive. She sobbed tears streaming down her face as she felt him brush her thigh.

She felt a painful pressure at her entrance as he leaned forward "It ok " He whispered "I'll make you scream again". And she did.

But she was gone again, far way from future Mikey, she was in the lair in Mikey's room. She tried to sit up and found she couldn't she could smell the stench of liquor filling the room. Suddenly she knew where she was , the explosion had happened she was in a slight coma in Mikey's room, and she wasn't alone.

She felt unfamiliar lips on hers hearing a soft whispered goodbye. No she thought frantically Raph I didn't mean it I tried to stop it I'm sorry I'm sorry she tried to scream but her body would not comply. She could hear the sword lift through the air with a slice, NOOOOO! Please NOOOOOO! She screamed as it felt.

She jolted awake with a start panting hard her own scream dying on her ears. Someone else was there holding her soothing her telling her it was ok, it was Mikey. She wrapped her arms around him and tried to stem the flow of tears from eyes , it was a dream but it was so realistic she had been so afraid.

"It's ok baby it was just a dream, I've got you its ok" he soothed running his hands through her hair.

"I know" she sniffled "It was just so real" He released his hold on her and reached for the Kleenex. He wiped her cheeks gently giving her a reassuring smile, she felt like a child but she didn't care that dream meant something it was a warning it had to be. Or maybe it was simply her subconscious releasing her tension for her, her tension and her guilt.

Either way she was glad it was over and happy Mikey was there now, she leaned forward into his arms resting her chin on his shoulder closing her eyes and feeling her guilt slipping away like sand through her fingers.