A/N: ok ok ok ok okkk. i am BACKKKK! lol. so sorry to keep u guys waiting.

and to all my adoring fans bows thank you, merci beacoup

moovalous3: nah, that was a good review. thanka much. yeah i guess he does feel kinda like suze did in haunted. my stories seem to revolve around that book haha. makes sense i guess, it is my fav one. havent read twilight yet..dont shoot me guys..i live in a deprived town where i cannot find the book. tear

UnangelicHalo: haha. yeah..what can i say. im glad u liked it :P

DancinSweethart: aww im so glad u agree w/ me. Im surprised there arent many stories of jesse commin bk to life in the beginning. weird. well, i am a genius after all. lol j/k

da karategurl: aww im so glad. eh, maybe there will be some fights..ive certainly hinted on it.

nikki: happy b day to me. happy b day to me. hehe. new yrs is my bday. lol im so glad u liked it so much. and heres u goes, u dont have to wait ANY longer. well..till ure done with this chap haha.

HA! i came up w/ a title! tehehe..u should be proud of me. :grins: wait..is it two words? erg..

Headbutting

Paul practically lopsided me in the head right before first period. Jesse had gone to get a drink of water or something. Apparently he's feeling really drained and needs major aqua constantly. I swear everybody must think he's on drugs and is trying to flush it out of his system to pass a drug test or something. It was pretty annoying, him getting up every two seconds and asking to go to the water fountain.

Oh, who am I kidding? I loved every minute of it. haha. I loved having him at school and daydreaming about how everything was just..right with him in the world. In my world. In my heart. And him actually being there for me. It all felt just..well, right. Like nothing could ever be so perfect. It was almost sad because I knew life would never be this perfect again. I mean, this was the CLIMAX. It was so good, the thought of it ending was sad, so it was so goodI almost wanted to cry.

But then of course the bell rang and he had to make a run to the water source and Paul hurled me out of the hallway.

"What the fuck? WHAT IS GOING ON!" he shouted at me, which I thought was funny because the whole reason we -me of course by force - were not in the hallway was so people wouldn't hear us. And there he wasscreaming like bloody mary.

"What are YOU doing? Get your hands off of me. Jeez."

"Suze, you better explain what is going on or I'll.."

"You'll what?" I snapped.

"SIMON, TELL ME NOW! What is he doing here? And how.."

"Would you quite yelling? I don't know how. What I do know is that he is here. And he is staying. You had better get used to it. And if you try anything you'll regret it. I'll never speak to you again and don't think they're won't be physical pain to go along with that."

"Are you threatening me? Suze, I'm sorry for yelling..I'm just a tad freaked out right now. Not only do I really not like this guy he is supposed to be dead. Anynormal person would be freaking out right now too."

"Well, threats seem to be the only thing you respond to." I huffed. "Now excuse me, I have places to be."

"Don't think I am going to just let this go." He shouted as I walked off. I'm going to find out what voo-doo you've been attempting recently. Just tell me this, Have you thought about the consequences of what you have done?"

But I wasn't listening. At least I was trying not to. Oh yeck, I couldn't help it. I was too worried about the consequences to even say, even before Paul had mentioned it. Thing is, I didn't do anything. So maybe there would be no consequences, or maybe they won't be so bad.

A/N: maybe ill add some more later. laters hope you enjoyed it!

Heres some updates bout moi: just graduated! may 19th. how come u guys werent there:tear: lol j/k.

i graduated early so im only 17 still. dont turn 18 till mid of next school yr.

goin to university of delaware:) cant wait.

TRYING to get a job..not workin so well..nobody'll hire me cuze i havent had an official job b4. grr.

thats it i think. more updates to come i promise.