Thanks to my two reviewers

LCH8292: I know I feel so sad that's why I wanna add a little romance for her into this….

Shadow929: I know Remus is always so nice but James and Sirius…-sighs- stupid git

to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked
when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
when no ones there to save you
no you dont know what its like
welcome to my life Simple Plan, Welcome To My Life

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I gasped my eyes opening wide as I clutched my chest and sat in bed breathing heavily. I hadn't remembered that day since it had happen 5 years ago. "You okay Tash?" Marissa asked groggily rolling over in bed squinting at me.

"Yeah…I'm fine hun," I mumbled swinging my long legs out of the green silken bed and making my way to the bathroom. Jade was already there, applying liberal amounts of silver eye shadow and examining her reflection in the mirror. "Morning to you too," I muttered grabbing my toothbrush.

Ten minutes later I was dressed in my Slytherin robes, green eye shadow, dark lipstick, and my favorite black gloves and moaning at Michael and Jade to hurry up, Marissa had left 5 minutes ago…she wasn't a very patient sort of person.

Five minutes later: god what where they doing in that bathroom…

Six minutes later: never mind I don't want to know

9 minutes later: "Oh screw it I'm leaving," I muttered pushing my way through the stone entrance.

Of course being that this was a Monday and I was not quite awake yet I ran straight into someone; it wasn't the Slytherin way to apologize so I just flipped my hair and said coolly "watch where your going."

"Oh I'm so sorry to block your way your majesty," came a sarcastic voice. Whirling around I saw with horror the very face I had dreamt of, "shove it Black," I said flatly pushing past him to get to the Great Hall but Sirius's laughter and the picture of his smirk remained etched in my memory all through breakfast, I didn't eat a thing.

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"You could have waited ya know," Jade grumbled as we waited for the potion's professor outside the dungeon's. "You were taking to long," I said flatly, before Jade could respond or Michael could interrupt; Mr. Hilet swept past us into the Dungeon, the 5th year class followed and the lesson began.

"Oooh he's hot," Jade whispered as we grounded beetles for our Strengthening Solution. "That's Sirius Black, and James Potter is next to him," I said automatically, reddening slightly as Jade and Marissa turned to stare at me.

"They're Gryffindors," I mumbled turning away from Michael's inquisitive look to stare at the two boys. "Forget I said anything," Jade muttered looking disgusted.

The lesson dragged on until lunch, when the bell rang I grabbed my bag, swung it over my shoulder, and hurried towards the Great Hall not waiting for my fellow roommates. Of course I just had to look back to see if anyone was following and ran right into a hard solid object.

"Oh sorry did I hit you," a soft voice asked sounding worried, I turned around and saw a pair of honey eyes looking down at me, concerned. "I'm fine." I said flatly quickly turning away from him, I remembered him, how he had just stood there and did nothing while I had been beaten up by a bloody broomstick.

Without looking at him I grabbed my book off the floor and hurried into the great hall. "Bye…Tasha," Remus whispered bending down to pick his book up off the floor, he found with some horror that it was gone.

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"The Lunar Cycle," I read aloud looking at Jade and Marissa curiously, "This isn't mine."

"Yeah who would want to read about the moon," Jade laughed flipping through the book.

"The next full moon is Friday," Michael shrugged sitting down and pulling some bread towards her, "Maybe they're some outer space geek."

"We should go check the moon out," I said shrugging, "It might be fun." "Ok, we'll all meet in the Common Room at 6:00," Jade nodded.

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There a cliffie…sorta. If you didn't get it it was Remus's book on the lunar cycle that Tasha picked up I'm thinking about some romance between Tasha and Remus…what do you think??