I would have liked to tell you this in person but, I know I can't talk to you since what happened I know you, probably wouldn't want to. Right now there's so much to say to you and it's harder to write down on here but it's something I'm willing to do anyways.

You meant a lot to me, and I never realized how much you needed something until it was gone. I remember always feeling upset and you were always there making me smile and laugh when all I wanted to do was cry. No matter how I was feeling you made me feel better even in the worst of days. Even when I didn't want to tell you what was wrong you always managed to get it out of me, and make it as though those problems never existed. I loved how you could do that, and you made it seem so easy when no one else could.

You always picked up on how I felt way before anyone else could, and the fact I couldn't to you, cause well, I'm a bad liar. But still, you made me feel happier then ever before and you made it seem so damn easy!

You'd make me laugh with your stupid remarks and jokes; and to be truthful, I've never laughed so hard in my life. When I was around you my problems and worries just all faded away and I never understood why until now. You made an effort with me, and fought with me until you saw a smile on my face. I miss hanging out around you and talking about everything from the dumbest things, to the hardest things. That one day when I had been crying so bad, I went to you in hopes you could cheer me up and you did, even though you barely said a word and to be honest you didn't need to. Remembering how we talked about plans in the summer, and how you tried to include me in on it. I missed all that, I really do and the fact we teased each other pretty badly. I miss all that, and it hurts so badly and the fact I know it's my fault, and I can't take back my mistake.

I never thought it was possible to lose someone who seemed so close to you, but well I proved myself wrong. I miss a lot of things and even more with each passing day. Even making fun of 'Kouga' made me laugh. To me everything was normal one minute, and now everything has changed. I know I have myself to blame for all this, and I'm regretting every single minute of it. If I could go back and undo what I did, I'd do it in a heartbeat.

I miss all of this, and knowing were nothing anymore kills me even more. I never thought this was possible but sadly it is. It's a mistake that can't be fixed like so many others. It's amazing how quick and done with this it is, when I'm believing everything's the same. Now when I see you ignoring me, and not saying a word and it makes me remember what has happened. You ripped me away so fast, as though I never meant anything to you, but I understand I screwed you big time and now I'm paying for it.

I just wanted you to know how sorry I feel, and how much I mean it, and how much you did mean to me.

Author's Notes: This was a letter originally for one my friends I currently lost because well I made a small mistake that turned into a big one. But I made it in this from Kagome's POV in a letter to Inuyasha. Worst thing you can have is have the guilt on your shoulders knowing you lost a friendship because it was your fault, basically a mistake I'd take back in a heartbeat.