Kagome I don't think you understand what you've done to me. I've forgiven you many times for almost everything, and all you seem you've been doing lately is apologizing to me. Don't expect me to forgive you, and welcome you with open arms and make things go back to normal! No, they never will be. I did care about you a lot before all this, and yet you managed to screw it up once more. You try to get people to ask me what's going on, and try to write me notes. I told you I can never forgive you. I'm sorry I just can't.
I thought I needed you in my life, but you made it clear when you fucked up and did it really well. You thought everything was going to be fine like it usually does? You didn't realize who this really affected. You make yourself seem like the damn victim, and I know you try to place the blame on me. I have your letters still, but that isn't going to change the fact I will not forgive you. I would love things to go back to normal again, but they can't and they never will be. You do have a big mouth, like I've said a dozen times. All your good at is screwing things up, aren't you? We went through relationships and dozen times, and you had to ruin our friendship as well. It's better off without you. Then you won't be able to hurt me anymore, only self.
I love how your still trying to fix things, yet your trying to ruin my life because yours isn't perfect anymore. Just because I'm not in your life you've become worse, and saying how much you hate me, that's really going to make me forgive you for everything. Your trying to ruin my life and I can see it clearly. You know now nothing will go back, but yet you try to ruin me and my life, in order to feel complete don't you?
So thank yourself Kagome for all this pain and the tears because honestly, I'm not going to be there anymore. I'm not going to be there when you need me the most, and I'm not going to be there to catch your tears anymore. Learn to move on, and realize this is how things are going to be. So thank yourself for this mess.
You can't stand it, that one of your friends that I once fought with is now becoming close with me the minute ours ended. The fact that your trying to stab me back by becoming friends with my new girlfriend. I knew you were stubborn, but not like this. It amazes me Kagome, how far you'll go just to get your point across.
The last thing I needed was you to somehow appear in my life again. Becoming friends with my girlfriend? I'm sure that just happened by accident. I bet your aiming to hurt me badly, making me feel the same pain you feel right now. I never realized what a bitch you could be Kagome, now that were against each other in this mess. You have to be around someway and becoming friends with her, could be the worst thing you could do. You'll still be around and I think you had this planned how when you found out me and her liked each other. How low can you go Kagome? Still if you think being around me in any way is going to make me forgive you, then give up well you still can.