Look Kagome I thought maybe this could be for the best. You've let me down many times, and this was the last straw for me that's all. If your not near me then you can't hurt me right? Wrong. I'm taking this just as bad as you are believe it or not, and I don't even have a fucking clue why I'm responding back to these letters of yours. It's pointless.
I need to move on, yet you hold me back all the time! I'm surprised your not trying to ruin me, after all after what you've said and all it just amazes me. The last thing I did need was to have you spring back into my life, and when you gave me the last letter it just hit me. This fight has been going on a hell of a lot longer than I thought, and maybe it was wrong of me to do this to you. I mean, I thought I could move on and I didn't think I needed you but I do.
I feel like such an asshole now that I think of it. I should of gave you a second chance, but you just got me so mad and this is what happened! When you wrote how much you missed me, and the fond memories you had well I couldn't help but miss them. I do miss you a lot, and it's so hard to ignore you through all this. I thought maybe this would all blow over and I could go in the opposite direction without you but I just damn well can't. I never knew you felt so strong about that friendship, and maybe this was the worst idea I had in mind, the worst idea you had as well. After all it had been your fault, but after all friends should forgive each other shouldn't they?
I miss a lot of the same things you do, and I guess it hurts us more just to push each other away. I thought this was what I wanted, and I guess I screwed it up in a way too. I miss teasing you, and being there when you needed me the most. Sounds sappy but it's basically true. Look I know I hurt you, and I can tell just from the things you wrote and what I've heard.
It may be too late to fix it, I mean maybe we can regain our friendship back again. It's worth a shot. If your able to forgive me, then I'll forgive you just the same. It's just not the same without you anymore…