Watch Us Sin: Betrayal
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Rating: R
Pairing: Fred/George age 16
Warning: Slash, and incest (or twincest)
Disclaimer: Characters are not mine but JKR's, don't sue, blah, blah, blah.
A/N: I have confused myself with who is who and in what chapters, so it's taken me whil to figure it all out in my head.
I fixed the first two chapters, the grammar and spelling, and just a few little things.
I have no clue what to write next. This chapter was torture to write, please someone send me ideas for the next chapter otherwise I'm putting this story on a very long hold. Because lets face it, I'm out of ideas, that's why I never write long fics. Spry
Betrayal
My sweet delicious brother of mine...What could I possibly say about him? He is innocent without compare. No, that's not right, he is extremely confused, or perhaps he's just severely misinformed.
I suppose that is my horrific doing. I wish I could feel guilty about it but I'd rather not. Besides he'll understand in the end, all of it was necessary. It could have been worse I could have actually done what he thinks I did. I could have betrayed him, but that would be like betraying myself, because I really don't want Angelina.
Yes my scheming is a dangerous thing, but I've become bored with the pranks, and my brother, well he is afraid. Perhaps my deceit will spur my beautiful brother into action. Sometimes I wonder if he really wants this, if this is what will make him happy. I know he doesn't like secrets, not as much as I do.
The pain of keeping them sometimes gets too great and you start to doubt yourself, and you start to see things, and sometimes you feel betrayed. I guess that all this must be very hard to deal with. But I want more and the sooner he complies the easier it will be for us both.
Last night I did a horrible thing. I let my brother assume the worst, and when I felt him stiffen in my arms I knew I had broken something within him. Something that maybe I can't fix, something that maybe he won't let me fix. Because emotions don't work that way.
He's been distant all morning, he won't look at me, or touch me, it's like a barely exist to him. How could so much change in just one night? It feels like I've brought in an abyss that stretched between us. I wish I could take up a needle and stitch us back together again.
But then, I don't want to, because I don't regret this game. It must be finished no matter what. He will be mine in every sense, and he will give in, and our secret will be the stronger for it.
I want him more than ever now, perhaps though this is the time that we must fall. Abandon the ship but swim to an island.
So I think, and I wonder... if I touch him will he hate me? If I kiss him will he push me away? If I betray him, will he forgive me? If I love him, will he let me, even after what I've done?
---------Finis----------betrayal
Now, ideas people, what did George do to betray Fred. Cause I have a sense of it, I just don't know what it is.
And for anyone curious the chapters go as such:
Ch.1-George then Fred
Ch.2-Fred
Ch.3-George
Ch.4-Fred
Ch.5-George