Ok I'm back! 4th chapter and sooner than last time please don't be mad for the delays but I have almost no time to type these up at times

Disclaimer: I own CSI :) gets pounded by lawyersok ok I don't own CSI happy people! Goes off grumbling

Crash

Previously on the shot:

Sitting down in the chair by the bed Grissom quietly took her hand and held it hoping in his heart of hearts that Sara would just sit up and be ok or that he would wake up from what was a horrible nightmare, but the only thing that happened was the beeping of the heart monitor.

After a while Grissom being very exhausted after everything that had happened fell asleep holding on to Sara's hand lulled to sleep by the steady sounds in the room.

Presently on the shot:

Gasping and with tears silently streaming down his face Grissom awoke with a start to the sound of a gunshot ringing through the air.

Looking around him he realized that he was in Sara's hospital room with the steady beeping of the heart monitor and the whooshing of the respirator that was keeping her breathing.

Going to the little bathroom attached to her room he ran cold water on his face.

Looking up into the mirror he was shocked to see red puffy eyes and the dark circles ringing his eyes.

'I look like some kind of raccoon" he thought to himself as he looked in the mirror

Sighing he went back to the chair and sat back down remembering the dream the reason he woke up in the first place.

Flash back:

He was standing in the Lawrence's kitchen with a feeling of dread in the pit of his stomach he watched as Catherine and Sara entered the kitchen guns drawn on the lookout for the scum that they had come to arrest.

Grissom tried to move to yell out a warning to them both but it was as if he wasn't even in the room as if he was nothing more than the refrigerator or the cabinets.

He wanted to shout he's behind the door Sara watch out but it was as if his lips were frozen. All he could do was stand and do nothing absolutely nothing.

He watched as he came out behind the door and shot wildly in the air as if some how he would hit both CSI officers with one bullet. He watched as Sara was shot through the chest and flew back hitting the refrigerator and sliding down as Catherine shot the creep in the leg and as he him self came running in to the kitchen to hold Sara's head in his lap.

Only this time was different as he or rather the himself that he could see was holding Sara she stopped breathing.

Panicking he watched himself try to give Sara Cpr. And when the paramedics got there he was still at it only budging when they took over. Finally getting her to breath they loaded her in to the ambulance

On the way to the hospital however she crashed no pulse no breathing no nothing not even a heartbeat.

After trying for twenty minutes to revive her with no results the called the time of death at two thirty five am

End Flashback

Sitting there quietly Grissom was glad that it was only a dream and not reality he was glad that Sara was alive and fighting to wake up he wanted to see her smile and laugh and he definitely did not know what to do if he lost her.

As he was sitting there the beeping of the heart monitor instead of being normal all of the sudden dropped to flat line and Grissom jumped up and franticly pressed the nurses button.

Sitting there he heard several people coming down the hall and someone yelled "code blue in room 383" all of them went in to the room and after making Grissom leave the room one of the nurses shut the door.

OK chapter 4 is done! Gets up and dances anyway thanks to all that read and review my last chapter please tell me what you think but no flames suggestions are welcome so read n' review:)