Cry Me a River

Author's Note: Spontanious, just love the track and hell everyone should know the frustration and hurt of being cheated so hey this is for all yal.

You were my sun, you were my earth
but you didnt know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance, made other plans
But I betcha didnt think that they would come crashin down, no

Squall watched from a fair distance as the ebony beauty caressed the taller boys face tenderly, smiling widely, more widely than he could remember seeing her for a long time. Her eyes full, sparking, bright. The older boy he recognised from Balamb stood beside his car and laughed lightly as a response to the sorceress' intimate gesture then watched as she curled up onto her toes and kissed him slowly, her lips slowly and gently pressing to his. Squall's whole world came falling and shaking like glass around him, slicing through his skin, the blood left to run while his tears could not.

Slowly, the seeD commander shook his head in disbelief resistively and looked down to the ground from outside the gates watching the scene of proof unroll in front of him. Rinoa still clueless as her 'boyfriend' stood back watching them rest against the guys red convertible. He refused to what any longer as the spike Rinoa had lodged between his shoulder blades continued to twist and turn within him.

You dont have to say, What cha did
I already know, I found out from HIM
now theres just no chance
with you and me
there will never be
dont it make you sad about it

Squall watched as she went about her normal daily routines in their small apartment, or what was considered big for seeD personal. The mousy haired boys eyes burning with betrayal and confusion, the sick undying feeling burning away inside his stomach, and the continuing twists of that knife in his back. She seemed unaware to the death glare he was shedding towards her, and the even worsen withdrawn and anti-social attitude. Was she so smug about what she was doing, what 'he' was doing for her in the other guys god damn bedroom? Did he buy her more than him? Was that it? The big flashy car? Did he treat her better, say he loved her more? This wasn't Rinoa's fault, no it was that other guy, he pressured her, yes of course that was it. RINOA wouldn't do that, NO WAY!

you told me you love me
Why did you leave me all alone
now you tell me you need me
When you call me on the phone

"Rinoa…?" He stuttered, but she continued to wash the dishes as if she'd heard absolutely nothing.

And now right at this moment, that's exactly what he felt. The spineless bitch, if she wasn't happy why couldn't she fucking say something? The seeD's teeth ground together harshly, almost chipping them. How dare she, after all he'd done? Bought her that stupid bracelet, said he loved her, kissed her tenderly, given up his god damn pride. How could she have done this? It wasn't Rinoa, it couldn't be…

Girl I refuse
you must have me confused with some other guy
the bridges were burned
now its your turn, To cry

Of course it was Rinoa, the bitch, ever since he'd met her he'd knew she was sneaky. All those things the seeD cadets had said, or whispered. All those rumours the girls had 'created' and got back to him. All those false smiles he'd been given from Rinoa's friends in garden. He was the god damn fool here.

Cry me a river
Cry me a river er er
cry me a river
cry me a river er er
YA YA

Was she laughing with her friends? What had she been doing for the past couple of months? Had she lied all those times she'd looked straight deep into his eyes and swore 'I love you', 'I'd die for you', 'I'll be with you and only you'…'I promise I'll be yours forever'? How could she had looked him in the eyes and lied so painfully, how did she god damn sleep next to him at night. What did everything mean to god damn her! All those times Squall had given his all, told her how he felt, protected her even at the risk of his own life. All those nights he'd tried to fight the intimacy shielding walls he'd built up, how many nights had he made more than just love to her? What did all that mean?

You know that they say somethings are better left Unsaid
It wasnt like you only talked to him
And you know it
(Dont act like you dont know it)
all of these things people told me
keep messin with my head
shoulda been honesty
then you may not have thought it

"Rinoa…?" He muttered again, ignored once again.

His eyes burning painfully, why would she want to risk throwing away everything he could give her. He loved her! What did that other guy have that Squall didn't exactly? He'd done everything she'd god damn asked, was his everything just not enough? The hurt building more rapidly inside himself until he whimpered to himself and Rinoa noticed and turned with that stupid fake sympathetic look on her god damn beautiful face.

you told me you love me
Why did you leave me all alone (all alone)
now you tell me you need me
When you call me on the phone ( call me on the phone)

Squall didn't want her to see she hurt him and turned his tears to anger, his brows knitting as he stood from his seat in the corner and looked at her deep in the eye. Fear rising through Rinoa's exterior he continued to glare at her now realising her'd quite clearly got her attention…

Author's Note: A very short story but hey, if anyone wants me to continue it to finish it off then I will if not too bad for me that I can't write good, lol. Thanks for anyone who did read. Like I said I'll keep writing if someone wants me too….R+R.