Disclaimer: I own nothing, but Kara.

Author's Note: Hey, here ya go, a real love-y, dove-y chapter for ya, well it's not actually but its Rinoa-y Squall-y which in my book is equally as good. Hope yal like it.

Chapter 9:

(Flashback)

"Rinny! Jesus!" Ice yelled half viciously, half mock amusement.

The dark haired boy snapped the bottle away from her mouth and whipped the top, and continued to inspect how much she had just drank. The alcoholic substance now safely in hand he gazed at the smirking sorceress who simply put a hand on her hip and winked at him, her breath reeking of the toxin. She didn't even react to the burning sensation that must have been itching at her to complain about.

"Girl's gotta drink; I wanna have a good night!" She yelled over the ground shaking loud music.

Both teens standing on the right side of the stair case that led down to the party downstairs in the Balamb hotel. The son of the hotel manager had decided to throw a party on account of his father taking a trip across to Galbadia, thinking of expanding his 'business'. Unfortunately the hotel had to close in the mean time. Word had got round to everyone, in Garden and Balamb and now it was time for adolescents to wind down the stupidest way possible, party.

About five teens lay in the beds, one throwing up in a bucket, and two other couples doing what could only be called subtly as 'experimenting with each other'. Rinoa had gotten used to this scene, and Ice had even more experience with house parties to know what else went down at these scenes. Both carelessly ignored the almost paralytic patient throwing back up everything he had taken. It had been called an alcohol free environment (meaning the managers son wasn't going to supply) but too many other people had been attracted to bring the substances instead.

"You ready to go downstairs?" Ice smirked, looking around the room again.

Rinoa's cocky expression changed and she shook her head embarrassed.

"Oh for Christ sake Rinoa, so what if Squall's down there?" Ice yelled. "Either you ignore him or go and talk to him, that simple."

"I know." Rinoa rolled her eyes.

"Let's go then!" Ice gripped her arm and dragged her down the steps to the first floor, the music becoming louder and louder every step.

As they came into a more open view of the room they witnessed several people dancing at the front desk where the stereo blasted and 'host' hanged around, surrounded by skimpy dressed girls all pretending to be impressed. He was the hot shot type so it was no surprise. The majority of the people here all stood at the edges of the room, soaking in the atmosphere and mingling with other peers and new friends.

Suddenly Rinoa noticed Squall stood at one end of the room looking fairly bored with Zell shouting something in his ear. His deep eyes gazing over the people, wearing new jeans and without the leather jacket he looked gorgeous as ever. She gasped to herself, the music muting the expression of her fear.

Just stay cool…

Ice caught onto her sight than smirked and pulled her close…

"I'm so sick of you guys being on and off cuz' your driving everyone nuts, are you gonna get together or not, ya know!" He shouted into her ear.

Rinoa nodded shyly than followed him into the room from the last couple of steps. Ice talked to many people, mostly due to his 'contacts' as such. It still made Rinoa look social as well and so she didn't mind having to stop every minute to say hi or Ice being pulled one way because he didn't say hi to someone. Occasionally she'd look in the direction of Squall who still seemed very uninterested in the party, this wasn't his thing. And although at the time she didn't really know how much he hated or how uninterested he was with this type of leisure, she still tried her best to indulge in the scene to show off. Which he ignored, if she ever caught him watching at all.

A pair of tiny but strong arms wrapped round Rinoa's shoulder suddenly and squeezed her tightly, as she was pulled back from Ice and a group of other hot shots…

"HEY!" A high scream drilled into Rinoa.

Rinoa turned quickly to see Selphie with the biggest grin on her face…

"I found you first!" Selphie giggled, soon a scared looking Quistas appeared from behind and an amused faced Kara who finished eye flirting with a near by guy.

"Hey guys!" Rinoa smiled in relief, glad to be with the same sex friends suddenly. Plus people who might help her with the situation with Squall.

"Let's dance!" Selphie screamed, raising her fist through the crowd into the air.

Before Rinoa even had a chance to say anything Selphie began dragging her through all the people, with the other girls following close behind. Rinoa felt the big dose of alcohol finally hit her head suddenly as the room span violently but momentarily. Slightly scared she shook her head and the dragging came to stop as they'd hit the 'dance floor'. Selphie began shaking her hips and swinging her arms. Rinoa took a gulp feeling slightly nauseous, but everything became normal again and she felt fine. Her consciousness slipped just a little, along with the slack sudden feel of her muscles. Her ego boosted every second that passed.

Suddenly she was splashing out with her own moves along with Kara's dirty hips, Quistas had disappeared somewhere and no one could be bothered finding her. She was overly awkward with these scenes too. Rinoa laughed to herself out loud as the alcohol progressed through her system until things became a little more shaky and blurry.

The ebony haired girl's awareness of her own actions slipping, she turned more obviously to see if Squall was still standing where he was. Rinoa spotted another group close by him, a group she wished she hadn't spotted any way near him. A certain anger whelmed in her as she spotted Charm also trying to make eyes with Squall who still seemed bored against the wall.

Charm was a girl that had entered Squall's life well before Rinoa had, before the Ultimecia incident, before anything. Charm was cute, small, blonde and perfectly wormy in Rinoa's eyes. Rinoa also found her boring and her bad sense of humour only fuelled the bitter tearing jealous emotion she felt towards her. Squall didn't like to let people in, this much was true but Charm was also another little reason for it. She'd pushed her way in and away from Squall several times, hurting him, Rinoa had heard the rumours that Charm was going to try to get with Squall again. Squall only waited for Charm, he didn't push out for her. Rinoa and Squall however would infuriate each other, each waiting for one another. If he was going to be pulled out from his corner for Charm than Rinoa was just going to find Ice. Some part of her knew Squall still liked her, maybe she'd make him feel the same way she was feeling now.

Rinoa's body already automated with the music, her hips slowly stopped swaying in the rhythm as the track finished, to a slower more cheesy song. Several people moved on the dance floor quickly leaving the girls to wonder what to do next as couples made their way on, embracing tightly and moving slowly.

By this time Rinoa's perspective had been badly beaten by alcohol and the next thing she saw was Ice dancing with another girl. Jealousy fused with alcohol took over as she saw Charm turn towards Squall…

"Oh no you don't bitch." Rinoa snarled to herself.

"Hey, come on-" Kara called, touching Rinoa's arm softly.

Rinoa turned round to frown than held one finger to signal Kara 'one second'. She began to pace across the room towards where Squall was standing, who soon acknowledged her approaching. Beginning to smile as he looked at her she realised this was something her mates used to help her out with. Usually she'd send a friend over, drag whoever over and have a dance for the night, didn't matter if she liked him. But right now Rinoa felt her pride was on the line, and her only chance to try and start things going with the gunblade master again.

Now stood in front of him, she smiled shyly. The room still moving oddly for her, but managed to not fall over as she yelled to him…

"Dance with me!" Rinoa playfully eyed him.

Squall looked slightly taken aback and took his time in replying…

"Why?" Was that just Rinoa or did she see a flash of embarrassment?

Rinoa raised an eye brow…

"Because! Come on, let's dance!"

"Yeah, go on Squall!" Zell laughed from Squall's right side and tried to push him to no avail.

The next thing Squall knew more of his mates were trying to push him to her and calling out for him to go for it. Laughing nervously Rinoa caught a glimpse of enjoyment in Squall's smile as his friends continued to try to convince him to dance with her. She smiled fully and took his hand from his hip to pull him forward with her.

Unfortunately she felt another violent spin hit through her and she had to pause for a moment. The spinning chocolate eyed girl took a breath than continued to the dance floor where she turned to Squall and fell into his arms.

Squall watched her head for a short while still embarrassed and unsure of exactly what he was suppose to do. Sure he had danced with her before but that had been formal, also their had been steps to do and he wasn't even sure how he pulled that off. Now they were just sort of rocking against each other. Was he doing this 'rocking' right? Hell he didn't care. The mousy haired boy turned to see his friends watching from afar with complete amusement, Irvine making hand motions for Squall to follow that he didn't even understand leading him to turn back to Rinoa.

Rinoa smiled into his chest. They'd had a few problems lately, ever since the Ultimecia incident their were no ties and they were free to be who they were, no fear of the end being soon. So they started dating, broke up, starting dating, broke up again, and the cycle continued. Hell it was her birthday soon and she at least wanted to be friends with him, but now things were fine and they were more than friends and even while quite drunk she still felt very safe, she'd still remember that strong security she hadn't been in for a while in the morning.

(Present)

"…Thanks for the ring again Squall." Rinoa murmured while poking at her covers, making the creases into recognisable things such as circles etc which she took great pride in.

I love you.

"Don't worry."

"No really, everyone's jealous."

Heh heh, you should have seen Charm's face.

He laughed lightly. "Why?"

"What do you mean 'why'?"

I love you but you irritate me.

"Just…why?"

"Cuz it's amazing."

Just like you.

"Hmm…"

"What ya thinking about?" Rinoa smiled to herself, knowing she was putting him on the spot. But she had thoughts in her head that she wanted to say to finish off sentences, maybe he did too, maybe for once he'd tell her about them.

"Huh? …Nothing."

You never open up to me…

"Yeah right."

"Whatever."

"Squall, …" She sighed. "…hey why don't you play something on guitar for me?"

"Dunno."

"Squall, damn it, come on!"

"No, only if you actually touch it when you come over next."

"But the guitar doesn't like me! And it wants to eat me and…"

"Rinoa?"

"Yes?"

"Shh."

God I love it when you tell me to 'shh' that way.

"Fine! I'll be quiet! What am I your wife?"

Why did you have to say that?

There was a long silence, or what seemed like a while…

"No but it's not going to eat you, your just being silly."

…Well than, you passed the marriage conversation pretty quickly didn't you?

"Fine, if I'm being silly than I'll just go then!"

Please stop me, I don't want to go.

"Fine."

SQUALL!

"SQUALL!"

"Yes?"

Is he toying with me?

"What ya listening to?"

"Hoobastank."

Hmm…Reason?

"Hey do you remember when we started going out again?" Rinoa questioned pretty innocently.

"If it was that time we went swimming, then yes." Squall stated a little puzzled at the memory.

Rinoa bubbled with anger to herself than began to yell…

How could you? It was my birthday?

"Are you serious? You don't even remember? Why the hell would I go swimming on my birthday! I HATE swimming." Rinoa sounded hurt.

"I just remember that." Squall replied.

"Well the way I remember it was………

(Past)

Rinoa: I called you in the morning, remember that?

Squall: Sorta

Rinoa: What do you mean sorta?

Squall: Well I can't remember what your exact words were or how you said hello!

Rinoa sat on her bed in disappointment punching in Squall's number, not one of her friends were free today. Everyone had classes for the rest of the day, in fact she'd invited them over for a sleepover but most had excursions or big exams to attend or supervise first thing in morning. Great friends they were. And Squall was the only person she hadn't asked to go out yet, presently she stayed in the Balamb hotel most of the time, daddy paying internationally, she had plans to move into Garden but she hadn't pursued the idea quite yet. Her ideal would have been to have gone to the towns fair that visited every year for her birthday with her friends than have a pizza feast with them, however that wasn't going to happen. Not even the boys were free. Squall being the commander made her question what the point in even asking for him to come along was but hey gotta be optimistic right? Sure she'd left everything to her birthday morning but hey they were all seeD and got up stupidly early any way! So what if she let everything until last minute, that made her spontaneous.

A click of the phone on the other end made Rinoa aware that they had picked up and soon another the warm voice of Xu picked up and greeted her with the normal…

"Commader Leonhart's office, how may I help you?"

"Oh hey Xu, can I talk to Squall?" Rinoa pleaded.

"He's not here actually, Rinoa. Did you want me to forward you to him?" Xu questioned politely and professionally.

Oh great he's on an excursion in god knows where, I'll just ask what time he's getting back and see if he's doing anything overly tiring…geez, this is the most depressing birthday ever.

"Yeah, cheers Xu." Rinoa sighed.

"No problem, have a good day." The smile audible even through the phone.

"You too!" Rinoa portrayed the same sick happy tone, but as soon as the click of the phone told her it was disengaged Rinoa continued. "Yeah you cheeky bitch, Squall's not even in today and your still working when I asked you to come out with me…"

A ringing began to chime through.

A long time passed…

Rinoa clicked continued to poke at the creases on her bed…

Come on Squall, please!

Suddenly a click echoed through the phone and the monotone voice of Squall alerted her. Still not overly optimistic she began to form the sentence in her mind to speak to him, but the first thing she did was greet him.

"Hey Squall." Rinoa said not exactly with the same optimism she had once had the first time she had dialled a number this morning.

By now, after Kara had said she was busy with seeD business, as if she even did what they asked her any way! Every time Rinoa had gone on excursion with her Kara had either spent most of her time eying boys, smoking or giggling with Rinoa or the other party. And then when it actually got to the part where she really had to act she'd probably leave it to someone else. Quistas wasn't questionable, she was very responsible and she was an instructor now. Selphie had informed Rinoa that she was busy when she'd heard from Kara that Selphie had decided to go off with Irvine for the day, who had come up with the same excuse as her, he was busy for the day. Zell didn't even pick up! Probably out with that new girl with the pig tails, by then Rinoa had felt her bubble burst most powerfully in her face. After looking through her address book of however many friends, she'd eventually figured that even though her and Squall weren't the best of friends, they were still working towards getting back to what they used to be, and after all he was the only one left. Even if the chance of him coming out with her was very slim, it was the only chance she had to help her birthday from being totally depressing.

"Hi, Rinoa." Squall replied, with a tiny little speck of surprise.

Rinoa noticed how there was no sound of gun fire, or swords clashing, or any recognisable weapon, nor magic. Not even people speaking in the background, in fact it sounded very silent. That was strange, usually he was distributed to noisy cities such as Deling when he had to leave, usually just to protect certain areas. Every other time she'd called him when he was away he'd usually inform her of his situation, with blurring sounds in the background. Never the less she continued…

"So how are you?" She pleaded.

"Good, and you?" Squall replied?

Squall: Are you SURE this was your birthday?

Rinoa: Yes, god damn it Squall, are you not listening to the bit about me being SO disappointed about my friends not coming out with me for my birthday?

Squall: Yes but…

"Yeah I'm good, hey listen, what ya doing?" Rinoa rushed, beginning to seem a little desperate suddenly. She'd done this with everyone, she'd be all down and dull in the beginning and suddenly this stupid hope would enter her and something would tell her they'd come out, until they'd say no and she'd hit the ground along with her shattered hope. And here she went again…

"Nothing." Squall replied calmly.

Rinoa paused for a moment, had she just heard that correctly?

"Nothing? Really?" Rinoa repeated.

"Yeah…in my dormitory right now." Squall seemed bored, but interested to know why Rinoa wanted to know what he was doing. Feeling hopeful he waited for her reply.

"Well, its sort of my birthday so I thought I'd invite ya to go do something." Rinoa giggled, still afraid of rejection. Sure they'd gone out a couple of times lately but it still didn't kill all of her insecurities.

Squall: So what did we do?

Rinoa: frowns

"Fine, what did you want to do?" Squall continued, though excited, didn't show it.

"Not sure, just meet up and yeah…" Rinoa continued…

Oh man, he's REAL excited to meet with ya NOW Rinoa. Bet ya he's gonna turn round and say he's busy…

"Rinoa, I'm not sure if I can get to Balamb any time soon. Could I call you back?" Squall requested.

"Sure." Rinoa bloated with disappointment, closed her eyes for a minute and said good bye, hanging up quickly. "This is the stupidest birthday EVER!" Rinoa yelled to herself. Than she noticed the bag of marshmallows Kara always left beside or on her bed every year, than crawled over to begin to eat the fluffy pink yummies.

He's either not gonna call back at all and then blame it on some seeD obligation when I do see him, or ring back and say in a stupid voice 'Oh, Rinoa, I can't come out to Balamb. See ya round.' Stupid Squall…thinks he's so good…everyone ditches me on my birthday….what did I do wrong? Stupid birthday…

To her surprise, while shoving her head into the plastic bag full of marshmallow the phone began to ring again. Pausing for a moment from her savage eating habit, she looked up to the handheld phone lying on her bed…

That was quick.

"Hey-lo?" Rinoa quickly swiped the phone from the bed, letting the bag drop and its contents to fall over the floor. She lent against the bed waiting for the reply.

"Hey Rinny, I can get their in about an hour." Squall sounded slightly more animated than usual, this confused Rinoa for a moment but she was too overtaken by the excitement of the new information.

"Are you serious?" She then realised she was squeaking the words, and tried to suppress her excitement.

"Yeah, outside Balamb hotel?" Squall continued to arrange the meeting.

"Oh yeah, sure, of course!" Exactly, perfect, absolutely, fantastic, amazing.

Rinoa: I wouldn't go swimming on my birthday…

Squall: Ok, I'm sorry. But I thought that was a different day, ok? But yes, I remember THAT day…

Later on…

Rinoa flicked her hair about a few times in the mirror making sure their was no more kinks that could embarrass her, no pimples at any angle on her face that hadn't been covered by foundation, no creases in her clothing that might make her look messy. Looking herself over just ONCE more time, she smiled lightly, practising all the different kinds. What was softer and sweet, what was more natural, what was the prettiest, the most sexy smile. Which one to pick, all this practise was useless because a few moments later after she'd sprinted down the stairs and out of the hotel to notice Squall, all those practises were forgotten and her lips broke lose to the only smile she could, one she couldn't control.

"Squall!" She waved energetically.

The knight shyly waved back at her, hands in his pockets, the same old dark pants with the nice white baggy shirt, no jacket and no gunblade though. Squall had always been quite pale, and today didn't differ from normal days of seeing him but it still caught Rinoa by surprise occasionally, and gripped her by the thought. Just another over analysis concern?

Today Rinoa had decided it being hot she would rather just wear her shorts, boots and black tank top. Looking still sweet she continued with her usually attitude of babyish qualities, over the years becoming unaware of the way she acted.

"Hi." He replied, without the volume or enthusiasm as hers.

The Pin wheel girl hopped from foot to foot…

"Wow, thanks for actually coming and all. I mean everyone else ditched me…" She hadn't wanted the sympathy, but wanted to make a joke of it. When it came round to creating the joke she didn't overly feel full bodied in the humour with the comment, because it had actually hurt quite a bit when everyone she knew had actually turned her down on her birthday to go out.

Rinoa: Can I ask you a question?

Squall: Sure…

Rinoa: Why'd you decide to come out with me? Even thought EVERYBODY, even my best friends had said they were busy? …and that it wasn't like we were gonna do anything fun…but you sill agreed to come in…

Now all the memories come back, and there's so many questions, questions I will ask and questions I wouldn't. Some are too obvious or embarrassing and some that will choke me whole if I don't ask…

Squall: Take a guess…

Rinoa: Hmmm…

Do I know? Do I just need reassurance? Did you feel obligated?

Squall: I liked you Rinny…

I just felt like a loser that day…sorry for making you feel awkward Squall…

Rinoa: Just funny because not even my mates could be bothered with me. Suppose I thought I'd dragged you out…still had a nice calm day with you though…

Squall: But in a way…you might want to thank them. If they had all gone in would I have gone there with you? And if I hadn't would we be going out?

Rinoa: Weird thought

Squall: In some hating way, you could thank them…

Rinoa: Yeah…

Looking around the festive fun fair at the dock of Balamb Rinoa beamed with excitement, they'd walked all around Balamb today talking about odd things that she wouldn't recall in 2 years time. Squall seemed rather un-amused by the scenery, in fact a little worried but Rinoa hadn't quite picked up on that. Walking around the temporary small theme park they stopped several times to hear the screams of enjoyment, to intake the smell of candy floss and other greasy foods, and the loud radio hit music.

Giggling uncontrollably Rinoa jumped up and down quickly, pointing to one ride in particular she'd heard her friend's talk about. Why hadn't she been down here sooner? Excitedly she turned round to Squall to read his reaction but he wouldn't look at her, just continued to watch the fast paced carriages and it's passengers.

"Hey, let's have a go!" Rinoa pulled at his arm softly.

Squall immediately turned his view to her and shook his head, back to that plain expression, giving nothing away as to his reason.

"Please!" She cried, still hopeful.

"You can if you want to." Squall replied, probably feeling as if he was being consider or just trying to find a way out of it.

"But that's no fun…" She muttered under her breath. "Come on, I better go back to the hotel any way, I gotta contact my father and all." She tried to cover up the disappointment but she did need to return home now any way, it was heading towards the evening and she'd had a nice day with him any way. Just talking and spending time with him was enough to satisfy her need to say she had a good day.

Squall nodded in response and nothing more. He accompanied her to the hotel and said his good byes, but as he was walking away leaving Rinoa to watch his back as he strode away from her, his hands in his pockets again.

"I'll get credit for my phone, and talk to you later!" Rinoa yelled up the street.

He turned briefly and gave another one of his rare smiles and nodded.

A Couple of Hours and 2 alcoholic drinks Later…

'Su'up' Squall. How ya doing? Thanks for today and all I had sooooo much fun. And it felt really nice and stuff so thanks. Luv ya. Rinny x x, t.b.' Rinoa typed into her phone keys quickly then sent it to Squall, cuddled in her quilt 'listening' to her father as he babbled on about something to do with military.

"Really dad, that's amazing." She yawned.

"Rinoa, I'm glad you decided to let me contact you." The general commanded.

Yeah, yeah, save it old man…

"Yeah, I know, it's great." She pulled sarcastic faces that weren't present in her voice as she continued falsely.

The mobile phone next to her thigh buzzed violently and she swiftly grabbed it, that was quick. She clicked 'Ok' a few times until the new message came up then Rinoa read it quickly…

'Yeah, it was good. So what do you wanna do now?' He replied, Rinoa paused for a moment, what did he mean, did he…mean…?

"And so it's great financially wouldn't you agree?" Caraway questioned.

"Yeah, yeah dad." She muttered beginning to type her message back.

'Erm, I'm not sure? You mean date again?' Rinoa questioned, worrying about whether she'd gotten his hint wrong and was about to humiliate herself, but she didn't usually back down to just humiliation so sent it regardless.

"So darling, I decided instead to send you – " He was cut off through mid sentence.

"Yeah dad, look, love ya, gotta go." Rinoa paced and quickly hung up, not even giving him the chance to reply to her statement. Sure it was cruel, and yes he was trying to rekindle their relationship and all but hey he had a lot to be forgiven for in her books and beside this was more important.

The handheld phone she had used to talk to her father was put back on its state beside her bed, and her mobile slide across her stomach again from where she leant the top of her back on the head board of her bed, the phone resting once again beside her thigh. She grabbed for the strawberry flavoured vodka that laid beside her on her bedside cabinet also, and placed the straw in her mouth. No where near drunk she waited for the reply eagerly.

Oh, My, God, why isn't Kara here with me? Was he really referring to what I thought he was referring to? I'm so ahead of myse –

The phone vibrated. Instantly she had the screen so close to her eyes it was hard to not let the writing blur into black blobs that didn't make sense.

'Yeah, what do you want to do now?' He simply replied.

Well it ain't no verse of poetry but it's got my heart pounding.

'Well I like you so it's up to you.' Rinoa replied, too shy to make the decision for both of them but surely him asking such a thing meant he wanted her to say that they would be begin dating again, right?

A few moments later he had replied, her phone still in hand as she'd continued to contemplate what this all meant…

'I like you, so it's up to you. We can go out again if you want.' Another simple statement it seemed.

HELL YEAH!

'So you're asking me out? Yes, sure.' Rinoa replied excitedly.

'Yeah, so were dating now?'

YES!

(Present)

Rinoa laid down on her bed recovering from the lack of oxygen she had just endured trying to retell the way she remembered what happened. Hopefully she'd gotten nothing wrong otherwise this could make her look like a really bad girlfriend and that was something she didn't want, why would any one want to be labelled that?

"Hmmm…" Squall murmured. "Are you sure that was your birthday?"

"YES!" She yelled mockingly.

"Fair enough." He replied, not unsettled by her outburst.

And do you remember when we first kissed? For real? Do you remember ME being the scared one? I remember you being the one who tried for it. I remember when I pulled away the first time and watched you from the distance I had ran, put it down to past insecurities. But then when you were sat there and I couldn't help but kiss you. And I remember that sweet sensation, and I remember the excitement. I remember the intimacy that kiss made me embrace, and the fear that fell. I remember the tenderness, and I remember the unawareness. I remember the wet sensation you left on my lips. And I remember the craving for me to go deeper…do you remember Squall? That's why the kisses are sorta rare, because those kisses hold so much intimacy that I'm not sure you even know about, so much of my walls break down in those kisses. And those kisses can't ever mean nothing, because they started meaning so much. And they still do, and I still want to go deeper, and I still feel the wet sensation. And I still feel the thrilling, but spilling insecurity of entering that intimacy but it's ok…it's ok…because I love you Squall…

All these thoughts are gathering in memory…

Author's Note: Sorry if this chapter is a bit boring and took me ages to do, I'm so slack ain't I. Well here y'all go if your still reading lol. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, if you read review, makes me feel more confident I suppose. Thanks for all the support so far, I really appreciate it guys. Thanks again.