Ok. I lied. I'm starting my YYH fic now before i go crazy. The summary is below, but I have to rant for a few sentences. You can just scroll down past this part... it has no real meaning. My fics are being evil and refuse to be finished. This of course will be a yaoi fic. The pairing: Kurama/hiei.

Hopefully there are enough of these that you've gotten used to this pairing. You're lucky, or not. Kind of really depends on your opinion. I don't write lemon yaoi fanfics. I might someday, but not anytime soon. I'm finally starting another series that isn't another Inuyahsa. Well, I'll stop ranting and raving and let you read the fic unless of course you skipped this which means you're already reading... Jane till end!

Summary: Kurama and Hiei are finally going to get together. Hiei wants to confess his love for Kurama, but he doesn't know how to do it without scaring off Kurama. Little does Hiei know that Kurama feels the same way about him. Chance of suicide and romance, not lemon scenes but maybe lime (still trying to decide.)

Disclaimer: I don't any of the characters. Never will I own them.

Name: Hate me now, love me later

chapter1: Love to you, Kurama

'Kurama, i can't stay away form you these days. It's never going to be enough until i can be with you. Like i always wanted to. I want you to be my mate. Kurama, i know that you don't love me, but i want to be with you always. I'll see you soon.' Hiei was camped outside Kurama's window in a tree admiring the way Kurama looked as he slept. Slowly morning came and Kurama awoke. Hiei was sleeping on the floor next to his bed. Kurama smiled gently and made no sound as he got up and got into the shower before spending the day at school.

'How often have i found hiei on the floor of my room next to my bed asleep? He doesn't know that if he showed up before i went to bed, I'd let him sleep in the same bed with me.' at his own thoughts, kurama flushed. 'What the hell am i thinking? Hiei would never do that. Not even for sweet snow. If he did sleep in the same bed as me at anytime, i might just have to jump his bones... now Kurama, stop this.'

"Kurama? You up?" hiei called from outside the bathroom door.

"Yes. I was going to shower before school." Kurama replied.

"Ughhhh." Hiei moaned. ' How come Kurama hardly spends time with me anymore? He seems more distant than usual. Maybe he found out my secret love for him! I'll leave now.'

Kurama giggled softly so Hiei couldn't hear him. "Did you say something Hiei?" Kurama asked in a teasing voice.

"No! Listen Kurama... I'm gonna go."

"Hiei... don't you want to stay for breakfast?"

"No. I really need to go. We hanging out tomorrow?"

"Of course. You really don't want breakfast?"

"Nah, I'll see you tomorrow Kurama. You know where I'll be. 11:00. Be there. I'll be waiting. Just like always."

"Right. See you then." Kurama had been getting dressed while speaking to him. Kurama opened the door and found a note to him form Hiei.

Kurama–

We're good friends now and i can't thank you enough for not giving up on me in the long run. We've had our differences and i know that we might eventually part and go our separate ways so i thought I'd tell you something incredibly important tomorrow. I won't forgive you if you don't show up. See you soon, Kurama.

Love to you Kurama,

Hiei.

"That was thoughtful." Kurama muttered to himself. Then he read the letter again. 'Love to you Kurama'? What did Hiei mean by that? Did he mean that he felt the same way Kurama did?

'I'll find out tomorrow. I'll confront him and ask him what he meant. Maybe he feels the same way I do...'

A/N: Ok. This will be getting interesting. I can tell these things by the first chapter. Please stay tuned and review. I'm going to work on the 2nd chapter and as soon as 2 people review I'll post another chapter. Jane! Please review and let me know what you think!