A/N: ok, well it's time for one of the characters to leave the other. Tragedy strikes the heart when Hiei is on the ground beaten up and he looks truly dead... That's all I'm telling you now.

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Hate me now, love me later

Chapter 3: fighting and bleeding and sadness

Kurama and Hiei were walking home when suddenly Hiei had another idea about the sex they were going to have when they got home.

"Kurama, what about handcuffs?"

"What?" Kurama asked. They had been walking in silence for the last 15 minutes.

"For fun. We could use handcuffs."

"No. We're having regular sex first dummy. I told you. No we're not playing with toys now, or later tonight."

"Come on Kurama! It'll be fun! You know that you want to make our first time together as fun as possible."

"NO! I DON'T! I want it to be romantic and sexy. Not sweaty and all that work for nothing when all we're doing is playing. I thought we ended the subject with tonight, our first time together, we'd have regular sex and then during the next one we'd use sweet snow... Why can't we do that?"

"Kurama, it's not going to hurt us to have fun our first time together will it?"

"Hiei, it really might be fun for you but really i just want us to spend time together as a couple." Kurama sighed. "Maybe this was a bad idea... having sex before our first date..."

Hiei was stunned to hear his Kurama talk like this. "Kurama..."

"Go Hiei. I'll talk to you in the morning."

"Kurama, please I didn't mean to make you so upset. Please Kurama, let me stay."

Kurama burst into tears. "Hiei, just go! I need to be alone right now!"

Hiei came over and wrapped his arms around Kurama. "It's alright my love, tell me what's wrong."

"YOU! You are what's wrong with me Hiei!" Hiei's eyes widened.

"Me?"

"Yes. Hiei you're just being to pushy for my liking. Please just go... just go. I'll talk to you later." Kurama said softly. 'I just need space Hiei. I don't want to pull out of this embrace, but i have to get you to go before I say something I'll truly regret. Go before I truly hurt you... Please don't make me hurt you my love...'

"Fine, you want me to leave so badly I will! Don't expect me to come back for a while, you hear me? Nor for a long while! I might even return to Demon World to get away from you since everything you told me is a lie!" Hiei cried out as he ran off. 'If you don't want me around, then why tell me that you love me? I don't care about you, even though that's a lie. I hate you for shoving me around, but i love you as well because i care for you so. Kurama, why did you break me? You hurt me badly! More than you know. I'll get my revenge on you soon enough. You'll know my pain as well as your own.'

Later that night Kurama sit upon his bed worrying constantly about his dearest Hiei. Kurama stared out his window and could still feel Hiei's hurt and pain. Kurama still hoped that Hiei wouldn't hold a grudge against him for not sleeping with him. All that Kurama really wanted was to keep Hiei form himself and for himself. Constantly Kurama had barely been able to control his urges to jump on Hiei and get into his pants. 'Just like earlier tonight. I never wanted to hurt him, but to make love to him in a fiery, passionate way. Didn't Hiei feel my desire or was he just ignoring it to make up fun games for him and me to play? Why won't Hiei just come back and say something like: "Oh, Kurama! I'm so sorry. Please forgive me, we can have regular sex tonight and tomorrow if you want. When you want to use toys let me know... I'll do anything for you Kurama. Really! That's how much I love you."' Kurama once again burst into tears at his own thoughts. Only these tears were tears of stupid thoughts. 'He won't be coming back for a while. No likely chance that he'll be back tonight. I was stupid to tell him off like that... I'll follow him and tell him I'm sorry. As soon as I find him that is.'

Kurama started tailing Hiei and then suddenly Hiei stopped. The emotions that Kurama had been following were fading and fast. 'Don't die on me bastard. If you do, I'll never forgive you!'

Kurama found Hiei laying on the ground inside an alleyway. Hiei was still breathing, but he had bruises and cuts on him. Several people must have beat him up. Slowly, Kurama took Hiei's head and put it into his lap. He stroked his hair and whispered sweet words to him. "Hiei, I'm sorry for pushing you away, but i could barely control myself to keep in line and jumping on you right there. Please forgive me. Hiei I'm so sorry for what I did." Hiei's breathing was slowing. "No you can't die yet. You leave me and I'll kill you again. You hear me? I'll kill you for dying."

A small trickle of blood started pouring out of hiei's mouth as Kurama picked him up and headed for home. 'He's gradually getting worse. Since he's a different breed of demon, I'm not sure what to do for him. I can't take him to a hospital without being asked more questions than I'd like. It seems like my only choice right now. Hopefully they won't take off that headband to find his 3rd eye. Then I'd have a lot of explaining to do... oh please Inari, please save him for me!'

A/N: ok so Kurama's going to take Hiei to the hospital. What good could come of that? Find out in the next chapter! I hope that you all won't kill me for this next question, but would you please review? I'll see you all later for the next chapter. It might be a while before i get this finished...sigh at the thought of more than 20 chapters fic Jane!

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