A/N: Ok well thanks again for the reviews... i didn't really think that this fic was going too well and i was kind of hoping that i could stop writing it since my writers block is being annoying and won't let me write anything! Period end of story! Now I'm just ranting. Since people like to read this fic and seem to enjoy it, I'll keep it up just for the people who review! glares at people who read it but don't review it Thanks and since i left you off on a cliffhanger I'll be nice and try my best not to do that this time. If i do you may all hunt me down and slaughter me with pineapples. Did anyone think that I'm killing off a character? dodges flying sharp things well don't worry, I'm not and if i tried i would lose faithful readers...well maybe not. I'll stop ranting now and let you read the next chapter... Jane! And as soon as i check my email, I'll put up the people who reviewed and thank them. This is getting long! Time for the fic itself...
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Chapter 4: Will Hiei forgive me, or should I give up?
(This chapter is mostly from Kurama's POV and i hope that's ok with all of you. Sometime in this fic I'll be making a chapter that will be mostly from Hiei's POV, but not for a while. Thanks I just didn't want you to get confused at why I did that.)
Kurama took Hiei to the hospital in his car. 'Hold on Hiei, you'll be fine. I promise that if you die, I'll kill myself to be with you. I love you more than anything and I'll do anyting in my power to bring you back to me.' I thought as I started speeding down the highway towards the hospital. I used something called a glamour to hide his 3rd eye for now, but I'd have to do it every 6 hours to keep the eye hidden. I am the only one able to see it and the doctors won't be suspicious about it because there's nothing really wrong with him.
I had decided that it would be best if I took him on as a close relative of mine and I'd put him under a name, not my last name, but a name that wouldn't be of too much suspicion. I parked quickly and took hiei into the main doors of the Tokyo Hospital, and called for a doctor to help me. Suddenly a doctor came rushing toward me and took Hiei out of my arms and put him on a table to take him to the emergency room.
Then suddenly the doctor was asking me questions. "Where did you find him?"
"In an alley way near Shinjuku avenue. He is a close cousin of mine and he was on his way back to my house. He was really late so I went out to look for him. He doesn't know the area of Tokyo too well, so I knew that he'd be following main avenues. I saw a body in the alley and realized as I got closer that it was him. I rushed him over as soon as I brought my car out of the lot across the street and drove him here as soon as I could."
"You found him in this condition?"
"Yes." I answered
"Do you know of anyone who might have had anything against him?"
"No." I said starting to get frustrated.
"Ok, well we'll have to take a look and see what the extent of his injuries are. From the looks of it he may have some broken bones and possible eternal bleeding, but I strongly believe that he won't be dying today. He'll still have a while yet to live."
"Thank you doctor. That makes me feel better."
"I was hoping it would. Does your family have medical insurance?"
"Yes... but I'm the only one that it covers. Could I use that to pay for my cousin's medical bills?"
"Yes... we'll have to look it up on the computer and you're going to have to fill out some paper work for your family member. I'll go check on him and see what needs to be done on him and I'll let you know."
"Thank you." I answered grateful to the doctor. The doctor handed me a clipboard and asked me to fill out his entire name. I filled out the paperwork and handed it back to the doctor. I waited for a few hours and then the doctor came back to give me the news about Hiei. I stood up quickly when i sensed the doctor coming. "How is he?"
"He'll be alright... don't worry too much about him. He heals very quickly. We did find something unusual though." I held my breath. The eye shouldn't reappear or another hour or so. "It seems that he has an unusual nervous system... and the spine that connects his brain to the rest of the body is nearly cut in half, but he responds well to treatments and responds to sound and light. Someone in his condition shouldn't be able to really function, but some how he is able to. I want to tell you that the broken bones will mend, but it will take some time. In the condition he was in when you brought him here, he looked like he would keel over any time because he wasn't able to funtion, yet here he is breathing, talking, and responding to questions. He knows his first name, where you live and who the president of the united states is."
My eyes went wide with shock. How could Hiei know something as random as that? Unless. . . No he wouldn't know... did he really watch the T.V.?
"I'm joking. If he knew that I'd say to color me impressed. If you want, you can see him now. He's in the 5th room on the right down that hall." The doctor pointed down the hall. "Don't worry about him. He'll be fine." I quickly nodded my thanks and jogged down the hall. I found the 5th room on the right and it surely read Kitsuragi, Hiei. That was the name that I put down for him. I looked into the window of his room and found him asleep. Quietly I opened the door and walked into the room. Hiei looked better than he had when I'd found him.
I sat down on a chair and pulled it up to Hiei's bed. 'Hiei, please get better soon, i really need you to come back and be with me.' I took Hiei's hand in mine. "Please, Hiei. You can get better fast. The faster you get better the sooner we can be together. Please, Hiei, I'm so sorry for what i said to you. I need you with me..." Yusuke and Botan walked in. I quickly dropped the hand that I'd been holding. Yusuke came up and put a hand on my shoulder. "How ya holdin' up big guy?"
"I shouldn't have been so rash to Hiei. Look what happened to him because of me."
"Dude, it's ok. Hiei heals faster than a normal human right? Once he's better, you guys can be together again and you can make up with him."
I nodded. Tears sprung into my eyes and i bent my head to cry silently. "Kurama? You ok man?"
Yusuke asked me. I nodded even though it wasn't true. "So why are you crying? If you were alright you wouldn't be crying now would ya? Come on man! Tell me."
"Shhhhhh!" Botan told Yusuke. "You don't want to wake him up do you?"
"Yeah sorry."
"I'm crying because I'm finally happy." The others just looked at me with confusion written on their faces. "I'm happy because Hiei finally told me he loved me. But then we had a fight and he wanted to use toys for our first time together... i should've just said yes to the toys but i was being stubborn and didn't want to listen to him... i was being an idiot. After I told Hiei off, he actually went away and... i found him like this. I was a stupid idiot." I smiled sadly. 'I'm so stupid. I'm basically telling them, " Hey guess what? I'm gay! What do you think about that huh?" i can't believe that i just blurted out my feelings for Hiei in front of everyone else.'
I looked up at Yusuke and he just smiled at me with that stupid grin of his. "Hey man that's great! At least now you know how you really feel about each other. All of us could tell that Hiei had a major crush on you, but none of us knew how you really felt about anyone. Now that we know, the rest of us are happy too. Listen Hiei looks like he's waking up so we'll go. You make up with him or I'll rip your head off. See ya."
"Bye Kurama."
"Bye." I said after they left.
Hiei looked up at me with sleepy eyes. "Kurama? That you? Where am I?"
"Yes, Hiei it's me. You're at the hospital. I found you and i didn't want you to die so i brought you here."
"You brought me here to save me?"
"Yes. If there's anything you want me to do for you just name it. Anything at all."
"Leave."
"Hiei please I just– "
"I just told you what i need. So please, will you leave?"
"Ok. I'll be back later though."
"No guarantee that I'll talk to you."
"I know. If you need me for anything at all– "
"Leave."
I got up and silently walked out of the room. Yusuke and Botan had already left. With no one around i transformed into Youko and dashed out of the hospital with tears running down my cheeks.
A/N: Ok! I leave you there because it might be an evil place to leave off, but my mind went dead right after i finished this chapter. I'm going to start the next chapter soon. When my mind returns i might start to get the ideas flowing better but i don't have much in the way of those right now. The plot badger will come back eventually but right now he decided to go on a little vacation. I should be updating this fic soon, but it could be around 3 weeks before i get around to it. Please forgive me. I've been working on a lot of different things and that includes homework. I'll try and finish it soon so that you can get back to reading and reviewing the chapters. (Hint Hint!) Well, I'll stop raving now and let you get back to your lives. Reviews below this. Jane!
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very bad evil kitten: Hiei will get better and well, before we can get to the good parts of this yaoi fic, let's just say that i have to make them suffer just a little... sorry and thanks a lot for the review!
Shiorifoxiesmom Thanks for noticing that they're both emotional roller coasters and Thanks a lot for the review. I hope that you liked this chapter as well
Hiei's Gothic Angel (aka Jabu) thanks for the review and it was another one that made me laugh. You may ramble on for a long time. I read the whole thing of everything that i read so it took a little longer than most reviews, but it still makes my day to get reviews no matter how long they are. I hope that you liked this chapter and that you won't be too upset at the next chapters.
Another A/N: Ok, just to let all you non reviewer people out there, i like reviews and it makes me and more my day when I see those posted on my stories. Thanks a lot and i hope that you are having fun reading the stories. Don't matter to me whether or not you like it, i just want reviews. I'm joking about all the stuff execpt the parts about them making my day. If i don't update in a week feel free to attack my email with hateness for not updating for a while. Just as long as you don't cuss me out i won't hold it against you. I feel the need for food so I'll finish the 5th chapter as soon as 5 reviews come in for this fic.