Always and Forever (2/2)
Rating: M
Summary: Letters passed between Harry and Draco. (the summary sucks…please read)Rated M for extreme violence, language, and sexual references.
Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter or anything related to it. That goes to J.K.Rowling. I am making no money from this.
A/N: READ THIS BEFORE CONTINUING! THIS STORY IS EXTREMELY VIOLENT. I DON'T WISH TO UPSET ANYONE FOR WRITING THIS SO YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! This is my first fiction so please be gentle…I don't usually write like this but once it came out there was no way to close it up. All reviews will be appreciated. Thanks and enjoy!
Chapter 2
Screw this stupid war! Screw what people think about me, about us! I fucking love you…you were the first wizard I met (at my age, of course), flawless to a tee, and I wanted nothing more than for you to take me in your arms and tell me it would all be ok. That I didn't have to be afraid here. That Voldemort was dead and my mom and dad would come back somehow…but that couldn't happen because to the world, I hated you and you hated me.
They told me you were to be initiated into becoming a Death Eater so I got there first.
I told Dumbledore I was gay and wanted to become a Death Eater, but of course, I obliviated him before he could kill me (my powers have grown dramatically since I found out how I feel about you, but you wouldn't have noticed anyway).
I wanted to be with you no matter what the cost. Even if it means going against everything I believe in.
Voldemort had your father rape me before I was initiated (for the record, you are nothing like your father) but even still you didn't care…you wouldn't have cared.
I asked Voldemort to tell you I was in. You might have been proud of me then…maybe loved me. I wonder if he did tell you though. No matter…
I saw you help Ginny off the floor one day during potions…you looked "hungry" like you would fuck her right there. (Even if only for a moment I thought that emotion, that look, was directed towards me.) And that whore blushed seven times over, as I imagine I would have too, if my fantasies were correct that is…
Two nights after my initiation was the ball. I took her into the hallway behind the Room of Requirement and fucked her right in the mouth asking if fucking you was worth it, asking what you tasted like when you came…I climaxed calling out your name. She slapped me and started to cry, saying I used her.
I told her this was her punishment for being a whore, for contaminating you. She cursed out horrible things about you and I killed her instantly, using the same spell used to kill my parents. Which was, coincidentally, the same spell Voldemort taught me right after my initiation.
Today I used some of the Polyjuice Potion I brewed earlier this year during potions, and I am going to find you now, Draco, because if I cant have you as myself, I'll have you as her, but only once…for after tonight there will be no more letters from me…I love you Draco Malfoy…
Always and forever,
Harry James Potter