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I was out of the hospital bit of the mansion two days after i found out about Kurt. I stopped thinking about the monks and my mother and foccused all my attention on Kurt who i saw in a differnt light now. Even though Kurt was technically my little brother, it seemed weird saying it. Also i didnt want to tell any body at the time but i couldnt keep it in so i had to tell Danny and Milly when we where sat down in the music room.
I was sat by the window taking a tablet for the wound in my heart, after all it wasnt going to heal on its own.
I can't belive it Nix, you related to the elf." Danny was tunning his electric guitar when i told them and Milly was sat behind a blue and silver drum kit. She wasnt half bad at it and i was strummin g away on Dannys old guitar.
I had just shown the pair that i could play Greendays days good ridence but didnt sing the words becasue i would end up breaking windows.
Milly kept throwing her drumsticks up in the air and catching them but it was only when i shouted "BOO" that she automatically turned invisible and dropped her sticks.
"Pheonix I think you should tell your Dad." Milly said after she turned back visible and i shrugged my shoulders.
"I don't know. Kurt and i havent thought about and i bet Spike doesnt even remember." I said looking out of the window towards the the grounds.
"How can he not remeber when he had sex-"
"Danny please thats my father your talking about." I sighed and Milly laughed.
"Well id rember." Danny said and i sighed.
"Danny, my dad is over a hundred years old and pluss you a virgin." I said turned back to looking out of the windown and i herd Milly fall of her stool into a fit of laughter.
"How do you know." Danny cried and turned back to the mutant boy.
"I would smell it on you." I put down the guitar and walked over to the window.
"Out of the corner of my eye i saw Danny mutter that he didnt smell and i saw him smell his arm pits.
I knew i had to talk to Kurt about Spike but it all seemed to soo. I know it sounds selfish now but i wanted Kurt to my slef for a while but you do have to see it my way. I had grown up alone with only the company of adult vampires with no brother or sister to keep me company. After a while it became increasingly lonly and thats around the time i had started to kill my self due to the deprsion. Also i wasnt on speaking terms with my father.
I had found Kurt in his room later that day hanging by his tail of the light reading a small black book that looked like a bible.
"Hey." I said walking into the room fideling with the side of my jeans as a sighn of being nervous.
"Ohh, hello Pheonix." Kurt teleported of the light and onto the blue covers of his bed. I sat down and looked at the floor letting my hai fall over my eyes.
"Kurt im thinking of heading back to L.A to see-"
"Him." Kurt had finished my snetance and i nodded my head.
"Yes but i wanted to know if you want to go wit me." I asked him waiting for a reply and the one i got surprised me a little.
"Ofcourse i do." Kurt threw down his book an it landed on my foot.
"Oww." I said rubbing the sore and throwing Kurt a look of saying 'well that was stupid.'
"Sorry im just excited." He said picking up the bible holding it in his odly shaped hands and i flet that he needed more than he probbaly relised.
"Why are you reading that?" I asked Kurt who looked at me funny.
"Sorry i didnt mean to offend you." I said suddenly relising my mistake but Kurt just simply shook his head.
"Its ok, when im a bit older i wouldnt mind being a preist." I looked as though Kurt blushed but i couldnt tell under the blue skin.
"Cool, so your coming." I smilled and Kurt nodded.
"deffinetly." But then Kurt went to a serious face and brough up a subject that i had tried to avoid.
"Who did it too you Pheonix, you have to tell me." I looked to the floor and knew i didnt want to tell any one becasue the thought of i hurt too much. Kurt was differnt though and not becasue he was my brother.
"My mother." I mutted quietly but he had heard me.
"Your mutter." Kurt had been taken back by his and i could understand why.
"yer, some monks had told her that i wasnt a vampire and that...im not important to the world any more." I said putting my head in my hands trying to think what mother could try to kill their child.
Kurt put his arm around me but i tried my hardest not to show any emotion which was easy for me.
Kurt and i set of the next day in the jet that the proffecer said we could use. I did not know how long we would be gone for but i knew it would not be for long. As we did set of i felt sort of drained and tried to make snece of every thing in my head. A father that lies, a mother who kills an a brother i had only just met. As well as being drained i was nervous but did not let it show. Kurt though wasnt stupid and senced somthing.
"Whats the matter" he asked. Flicking a few of the hightly colured buttons as i stared out of the window.
"Its nothing, i just feal a little nervous thats all." I sai felaing the need for a sick bag at any moment.
"So am i." Kurt wask shaking slightly as he held onto the steering wheel.
"What? You cant be nervous you flying the bloody jet." I said trying to make a joke and Kurt gave a small grin.
"It's ok,ill get over it." I on the over hand couldnt relax and started to go threw inmy head over and over how i was going to tell Spike that Kurt was his son. The papers where sercure in pocket along with the tablets that rattled every now and again.
"Pheonix are you ok." Kurt asked turning to me and i though for a second but then i nodded my head.
"Yer im fine, i was just hinking about the dream i had when i first got my powers."
"What was it about." He asked turning the steering whell left.
"Well id been listening to my musi when i had fallen asleep. I was flying over a pak of white wolfs and and then there was a mountin a head of me and then i saw you. I started to fall but you teleported and saved me. The i woke up hovering above the ground and i couldnt get down fo ages." I looked to Kurt who looked slightly surprised.
"What?" I asked.
"I had a dream too. I was aslepp ofcourse." Kurt laughed.
"Ofcourse." I said trying not to laugh.
"Well, it was dark in the dream and i could not see anything and then there was this bright light. And i saw you dressed all in white but i didnt know who it was at the time. You tried to reach out to me but some one was holdig you back, a man with black hair." Kurt finished looking confused.
"Angel." I sighed and Kurt nodded.
"Ja, i think thats him."
"Angel thinks that he owns me. He had a chance with a kid and blew it." I sighed remebering about Connor.
"Angel had a child." Kurt looked conffused and he should be becasue vampires are not supposed to have children, that is one of their many curses.
"Yes, him and his sire Darla." I was about to continue but Kurt asked me a question.
"What is a sire?"
"Ohh, its a vampire that makes you into a vampire." I said simply but i knew Kurt was still trying to get over the fact that vampires exist.
Kurt said somthing ingerman that sounded like ask a stupid question but i wasnt sure becasue my German was a little rusty.
"So what happned to the child then." Kurt asked.
"Well Connor was kidnapped and was taken to an other dimention." I fissleed with the seat belt and saw Kurts horrified expresion.
"Dont worry, he came back after three weeks but he had aged a lot. I cant really remember what happned just that Angel blew it." I really didnt want to continue and i think Kurt relised that.