Chapter 2

After the rain had stopped Gohan had gone back outside to look at all the wet plants, While he was doing that Chi-chi went into his room to see if there was something there that might give her some hints to what was wrong with her son. She should nothing of importance.

"Mom what are you doing?"

"Nothing, dear just putting your clothes away"

He just turned around and walked away. She looked at him and thought you are hurting inside and you won't me why…Oh Goku why did you leave…I need you…your son needs you…your would know what to do. She sat on the bed and started crying, all of the memories of the two of them came flooding back all of them were good ones but it hurt her when she thought about them.

Two Weeks Later

Gohan was fast asleep when he had a dream of the cell games this was a dream he had almost every week but every time it happened he woke up repeating the same six words, " I'm sorry I am so weak" He felt like dying afterwards because of the empty hurt he felt inside. He knew his father would not come back and his mother lost the love of her life, but something kept him from killing himself. He didn't know what it was yet and he was glad. Piccolo had come over later and took him to the area where Gohan first trained when he was little.

"Don't do it" is all Piccolo said

They sat there for a while no words were said. Gohan got up and started walking away.

"Wait I can help you!"

"It is to late" As he said that he fell to ground.

In the Hospital

Doctor" He had a drug over dose, results show us it was a mix of sleeping pills and anti depressants, it is a surprise he is still alive"

The news was a total shock, no one in the room would have guessed, they knew it was bad but not this bad. Everyone walked out of the room and the doctor told Chi-chi that they were planning on putting him in rehab after he was released from the hospital. She was in a state of shock her little boy was now a person trying to end his life.

Later that night

She went into his room and looked all around it was the same as it always was, he wasn't in to much change. She walked out and into the living room where she took out one of the many family albums. One picture was at her wedding, the next was the tree of them together. After she finished looking tears were running down here face. She kept repeating "I need you here with me, why do you leave me when I need you" After a while she had cried herself to sleep.

Gohans Hospital bed

It was so hard to fall asleep for he was so used to the drugs. At first when he woke up earlier it was 8:30m so no one was there so, he didn't know how he got there. He looked up at the ceiling and thought a lot. "If I had been stronger, if I was the one that had died, if I had stopped cell from blowing himself up then…then dad would still be here mom would stop acting like nothing is wrong… why does she act I hear her crying every night. WHY DIDN'T I KILL MYSELF WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE. He started crying, this was the time in a year or two that he had cried. Then out of the blue he screamed out the words. FATHER!

AHH…this chapter is finished. The chapters are short because I don't want to drag into so much detail and make the story boring. Also there are only 5 chapters to this story. Please R and R.