The final chapter! If you could whenever you review. Please tell me what you did and did not like about this story. If I get enough responses I may write an updated version of it. Something that is a lot better than this one. Thank you so much for reading. It gives me joy on my lonely days. WARNING: Some spoilers if you haven't read all the way to volume 11 in Gravitation and some made up stuff LOL AND! A little sex scene at the end. I'm getting better at writing them so I thought I would give it a try again.

Chapter Twenty

Shuichi's POV

A few months, it's kinda hard to believe that just a few months ago I was lying on what would have been my death bed. I'm grateful for all that the doctors did. They helped me through the bad nights…helped ease my pain and helped me be able to stand here now…in Yuki's kitchen trying to find the perfect meal. I flip through his recipe cards looking for something that we actually have all the ingredients for in his house on top of something that sounds special…that I can make. I smile knowing that it would probably taste horrible. I'm not Man of the Year in cooking.

I laugh as I stare at three cards left. Yuki is out meeting his editor. He finally got that book finished. It's late, but everyone knows the reason for it being late. I can imagine what his fans will be doing once he publishes it. If it's anything like my new CD I just put out with Hiro and Fujisaki, then he's going to sell out. The CD features the single that Hiro and Fujisaki finished for me while I was kidnapped the first time. I really like what they did with it. I couldn't ask for better friends.

Hiro and Ayaka got engaged and boy were all the Hiro fans crying that day whenever they announced it. Hiro wants me to be best man! It's so exciting. The wedding isn't planned for another few months, but it's the best thing happening out of all this. I'm so happy for Hiro. He deserves to be happy. He stuck by me even though he couldn't find me. He wouldn't give up. True friends never give up. That's something I'm truly grateful for. Ayaka parent's aren't happy that she isn't marrying Yuki, but they've learned to like Hiro. Hiro promises to stay close to the city so that he can continue to write and play with us. I'm glad because there is no Bad Luck without Hiro. We've tried that before.

Maiko decided to go into hiding even though that group is in jail. And will be in jail forever. The courts have granted them life in prison. I didn't have to appear at court…I'm grateful for that because I wouldn't be able to face them. It's difficult still. Maiko knows a few people that can keep her hidden for awhile. I don't like that, but she has to do what she has to do. I'm pleased that she's able to live on her own. She sends me an e-mail or a letter every week. Of course the e-mail is from a free account and the letter never has a return address. Whenever she feels it's safe to come back, she'll go home to Mom and Dad. Or she might like living on her own and keep going from there. Whatever she does is fine by me as long as she's happy.

Fujisaki is happy to be back playing on a regular basis. He's becoming more patient with my outbursts and my constant whining that I don't want to do anything. I remember when he used to claim that he wanted to quit, or he would walk out of the room unable to take it anymore. I've grown to respect him and allow him to help make are music much better than what it would have been with me writing the lyrics and all the accompaniment with it. Though I'll never forget that time I had to write lyrics for all that music to pull out those singles. I still remember Yuki saying he'll write the lyrics for us. I wonder if he still will…just one song for me…all for me no one else.

I look down sliding another card away from me. Now I'm down to two to pick from. Touma has backed away from my relationship with Yuki. I guess he finally sees that Yuki is fine being with me. I can understand him wanting to protect Yuki. Yuki did have a rough time and it's taken a lot for him to get this far. He's got a new baby to plan for anyway. Maybe now that a baby is on the way, we'll see less of him hanging around here. But I really want to see the son or daughter of famous Touma Seguchi.

I finally pick the dinner I want to make walking around the kitchen picking out all the ingredients and placing them on the counter. Yuki has been extremely nice to me. I feel like I owe this to him. For the past few months he's been allowing me to sleep next to him instead of on the couch. He holds me after nightmares and comforts me whenever I feel the pressure of all my memories flooding back. Yuki and I have been getting closer…he wants sex and is very patient with me. I feel bad always telling him I'm not ready yet…but is different…I'll do it…it's not like him and I ever done it before. It would be the first time after that rape. I'll do it…a nice romantic dinner followed by kissing and eventually ending in the bedroom.

I hear the door open and shut as my heartbeat increases somewhat thinking it's someone coming after me. But, Yuki's voice calling my name calms it down as I go back to focusing on the meal in front of me. Okay step one…I was just about to start when Yuki walks into the kitchen. "There you are. What are you doing?"

I blush and keep my eyes down on the recipe. "I'm making a special dinner with a Shuichi for dessert."

Yuki laughs walking up behind me putting his arms around my waist and setting his head down on my shoulder. "How about we spare my kitchen the disaster you'll make and go right for dessert," he whispers into my ear nibbling on it.

Chills roll throughout my whole body as I turn around and wrap my arms around him. "Aw…I wanted to cook for you," I whine leaning up and kissing him. He won't make the first moves anymore like he used to…he always waits for me. "I'm ready," I whisper slipping my hands under his shirt and sliding them up his soft skin.

"Are you sure?" he asks leaning down and nibbling on the side of my neck.

I moan softly pressing myself against him. "Yes, I trust you."

Yuki lifts me easily up carrying me into the bedroom leaving the forgotten meal in the kitchen. He lies me gently down on the bed reaching over for the lubricant that he promises he would always use on me. He sets it on the bed and lies down next to me kissing me gently.

He wants me to move first…I can do that. I reach my hands up to his shirt and slowly unbutton it sliding my fingers slowly up. I slip his shirt off his shoulders as he leans up slightly letting it fall behind him. He reaches back and moves it off the bed. Yuki pulls my shirt up planting kisses each step of the way. This increases my breathing and heart rate. I never knew how much I wanted him. I put my arms up so he can easily pull the shirt off and toss it on the other side of the bed.

"Are you sure?" he asks me again as I smile. I unzip his pants and pushes them down pass his knees taking his boxers down as well. He kicks them off kissing me on the side of the neck and sliding his fingers along my stomach. He moves in circles around my belly button and slowly rises up running over each nipple. I moan loving the touch of his silky skin.

Yuki leans back up kissing me. He slides his tongue over my lips as I part them allowing him to deepen the kisses. His hands move slowly back down my chest and hooking his thumbs to my shorts I was wearing. Sensing no protest from me he slides my pants and my boxers down further. I lift myself up and watch them fall off my body and keep sliding until they are finally on the floor. He runs his fingers along my legs and gradually up the inside of my thighs.

I reach beside me for the bottle he left there. I squirt it on my fingers allowing it to warm up somewhat before I reach down and rub it on his penis. I stroke up and down feeling it harden to my touch. Yuki moans into my mouth taking the bottle from me. He parts my legs before reaching up to squirt some lubricant on his finger. He looks at me before sliding his finger slowly in. I moan and cling to the sheets. It's been so long since him and I…he slides his finger in and out allowing me to adjust before he adds another lubricated finger to enter.

He does this for a few minutes making sure that my body would comfortably fit him without any pain. He rolls over on top of me holding himself up with his arms. I wrap my legs around him pulling myself up so that he wouldn't have any trouble. I know this is a weird way of doing it but I don't mind. Whatever he wants to do is fine. He slides into me as I gasp at first but moan to feeling my body adjusting. He waits there for a few seconds before pulling out and pushing back in. "Yuki," I say as he picks up his pace but not once losing the delicate touch.

Our bodies are in harmony now as he reaches up with his one hand to stroke my penis. Everything around me vanishes. The only thing I see or feel is Yuki…and I love what I'm feeling. Yuki releases inside of me letting out a soft moan. It only takes me another few seconds to release. He lies down next to me as I roll over and wrap my arms around him. I kiss him holding him close. "Thank you," I say receiving one of his sexy smiles back. I close my eyes enjoying the moment. I don't want to talk…I don't want to move. I just want to stay here in his arms forever. Yuki pulls the blanket up wrapping it around us. This is why I trust me…and will always trust me.

Alright that's it. I'm not a man so please I'm sorry I did anything wrong I hope I didn't LOL bows Thank you so much for reading. That is the grand finale. I hope you enjoyed this story and don't forget to review. Tell me if I did okay with the male loving LOL. I enjoyed writing this story for all of you. Thank you kindly.

Angel Dove