TITLE: Changes AUTHOR: trista groulx (the dustytiger)
DISCLAIMER: kim, jimmy, bobby, carlos, lieu et al don't belong to me, they belong to NBC, their creator and the actors and actresses who portray them
RATING: R for sexual situations (in this part, if you're not into that, or too young pls avert your eyes, you're not missing any plot i promise)
CONTENT: kim/jimmy, kim/bobby r
SUMMARY: just needed to write a bit of smut, bobby and kim finally consumate their relationship
AUTHORS NOTES: all right, firstly sorry 'bout the mix up on chappie 6, this part is nine, and i know that so it's all good... mega sorries on the delay, but i just couldn't get myself to read this part unti a couple of days ago, i think i'm back on track for this one, at least until the pre-written stuff runs dry (two or three more parts) i'll stop babbling on with the fic!

on with the fic

Later that night they were cuddled on the couch watching a movie. As it ended she leaned over and kissed him lightly. She really did think that it was too good to be true, and that soon she would wake up, and be next to Jimmy. She kissed him harder, wanting so much for him to give her what she wanted. She had not dated a man in a long time who did not give into her sexual desires, and was beginning to get frustrated.

They sat on her couch, kissing like timid teenagers. He wasn't even touching her. Just kissing her, with those gentle, torturous kisses of his. She grumbled, and sat on him, trying to help him see what it was she wanted. She caressed his chest, face and neck, rubbing her hands gently and dangerously teasing. Still he did not seem to want touch her back. She pulled away, so frustrated she was getting upset.

"Bobby, will you touch me," she begged.

"Someone is feisty tonight," he whispered, continuing the kissing.

She pulled away again. "Bobby! I want more."

"I know you do Kim, but I want us to wait."

"For what? Bobby if you don't give me what I want I'm afraid I may become a virgin again."

"I told you it's been longer for me."

"The longer you wait the worse our first time is going to be."

He shook his head. "There is more to it then just sex, Kim. When we finally do make love, it will be special, and you'll know why when it happens." He kissed her again.

She decided to be more adventurous and nibbled at his neck. "Come on Bobby, you know you want it."

"I do, I want you so much Kim, but not yet, it's not the right time."

She kissed a line up to his ear, and took his lobe in her mouth. She let it go. "Please, Bobby, I want you so much."

"Kim, please!"

She moved, so she was sitting next to him, crossing her arms over her chest. He knew she was annoyed but knew that he wanted to wait just a little bit longer in order to know that her feelings were true.

"Fine if you don't want me to touch you then I won't," she retorted with a huff.

He brushed her hair out of her face. "I'm not trying to be a jerk, Kim, and I know you know that. I just want to wait, is that a crime? I told you that I want you for more then just who you are in bed."

"Yes, I know you're not trying to be an ass, but that's how I feel. And I know that you want to be with me for more then just sex. I understand that, so why do we still have to torture ourselves?"

"I just want to wait until we're both sure of our feelings."

"What the hell does that mean?"

"Just as it says Kim. I've waited for you this long, and I'm willing to wait as long as it takes for me to know for sure how you feel."

"You aren't suggesting that I still have feelings for Jimmy are you?"

"I don't want to think so Kim, but there's always that chance."

"I'm over him, you treat me so well, I would never want to go back to that. Jimmy will always be a big part of my life, because of Joey. He's also a huge part of my past because he was the first man I ever really loved. But I also know that all that is now in the past now. You are my future, and right now I can't see myself wanting anyone else any time soon. Bobby I never thought it was possible, but you made me see just how shitty things were with Jimmy. You made me fall out of love with him, and I think you may even be making me fall in love with you. It scares me, but I know that I'm ready for it, but I need to know that you feel the same way. I need to know I'm not wasting my time with this. I need you to know that you are not doing this to keep me away from Jimmy then deny me the love I need."

He kissed her. "Kim, that's what I wanted to hear." She looked at him confused. "Kim, I've loved you for so long, I can't even remember when I fell in love with you. But for so long you've been out of reach, because of Jimmy, and Joey. I didn't need to kiss, or touch you to know that I feel for you. I've known so long how I've felt, that I knew I needed to wait till you felt similar before I took this to the next step."

She smiled, and was beginning to tear up. "Thank you for being such an amazing person."

He kissed her, and began to lightly caress her breasts. She sighed with delight, glad to feel the touch of a man that really loved her at long last. His caresses were similar to his kisses, soft torture. Soon she was feeling those against her lips as well. She too was gently running her hands up and down his back.

She gently tugged at his shirt, and he stopped kissing her long enough to allow her to remove his shirt. She smiled, and he gently reached around to undo her bra, then let his fingers tease below her shirt. She hadn't even noticed but she was moaning like crazy as he touched her, which only encouraged him. Their hand and lips were exploring each other's bodies. Neither of them could think of anything they'd like to do more. It had taken so long to get to this place, they were going to try and savor every moment of it. She didn't know when she had lost her shirt, but knew it was now with his on the floor. Then she realized that she was half naked sitting, or half laying on her living room couch.

"Bobby," she said, breathily. "I think we should move this into the bedroom."

He smiled at her. "I think that's a very good idea."

She took his hand, and led him to her room, although she knew had been there many times before. This time was going to be different. Soon they were laying on their sides facing each other, just caressing each other's faces. They did that for a long moment, before they began to kiss again.

He let his lips fall onto one breast, while his hand caressed the other. She soon forgot her own exploration, as she was filled with ecstasy, it felt so good. It had been a long time since she had had good foreplay. He teased her, bit her lightly, and made her feel good. She was pretty sure she even came just at his teasing her breasts. She was moaning and panting like crazy. Anyone who might have been listening would have thought they were in a cheap porn film.

"More," she purred.

"Patience Kim," he whispered.

"Fuck patience!"

She sat up, surprising him. She then took off her pants and panties as one, then laid back down waiting for him to catch up. He also removed his pants and underwear, but simply continued where he had left off, exploring her breasts.
"Bobby, please," she begged.

He kissed her on the lips, ignoring her pleas. He kept his lips on her breast, changing which one was getting the attention when her remembered, and began to explore the rest of her body, gently. He wanted to know if there was anywhere that made her crazy. He gently caressed her ribcages, then traced her belly button making her shudder.

Finally he let his hand dip below. She squealed with excitement upon feeling his finger there. His lips forgot her breast, and he was focused somewhere else. He tentatively explored, still with only his fingers, while she moaned and stifled screams.

He was glad to have such an effect over her. He was also glad that he would finally get to be with her, he had waited so long for that moment. He caressed her, not letting his fingers enter her. He wanted so much to be inside her, but he knew that he wanted to pleasure her a little while longer before that would happen. He gently, teasingly touched her. Caressing every part he knew would make her crazy then he felt the warmth he was seeking flowing onto his hand

"Oh! Bobby!" she screamed as she came.

He slowed down the pace, and focused again on her breasts. He then began to kiss her mouth again. She smiled at him through the kissed, and soon her hands were rubbing his chest, happily. He pulled away, and she only felt sorry about the loss for a moment. Then she felt his lips where only a few men had put them before. She screamed with delight and just the touch. She thought she was going to exploded when he tongue began to lap at the wetness there. She didn't want to come like that, but soon realized he would not stop until she did. She released with another scream.

"You're loud, Kim," he whispered.

He laid his head on her chest, to let her rest a little bit

"You're so good Bobby," she said, surprised to hear the lust in her voice.

"So are you," he assured her, tracing circles on her breasts gently.

She smiled. "As nice as this is, we could be doing more."

"I just want to make sure you're ready."

"I've been ready for a long time."

He gently rolled on top her, positioning himself, then he entered her. Her legs wrapped around his back for deeper entrance, welcoming him. She was glad to finally have a man there who was not Jimmy. It had been so long since she had done it, and it felt so good. She felt him beginning to pump in and out of her, and she couldn't help scream in ecstasy. He too began to moan, but she was drowning him out.

"Finally!" she screamed in pleasure. "Bobby!"

"Oh, Kim, so good, can't last," he panted. "Oh! Kim!"

Before they knew it, it was over. He gently moved away from her, laying next to her. Soon she sought him out. Spooning up to him. She needed him close. She wanted to tell him how amazing he had been, to praise him for everything, but it took a little longer then she had expected for the ability to speak to come back.

"So good!" she panted, finally.

"Yeah, sorry it didn't last long," he whispered, absently playing with her hair.

"I didn't notice." She replied honestly. "It was so good. I love you Bobby."

"I love you Kim." He kissed her. "But I can go for longer, it's just been a while."

She was glad that he was not too good to be true, since he was trying to boost his ego because of the short, although all too pleasurable experience. She wasn't sure she could last very long with him, even if he tried, but she wasn't going to stroke his ego.

He began to caress her body again, and she knew it wouldn't be too long before he tried to make it up to her. She was just glad that he knew the importance of foreplay.

"So soon Bobby?" she asked.

"I can wait if you want," he offered.

She took his hand and placed it on her breast. "I know I'm up for round two," she purred.

He kissed her, lightly, and soon they began exploring each other's bodies for new places to drive the other wild.

tbc...

end notes: all right, i promise that's enough with the smuttiness for a while, sorry for the delay, i just couldn't read it for the last month to do editing and such, and sorry about the confusion on the new chappies, and screwing up the order... pls tell me what you think... i have two more part written, that need editing and a couple ideas from there soo... pls review!