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Love? No... that can't be right!
Chapter Six: Kouga and the Diary.

"mmm... its morning already? Wow, it feels like I haven't even slept for an hour?" kagome sat up and stretched. She looked over at Inuyasha, who was sitting in the tree still. He wasn't sleeping anymore though. He was just sitting in the tree thinking to himself. I wish I knew what he was thinking... wait a minute... I CAN! She started walking towards Inuyasha, as quietly as she could. It was strange, how they could share eachother's thoughts. It was also strange, because she knew that she could only hear some of his thoughts, and the same with him. It had to be that way, because Kagome had learned in school that if anybody for one moment stopped thinking, then they would die. So obviously she didn't know his EVERY thought. but its worth a try!

She crept up behind the tree that Inuyasha was sitting in, and started listening. Nothing. She decided that she would try to climb the tree, but she figured out that she couldn't do that without the hanyou noticing. Why does he do this to me?

Because I can

Immediately, Inuyasha jumped out of the tree, grabbed Kagome (causing her to scream), and jumped back up into the tree.

"What was that for?"
"Why were you sneaking up on me?"
"I... I ... uh..."
"I was just thinking about last night"
"What about it?"
"Thats none of your damn buisness" Inuyasha jumped out of the tree, leaving Kagome there alone.

"I-I-INUYASHA! help me!"
"Keh, Get down yourself" Kagome was so far up in the tree that she was scared to death. She just sat there, for what seemed to be forever.

"Kagome" said a voice from below.
"Kouga! Please help me!"
"God, Kagome, PLEASE don't tell me muttface did this to you..."
"Just help me down... please?" Kouga jumped up in the tree and grabbed Kagome and jumped out.

"What were you doing up there anyway? If Inuyasha left you up there, then I swear I'll KILL him. You really should come and stay with me, ya know."
Kagome just stopped listening. She had an idea. If I stay with Kouga for a few days, then maybe Inuyasha will get jealous. He'll be sorry he's ever done ANYTHING to me. That'll teach him for good.

"Kouga...?"
"yes dear?"
"Can I come and stay with you?" Kouga just had the happiest expression on his face that anybody had EVER seen him with.
"are you sure Kagome?"
"yes, I'm sure, and can we leave... now?"
Kouga put her on his back, like Inuyasha usually did, and took off running for his pack's village. He was talking to her the whole way. She wasn't listening though. She was too busy thinking of how brilliant her plan was.

When they finally arrived at Kouga's place, she was amazed. She had never really been to his village before. It was much larger than Kaede's village. "Wow, Kouga, Its really great!"
"I know. I hope you'll love it. Of course, there's not much room left, so you'll be stuck with me. My pack isin't exactly fond of strangers, you know." He was still smiling.

"Stuck with you? But not in the same bed right?"
"Of course not. We haven't mated yet"
"Mated?"
"Yes, mating is where a fema---"
"I KNOW WHAT MATING IS KOUGA... I just don't want to mate with you"
"but I thought..."
"NO. er... um... not yet, I'm only 16 you know."
"Right..." Kouga looked disappointed. "of course, you do understand that demons usually mate when they are younger than you?"
"OH, right, and you do understand that I'm not a demon, right?" Kagome was starting to get irritated. Note, the sarcasm in her tone. Kagome couldn't tell if Kouga was more embarrased or disappointed. "anyway, why don't you show me around?"
"Okay" He started to show kagome around.

INUYASHA'S POV

stupid wench, has to know everything doesn't she? Its none of her damn buisness what I was thinking about. I was just thinking about that kiss. It wasn't much. I don't think it meant too much of a difference for her. If it had, she wouldn't be so bitchy.

She wasn't being bitchy, and you know it. She was probably just concerned. Thats just how Kagome is. She loves everybody, and everybody loves her. I love her. She just doesn't know it.

He felt hungry, so he decided to go and get some ramen out of her bag. He was digging through it... no ramen. i wonder what all she has in here anyway....He pulled out some clothes, some candy, some of that stuff she used to clean herself with, and then those 4 books. There was other stuff in there too, but the four books interested him.

He opened one of them, she had written in it. She writes so pretty. But this is her diary. I can't read her diary, she'd kill me! But she doesn't have to know, she's still up in the tree... He turned it to the last entry. He figured that if he was going to read anything, that it should be a recent one. That way he would know how she feels at the moment.

I had a great birthday party, but I think I made a big mistake. When I blew out my candles, I was suppose to make a wish. I wished that I could know what Inuyasha was thinking. I didn't think it would come true. In fact, I was almost POSITIVE it wouldn't come true. I had completely forgotten about the jewel being around my neck. When Inuyasha found out, he demanded that I either take back the wish, or make a wish for him to be able to know what I was thinking. I did it, but only because I didn't want him to hate me. I love Inuyasha, and it would kill me to know that he hated me. Even if he never loves me back, I at least want to be his friend. Inuyasha said that we could use this to our advantage, but still hasn't really explained how. I guess we could use it while we are in battle, but I don't think that's really the reason he wanted to know what I was thining as well.
Oh, and another thing happened today as well, I kissed Inuyasha. It was wonderful! It was just a peck on the cheek, but I've never kissed anybody before, and I've never been kissed by anybody before. I don't really know what he thought about it though. He said he liked it, but he may be saying that so that I won't ask him again. He doesn't like talking about things like that. Well, I must be going to bed now, I'm sleepy.

She thinks that I don't love her?
Of course she does, you've never done anything to make her think other wise...

Well, that must change.

Inuyasha ran back to the tree to get Kagome. He was going to make it up to him. He was going to apologize. He was going to tell her how much he really did LOVE her.

When he got to the tree, he saw Kagome talking to Kouga.

What? she's going to go and live with him? Well, FINE.. She can go and fucking live with that mangy wolf. Fucking Bastard.

I should say something. If I don't I could lose her forever. If he decides to claim her... I will lose her forever...

Just as Inuyasha was about to go out and say something, Kagome hopped on Kouga's back, and Kouga ran. She does love him, and he can protect her better than I can. Let her go.

He walked back to the village to talk to Miroku about it.

"HEY MONK!"
"yes, Inuyasha?"
"You love Sango right?"
"umm... I guess so, why?"
"If she just got up and left with another guy, who you thought might be better than you, what would you do about it?"
"I suppose I'd try to talk to her"
"But what if she was already gone when you found out?"
"I'd find her."
Sango and Miroku weren't together or anything, but Inuyasha knew that they loved eachother. They didn't know it though.

"Get Sango and Shippo, We're going to Kouga's"
"right"

REVIEWS:

Wow this is a really good story! I love the whole twist on the thoughts. You are doing a great job on writing this and can't wait for more, please don't leave us hanging!
Brenna

Thank you! and can you believe I actually came up with that myself? lol...j/k... i mean i did, but that just sounds conceited! lol I won't leave ya'll hangin... for long...
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MORE! THIS IS A GREAT STORY!
Lil Angel Girly

Its on the way, Thanks!

I really really like this fic. it's awsome! it goes into my favs! ;)
DivineRoseKeeper

Thank you very much!
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That's a good story. Keep writing! :)
sesshy-can-die

Thank you, I will. Interesting pen-name! lol
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this is a really good story! keep up the good
LiLpSyChOsPaZ

Thank you! I'll try!
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I love it!! can't wait for the next update! hope it's soon!!
Kitsune-Tenshi-16

Thank you! I'm going as fast as I can, now that I'm back in school! sorry for the delay u guys!
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This story is interesting, however, you need to work on your use of the English language. ALso, you could make the story more deep. You also should be aware that if at anytime someone stopped thinking, they would die. They'd stop breathing, their heart would stop, and they would collapse and die. Anyhow, get a beta. This story deserves it.
Bellflower Miko

I know... Its not perfect, It has very many errors and probably a few typoes. I don't exactly have spell check on my computer, but I'm trying. I probably have made quite a few mistakes in my writing as well, and I apologize for that. I understand that if anybody did stop thinking for any moment, then they would die. and in your honor, I put a part in this chapter explaining that somewhat. I would get a beta... but I'm not exactly sure what it is. so... yeah... lol... Does that help any? Anyway, Thank you for your review! Like I said, Criticism is always welcome!

I would like to thank everybody that reviewed! I really appreciate it! I'm not going to play the review game anymore though...ya'll beat me last time! NOT FAIR! lol, anyways, lemme know what you think!
Also, I'm not 100 sure how I'm going to end this story, so if ya'll want to make suggestions as well, Feel free to! (if i use ur suggestion, I'll give you credit of course!) Thanks again everybody!
-Kagzyasha