I sat alone staring out my bedroom window at the stars. My memory began to drift back to the day the future near future when Crystal Tokyo was no more only a dream again.

-FlashBack-
"Sailor Saturn!" I was froozen in place as a huge blast came at my body and then everything went into slow motion Sailor Mini Moon jumped infront of me the blast hit her right in the chest. She began falling back and I caught her as sailor moon killed the yoma in rage. The scouts ran over to use as I lay rini's pale limp body on the ground. "Rini open your eyes!" I pleaded to her and the sailor moon pushed my away and fell to her knees next to rini. "Rini honey please open your eyes for mommy you can't be dead!" I watched as Sailor Moon shook her begging her to wake up. Finally after awhile she gave up and all the scouts where crying. Sailor Moon looked at me and point a fingure at me "You caused her death Saturn!" I shook my head not beleaving her. I ran away she them all droping my glave. It began to rain but I didn't care I just kept running.
-End of Flash Back-

Tears streamed down my cheeks. Serena had convinced the scouts that it was my fault rini was dead. Haruka-papa, Michiru-mama, and Setsuna-mama had all stopped making eye contact and had now begun to go to scout meetings without me. I was now being left alone again and the pain of lonilyness was killing me. I stopped looking out the window and got up from where I was siting. I walked outta my room and over to the front door and opened it. I began running down the stairs leading down and outta the apartment building. I just kept running not caring where I ended up. I didn't wanna be Sailor Saturn anymore all I wanted to be was a normal girl again. I didn't wanna be lonely again. Everything around me became black I didn't have a clue where I was running to I just kept running. I wanted to start my life over again and forget all the sad stuff. I finally stopped running and I was tired and thristing from running so much. I found myself infront of the cherry hill temple. I silently went up the temple stairs and saw that the sailor scouts where training. No one noticed me and I just watched for awhile. I dug around in my dress pocket and took out my transforming pen. I looked at it and then at the sailor scouts. I then put it away and said quietly "GoodBye Haruka-papa, Setsuna-mama, and Michiru-mama" I then turned and quietly left. I wasn't heading home. I didn't know where I was going to go but I hoped where ever it was it needed to be far away from here...........

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Where is Hotura going? Is she going to be able to live alone? Find out in the next chapter! I'd like 5 reviews or more before I continue this story.