(Just a little note guys and gals. this is rated M, i know theres no such rating, but it is going to be smutty, so if you don't like that kind of thing turn, cover your eyes now,lol. I think for my story to progress Rose and Theta need this, don't wish to cause any offense though so Im giving fair warning, plus it wont be explicit, cos Im no good at that sort of writing ;-) )
Hands roaming, tongues tasting, minds wandering, Rose and the doctor clung to each other for dear life. He'd spent so long denying what he truly felt, and she had spent just as long ignoring the fact she wanted him this much that when they finally admitted it all to themselves it was like a damn breaking. their wants and needs as like the water, came gushing forth with no end or rest in sight.
Time stood still, and for a man who'd spent the majority of his life hopping from one time and dimension to another that was a truly mind bending thought. He swore to god that time stood still, his entire body was buzzing with the effects of Rose, the taste, the smell, the feel. It all added up to sensory overload, and he was loving it. As a 900 year old alien he had strangely never experienced the act of love making with a human woman. You would have thought that after so long hiding in their worlds and societies that he'd have at least once, you know. But no, never, and it seemed oddly fitting that his 'first' time should be with the woman he was so in love with that he couldn't think straight.
Only problem was, he'd never actually done...it before. What if he wasn't good enough, what if he didn't satisfy her, and more importantly, what if she got up the next morning realised what a horrific mistake she'd made and ran away from him. He couldn't take that, not after having to fight to keep her here.
He faultered.
Time stood still. Ironic seen as neither time nor Rose had stood still in a good long while. She swore to god, time stood still. Her entire body was on fire, he created such a heat within her, all consuming, and quite frankly delicious. she hadn't been touched like this for what seemed like years, it was in fact only weeks, but still even with Mickey, it hadn't been so fiery, passionate or well, sexy. And she needed this, she was so past needing this that the mere tickle of his breath against her neck was sending liquid fire and ice simultaneously up and down her spine.
Only problem was, she was afraid he would come to his senses. figure out that they weren't compatible and do that thing that men are so famed for doing. Be noble. Which wasn't the whole truth, they weren't actually being noble, they were usually cutting off their nose to spite their face, worrying the girl deserved BETTER, or that this wasn't RIGHT. She couldn't take that, not after hoping for so long that he would look at her the way he was doing now, it would break her heart.
She faultered.
"Rose I..
"Theta I..
"Rose, I've never, well, I've never been with.." she went to interrupt.
"No let me finish, I have to say this, I've never been with a human woman before, and I don't want, never want to disappoint you, My body is reacting to you in a way I've never truly understood before, but I know I need this, I need to touch you, be inside you, I just, I don't want you to regret this"
"Doc..Theta, I love you, you couldn't disappoint me if you tried, I just, Im afraid, afraid that tomorrow, or even later on today when you've had time to think about this you'll run from this, from me, you'll decide that you aren't whats best for me. I couldn't take that, so please, if you're just acting in the moment and tomorrow your going to abandon me back at mums flat for my own good, tell me now"
"I want you, and Im never leaving you"
The calmness in his voice totally contradicted the wildness in his eyes. Eddying currents of blue mixed with black, looked out at Rose like a loaf of bread placed in front of a ravenously starved man. His arms were around her again, he was becomming lost in the feel of her. Clothes were left un-noticed where they landed, hands tangled in hair and small groans and grunts could be heard emanating from both of them. Neither spoke, neither needed to, they were too busy enjoying each other, too busy loving each other.
Time Stood Still.
