A/N: Finally the third chapter is here! And as promised here is the explanation of why Hiro hates Kaiya so much. Oh, and tell me if it's a little confusing, I alternated -flashbacks- with real time story without the indication, if you ask for it I'll place it.
Oh, and some action between Yuki and Shu.
Thanks to all the reviewers, you make my days happier!
And thanks to Clari chan, who amazingly enough managed to beta-read the next chapters of TYIL and this story in one day! Ah, just wait 'till Saturday and I'll post one of those again, you chose which one!

Disclaimer: I own Kaiya Keitaro, so I can say freely she's a manipulative bith. The other characters aren't mine though...

Beta-read by:Clari-chan, she's my fav. What else is ther to say?
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Chapter three: Unwanted Memories.

-Where is he? Hiroshi Nakano you better tell me where he is or-

-Or what? You'll leave again? That would actually make me feel better. And I'm Nakano for you.

Sakano, K and Suguru looked at both guitarist and new singer as they glared at each other.

-So what's wrong with them- Suguru asked. He had always admired the patience of his friend, who could stand Shu's antics without effort. This girl, however, seemed to upset him with her presence only.

-I have no idea. I think it has something to do with Shindou-kun-. Sakano felt slightly worried, but curiosity was stronger for the moment and since he had no idea of the war going on his boss' office he was pretty calm.

-Speaking of which, that lazy singer is late again-. K grabbed his gun and looked at the other two, expecting a reason for the absence of said singer. When no one said anything he pointed at Hiro, who has still in a glaring contest with Kaiya, and shot.

The bullet missed for a few inches, and Kaiya, who wasn't used to the crazy manager ways of getting people's attention, screamed.

-What's wrong with you! You could've killed us!

-Oh, how touching, you'd care if I died? Nothing had ever made me happier.

-Shut up, Hiroshi.

-It's Nakano and this is my studio, so if anyone should shut up it's you.

K, unaccustomed to being ignored, left the room, only to come back a few seconds later with a bazooka. Hiro paled and kept quiet, while Kaiya looked like she was about to faint.

-Very well then. Keitaro-san, could you leave us alone please? I need to discuss something with my favorite guitarist.

-Uh... su- sure-. The girl left the studio without another word.

-K-san? Eh... You won't fire that here, right?

-Give me a reason why our pink singer isn't here yet, and I'll consider it.

Hiro blinked a couple of times and then sighed. This was gonna be a long day.

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It wasn't until they got to the apartment and entered that Yuki made the first move. Literally. In a matter of seconds he had pinned Shuichi against the wall and was kissing him passionately. Apparently watching his lover so mad had given Yuki the urge to prove who was in charge.

Shuichi was too startled at first to react, but when his lover removed his shirt and began kissing his neck, his body took control again, leaving his brain to wonder all it wanted. Shuichi moaned loudly when Yuki's hands reached for his pants and his mouth took over one of his nipples.

Yuki began to suck hard, and Shuichi moaned again. Yuki was being rude, almost as he was punishing him for what he had said before, but Shu didn't care anymore. He just wanted his lover inside, filling him the way only he could.

Soon their clothes had been discarded and they were on the couch, where Yuki took advantage of his strength and took the boy without more delay. He introduced one of his fingers harshly and Shuichi cried both from pain and pleasure. After a moment two other fingers followed the first one and this time Shuichi screamed.

-Yuki!

The blond man didn't answer. He was, however, conscious that he had hurt the boy and regretted it. He stood there without moving, and then he reached Shuichi's mouth and kissed him softly, as an apology for the previous pain. Then he licked slowly the tears that were falling from his eyes, causing Shuichi to tremble a little. Slowly, Yuki began to move his fingers, and the smaller singer shivered with pleasure.

Yuki kept the movement for a while, enjoying the pleasure that was reflected on Shuichi's amethyst eyes. Then he removed his fingers, and when Shu gasped, he entered him. The singer moaned so loudly that he was sure the girls from the floor below had heard him. He didn't care. As Yuki pressed on him harder all rational thoughts were erased from him. Over and over again.

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We had just entered High School. Shuichi and Kaiya became friends immediately. Just like him, her dream was to become a popular singer. I thought she was a nice girl, so didn't complain when Shu told me he wanted her in the band.

It was incredible at first. She has a great voice, that combined with Shu's could get us a contract really easy. It also worked very well, Shu wrote the lyrics, she helped him with the arrangements, Shu and I would play the instruments and they would sing.

After a while I noticed Shuichi was beginning to like her. Everyone said they were perfect for each other, she kept him calm and he made her smile. They really made a great couple and Shuichi was truly in love with her. He wrote her a song that we were planning on play at our debut at a club.

It felt like it was too perfect to be true. And it was. The day we were supposed to perform at the club we arrived a little late because we were carrying with our instruments. And when we arrived she was singing another song, alone. It seems that working in a band wasn't what she was waiting for. She took our chance and told the owner of the club that we had backed out.

We just stood there, watching her. And when it all ended another guy went to where she was and kissed her.

That day a manager of another record company was having some drinks there and she got a contract. A week later she left school and we thought we'd never see her again. It was really hard on Shu, you know? For a while he even refused to sing or do anything related to music.

The day he met Yuki-san I had told him he should get a girl and he didn't flinch... I thought we had finally gotten rid of her.

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Hiro finished telling them their story and sighed. He had truly believed that they would never see her again, and then this morning K introduced him to the new singer they would be working with. And it turns out that it was her.

-I see... that's why you ran out the building? To prevent Shuichi-kun from seeing her- Suguru asked.

-Yeah. I wish she hadn't come down after me, I could've convinced Shu to leave before he saw her.

-So Shindou-kun did arrive?

Hiro sweat drooped at this. Now K would know that he had asked Shuichi to leave. He was in trouble. BIG trouble.

-Eh... well Yuki-san brought him... but he went to Seguchi-san's office, so I have no idea where he is now.

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-Kaiya-chan?

Shuichi couldn't believe it. There was his girlfriend, singing on the stage without them. Why would she do that? They were supposed to sing together! They were supposed to sing the song he had written for her! Why?

Hiro was as surprised as he was, but understood the situation quickly enough. He was about to jump on the stage when Shuichi stopped him.

-Shuichi?

The boy couldn't say a word. He just shook his head and listened to the song she was singing. And then it ended. Shuichi wanted to go talk to her, asked her why and then listen that it was all a misunderstanding. Instead another guy approached her and kissed her.

She looked... happy.

They were walking towards him and Kaiya hadn't noticed him yet. Shuichi's brain screamed to run away, escape the confrontation. But his feet didn't answer him. Hiro too seemed frozen in his place, but for different reasons. Unlike his friend he was ready for some answers.

-Mm? Who are you?

The guy had spoken to him, but Shuichi was staring at Kaiya. Her eyes opened wide in horror, knowing she had been discovered.

-Shu- He cut her immediately with a smile and answered the guy.

-I'm Shindou Shuichi, Keitaro-san is my classmate, and I just wanted to congratulate her! You were incredible there- He avoided her eyes and continued. –I couldn't believe it when I saw you up there!

Before Hiro could cut in Shuichi's brain finally got his feet to move and he bowed.

-Sorry, but we need to go. We were expecting the owner of this club to give us a chance to play here, but... I guess tonight isn't our lucky night...

-Shu-kun... – Her words were almost inaudible, but not to Shuichi, who felt his heart crumbling into pieces.

-Well, we'll see you at school, Keitaro-san! Good luck...

Somehow the heart broken singer managed to take out his best friend before he could react. They were at the street before Kaiya or Hiro could say anything else.

-Shu... I... I don't know what to say...

Sure Hiro knew what he wanted to say to that girl. All kinds of ways to let her know his opinions on the way that she had acted were forming in his head. Unfortunately, he was sure none of that would make Shuichi feel better.

-Well Hiro, let's go home! We can't present ourselves in a club without lyrics right? So I'll go write some lyrics for us!

That had been it. Shuichi hadn't answered the phone or her visits. Hiro had done exactly the same, although it had been just for his friend's sake. Almost a year later Shuichi had met Yuki, and Hiro had thought it was all over. He was glad to see Shu so happy with the writer, and the lyrics Shu had written were forgotten.

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Shuichi stared silently at the window, watching the sunset. After having sex he had apologized to Yuki, in the usual 'I'm sorry Yuki, I love you' way. The blonde man answered that Tohma's face had been worthy, and that Shu's words would never hurt him because he wasn't an oversensitive brat. Shu wasn't offended by this, but glad that everything seemed to be ok. That was until Yuki asked.

-So why you got so upset anyway?

-Uh?

-You were yelling at us just for fun or you actually had a reason to do so?

-I... I just... I...

Shuichi realized he couldn't tell him. Not even once, not even with Hiro, did he talk to anyone about his feelings for Kaiya after that day at the club. There were simply no words to express what he had felt that day. And there weren't any words for what he had felt when he saw her earlier either. So instead of trying to explain it to Yuki he kept quiet.

-I don't know.

Yuki had raised an eyebrow at him, but said nothing else. After a moment he had gone to the kitchen and Shuichi had just left towards his room and locked himself in. So far Yuki hadn't tried to talk to him again. Shuichi was left alone with his thoughts.

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-Shu-kun! Shu-kun please! Just let me explain it to you!

Shuichi had stopped and asked what was there to explain. He didn't turned around, sure that if he saw her chocolate eyes he would fall apart.

-I... There's no way to ask you to forgive me. I know you must hate me by now, but I want you to understand-

-Understand? What's there to understand? –He turned around quickly and for a second she looked afraid. But he was smiling. The moment he had been supposed to yell or something alike he had just smiled.

-I'm not mad at you.

-Really?

-Yeah... more like sad, but that's ok. I'll get over it.

-Shu-kun... I... I want to become a singer, you have to understand I just did what I thought was better for my career! If you were in my place wouldn't you give everything to make your dreams come true?

That was low. How could she say those things to him? How dare ? After all he had given to her!

-The thing is I was in your place... I won't ever give up on my dreams, but... I wouldn't leave someone I love for them. I guess you never really loved me, did you?

She had looked at him with pleading eyes, but he was already turning around and entering his classroom.

-I do love you...but I'm not as strong as you...

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-Kaiya...

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A/N: Hate her already? Next:

Chapter four: Pain, Jealousy and Fears.