whatevergirl: thank you...i forgot how to spell her name and i was teird...glad you enjoyed it.
Kytten:so glad it was believeable, and yes, poto sorely lacks many slash fics...i shall probably write several, if my friend doesn't kill me first...
Blaze/reads review and almost falls off chair laughing so hard/ you were the second person to tell me that that same day..and i am well aware of this fact, but i enjoy my insanity so...
lotr: it's the cd that gave me the images to write this...and i don't care if you say something bad...it just makes me laugh...
jokarynn : yeah yeah yeah...stop being so full of yourself must...change...penname...
inkie pinkie: i am so sorry you've only seen it once... my friend's seen it 10 times and she wants to see it again... i saw it 6 though,... and have the cd...happy! stage two shall be in this chapter.. as well as stage three
PART THE SECOND
Why did I jump after you? I really don't know.
Three months. Three goddamn months. I'd finally forced myself to forget you, or as near to forgetting you as possible, and was ready to move on with Christine ... And you came back.
Damn you, you came back. Why? Why must you do this to me? Do you even know that you're doing it? I doubt it. But, at any rate, I jumped after you. I saw you in your maze of mirrors, and then later when Giry told me of your past.
No wonder. Really, no one has a right to blame you for being the way you are. But you do take it a bit far. I guess if one lived your life, then found one they loved, and then had that person reject them...
Yet, I love you.
I would show you what love can feel like, what one can do with the night...
And you love her. Everyone does, including me in my own way. Not like I want you.
Then, at the graveyard, I would've killed you. I WANTED to kill you. I wanted you to go away, to leave me, to take all this confusion and pain away. I wanted to see you defeated, because you've defeated me without trying. And, when you had be under you, for the brief second, when you cut me...
I would've gladly died then.
Instead, I rolled away from you, and fought you again. My heart was weeping.
And, you know what? I really, really hate you right now. But, at the same time, I think I might love you more than I did. Damnit, why are you so damn confusing? Why can't I sleep anymore because I'm always thinking of you?
What the hell have you done to me?
I hate you I hate you I hate you.
I have to keep telling myself that I hate you, for the other alternative would be...
But I hate you, so it's not possible I love you and wonder what it would be like to...
Since I hate you, I don't wonder. I don't.
I don't...
I do.
amazinly short...but i swear the next one will be longer! cuz that's the part with the most contact between raoul and erik /very big eveil grin/ mwhahahahaha! i just finished the book... jesus...
state two: saying he hates rather than loves, then stage 3: finally freaking acepting it