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Hey, Granger's the name, yeah that's right, the bossy know it all, Harry Potter's sidekick. I am getting so tired of that, the golden girl, goodie-two-shoes, Weasley's girlfriend. All because I showed I had brains in first year, I'm tired of always doing what's expected of me, thank god I'm good at acting, I mean come on, I'm writing in a diary and I can't bring myself to use my boyfriend's first name, and then there's Potter, the most conceited prick ever to walk the earth, I don't know how many times I've had to put up with him yelling at me because of what's happened to him, poor little hero boy, everything's about him isn't it? Then we have the sickeningly sweet Gryffindors, though I wouldn't be surprised if there are more like me. Now you may ask why I've been friends with two people I don't like for about five years, and why I'm dating one of them. Well it started when I was ten, Professor McGonagall came to me and told me all about the wizarding world, then she told me about the order, apparently I had extraordinary magical powers, they wanted me to take the job of protecting Harry Potter, the thing meant I would get out of the hell hole I called a home a year early so I said yes, of course I didn't know him then, I didn't realise keeping him out of trouble was a full time job, I swear the idiot has a death wish, and that whining, you're parents died, get over it, so did mine, you're not the only orphan in the world. And then there's them and girls, first Harry, he ignores Ginny completely then comes whining because Cho doesn't come running when he shows a little interest in her, and Ron insulting girls because of their looks and expecting sympathy when no girl wants him, he's not such a catch himself. Now I've gone a bit off track, anyway I kept close to them and at the beginning of this year Ron asked me out and I said yes, I mean everyone expected me to, apparently I've been in love with him since second year, you know I've always found it funny I find out everything about me through gossip, like for example that I couldn't fly, I found that out the night before flying lessons started and since then I'm mortally afraid of flying, shame really, I love flying, Madam Hooch taught me before first year, I stayed at the castle for about a month to prepare myself, she was mighty disappointed when I told her, she wanted me to play quidditch, now I just fly at night, I do a lot of things then, and the times I go off to "study", I practise martial arts, I do target practise, I sing, which I am also notoriously bad at, I could have sworn someone saw me once when I was out flying but whoever it was can't say anything, he was out after curfew just like I was and he was heading toward the forest, I usually have my target practise there but I've never seen any other students go in there willingly. Tomorrow's Halloween, the same day I managed to get close to the jerks five years ago, the day I'm going to blow my cover, I don't care what anyone thinks anymore, what they expect, I can't handle the idiots anymore, and I am definitely not going to keep up with these preppy clothes anymore, I hate them, I also hate the colour red, which is a problem as the entire common room and the dorm I am currently seated in is decorated in red. Ok I have to go, Weasley is coming up to take me to dinner, then I'm going to go to Hogsmeade and get some proper clothes, I can't wait to se everyone's faces when they realize they never knew me at all, only Hooch, McGonagall and Dumbledore know what I'm like, se you tomorrow.
Hermione Granger.
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