Ohayo! It's me, axfatalxillusion with a new story! This time it's based off of Naruto, as I have recently been obsessed with the Sasu/Naru/Sasu pairing! This will be a One-shot, and might spawn a fic…bold a poem by me ((isn't in sasuke's letter))
Title:
Gone
Summary: Uchiha Sasuke has always been cold and
distant. Why? All because of one boy. One Uzumaki Naruto. And to get
his feelings off his chest, Sasuke writes Naruto a letter, and then….
SasuxNaru
DISCLAIMER: DON'T OWN NARUTO
"Dear Uzumaki
Naruto,
Everyday I see you. I see you fawn over Sakura. I see
your smiles, your frowns. I see the sparkle in your eye every time
someone talks to you. Yet why do I feel this way? Why do I feel like
my heart is ripped out of my body every time you smile? Why is that
smile never directed at me? All I get from you are glares.
Naruto…You are the source of my pain, my confusion, my regret, my sorrow, my tears...And yet...You are the source of my strength, my courage, my life. You are my reason for living. I live each day looking for you. Seeing your smiles. Everyday I see how you look at them. It makes me happy to know that you can still smile after having the Kyuubi no Kitsune sealed inside of you. After having everyone hate you, despise you. And isn't it ironic? How we've been rivals for all of life, yet we compliment each other in every way? Hn, I guess opposites do attract. But what will it take for you to notice these things? How long must I wait for you? How long must I watch from the sidelines?
Every night I cry myself to sleep. I don't even know I'm crying until I feel the wet tears stream down my face.
It's too hard
I can't
stop anymore
Why can't I?
Yet I know how
you feel about me. You don't care. You hate me. You could never
trust someone like me.
The tears keep falling
Drop by
drop
Why won't they stop?
And yet, I'm able to live each day just by seeing you. All I want is for you to trust me, to see me as another…Not to see me as a rival, or as an enemy.
They won't let me hold them back
So they keep on
going
Why can't I hold them back?
And so,
tear by tear, I remember your smile. I remember your face. And I
know…I know that I will never be seen in your eyes the way you are
in mine.
Down and down
Straight to the ground
Why
do they fall?
I'm hopeless. Utterly in love
with the one I call my rival, and yet…you don't even look at me
that way.
These tears of mine
Why do they
come?
why do they haunt me?
Every time I cry, it's
because I remember the time's I've had with you. And why? Why do
I cry? Because…
they won't stop falling
why
can't they stop?
Because I can't have you.
I'm left
here all alone
And there's no one to call my own.
That's
why.
That's why I let the tears fall. Because I will never be able to have someone to call my own. Because I can't have you to call my own.
And maybe, just maybe…this letter will get you to look at me in that way. So please Naruto, I love you. I always have, and I always will. And…I'm sorry. Please, don't look for me. I've already talked it over with Hokage-sama. I…Naruto, I'm leaving for a while. Don't look for me. I'll be back…I just need…I just need to be alone.
Love, Uchiha Sasuke"
All throughout the village of Konoha, the only thing heard, the only thing seen, was a bright orange and yellow blur crying his heart out. And from that, you knew that this boy had just lost his love, his only love.