I Am Not the Fucking Gay
by:~InsanoFreakChild~
Dedication: To BobtheDemiGod! ^-^ Just for You!
WARNING: YAOI lemon/lime stuff!!! no like no read!!
Disclaimer: I don't own digimon
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Chappie 10: Suicide and Cheesy Puffs
Ken woke up slowly to find Wormmon pacing back and forth
across his room. For a second he forgot his place in the universe
as the effects of being knocked out began to fade.
"What's wrong with you?" Ken asked, although a moment later
he came down back to reality. Wormmon started at the question and
hurried over to Ken.
"Are you alright Ken? Please don't kill yourself, everything'll be
alright. Daisuke is-"
Ken glared at Wormmon and cut him off, "despising me for
what I've done.... Not that I wouldn't do the same if it were vise
versa."
"No, he's-"
"Plotting revenge along with Taichi?"
"No, you just don't see-"
"That he's planning to ignore me or move away instead to
impend a doom on me worse than death."
"WILL YOU JUST STOP IT?!"
"NO!!"
"But Davis, he-"
"I don't wanna hear this! I'm going for a walk."
"But, Davis is com-" Wormmon was again interrupted, this time
by the door slamming shut. 'Oh, great. Now Davis'll come over here,
find Ken not here, think it was a prank, and never come to help Ken
again...'
*******************************
A summer night breeze licked across Ken's face as he
climbed quickly up the stairs of his apartment building. He couldn't
get off his thoughts of depression, rejection, and the betrayal to
Daisuke. His mind was so stuck on it, that it almost frightened him
that he didn't really have control over his own death. Even if he
wanted to, he suspected he wouldn't be able to save himself. But it
didn't matter because Daisuke would probably never even speak to
him again, and life without his Daisuke is worse than a most painful
death. He was merely doing himself a favor, saving himself from so
much pain. His foot came down on the landing and he made his way
to the edge and stared down at the street below. His eyes
narrowed in hatred for the world. The sun was low in the sky,
blinding him, but he doesn't care. He sat on the edge of the building, the
anxiety subsiding, and everything seemed peaceful. Ken decided he
might just wait a while before he jumped.
*******************************
Davis ran all the way to Ken's house in under 25 minutes, a
new record. He pushed the button for the elevator, but being too
impatient, he ran up the stairs instead. When he got to Ken's
apartment he pounded on the door. Tapped his foot once, twice.
Where would Ken go when distressed and suicidal? Davis asked
himself. Hmmm........................................... Duh, the roof! Davis ran up the stairs as Wormmon
opened the door.
"Hello?" He asked unsurely. There was no one in sight. He
shrugged and walked back in.
Davis reached the landing to find Ken waaay too close to the
edge, staring down.
"Ken, don't, please!! Don't kill yourself!" Davis pleaded.
"Why not?" Ken asked, his voice emotionless, icy.
"Uhhh....." Davis scratched his head. I know this one, I know I do!
"dunno..."
"Hmm.... wow.. that's a =great= reason.. Why didn't I think of
that?" Ken stated shortly and sarcastically.
"Ken, you just can't die on me! You can't kill yourself! You
can't! You're my best friend!"
Ken snorted, "Ya, some friend I am, I tried to rape you." Ken
gazed down at the ground intently.
"Ken, that doesn't matter now. You're still my friend. I don't
want you to die."
"Or is it that you wanna be the hero, saving the poor gay boy?"
"No, it's for you. I don't know what I'd do without you. Just
please don't...."
**********************************
After ten minutes of verbal argument, Ken collapsed on
the ground and sat on the edge, one leg hanging over the edge, his
head leaning on the other knee and began crying, hard. Davis moved
a little closer, wanting to help, but not sure how.
"I want to believe you, but I can't...... I can't."
"Have you ever known me to lie? To you at least? I really
care about you, you're my friend and I want you around, no matter
what."
Ken gets up but slips and falls. Davis rushes over and grabs
on to his hands, leaning slightly over the edge, trying desperately to
pull his friend up.
"Daisuke, pull me up! I reaally don't want to die anymore! Just,
please, pull me up!"
"What does it look like I'm doing here, cooking a barbecue?!"
***********************
Taichi and Yamato are walking down the street in front of Ken's
apartment complex, laughing about who-knows-what. They had gone
out to check on Ken because Taichi's conscious kicked in. Davis
sees them and hollers, "TAICHI, YAMATO, HEELLP MEEE!!!!"
They look up and say in unison, "Holy crap..." They quickly run
up the stairs to the roof to find Davis slipping off the edge. Taichi
quickly grabs onto Davis, pulling him up. Yama did the same for Ken.
Once everyone was up, they fall on the ground, panting.
"Jesus Christ..." Yamato mutters.
Wormmon climbs onto the roof, panting, "I finally got up here! I
saw Tai and Yamato running up the stairs and I thought something
was wrong. Why are you guys on the ground? Ken, are you okay?!
Say something! SAY SOMETHING!!" Wormmon runs over to Ken and
jumps up and down on his chest. "Say SOMETHING!!! SAY
SOMETHIIING!!!"
"Gah, oww... Wormmon, get off me! You're hurting me!" Ken
gasped.
"Ken, you're not dead!! Thank God, you're not dead!!"
Wormmon rejoiced.
"Yes, yes. He's not dead. Can we go, now my conscious is
clear?" Taichi said.
"Why would your conscious be clear?" Davis questioned. "What
are you doing here anyway?"
"It's not that I'm not thankful for you helping Davis help me from
falling to certain doom. But... uh... why =are= you here? It's pretty far
to walk from Odaiba to my house." Ken interrogated the two older
boys.
Yama spoke up, "No, actually we took the train."
"Well, excuse me then. Why'd you take the =train= down
here?!" Ken demanded.
Taichi answered stupidly, "uhhh......... cheese puffs? Yeah, see,
we ran out of cheesepuffs so we came down to ask you if you had
any.."
"Why didn't you just buy some? Why'd you have to come all
the way to Ken's house to get cheese puffs?" Davis questioned,
exasperated.
Taichi yelled, "IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMN BUSINESS WHERE
WE GO TO GET CHEESE PUFFS!!! ....Besides, I'm broke. And I
LOOOoooove ME CHHEEE- SEEY PUUFFFS!!!! ..................so ...... you got any
cheesy puffs?!"
Ken sighs, "What kind of kid do you take me for? I do not
indulge myself in the cheesy trashiness of fluffed up junkfood.....
But...."
All four gasp and Davis yells in shock, "What?! You don't like
fluffing cheesy puffs? They're the best fluffing food ever!!
Wormmon, confused, says, "fluffing?" but is ignored.
"As I was saying, I don't normally eat cheesy puffs, but my
parents do, so.... uh..." Ken twiddles his thumbs, "I think I might've
gotten the habit from them.... heh... heh.. because umm... the bottom of
my closet... has um.... I'd say between 20 to 30 bags of cheesy
puffs..."
"I thought you hated them!" Yama accuses.
Ken shuffles his feet, "uhhh.... um.... Did I say that? Of course I
didn't. Y'know sometimes after the heat of the moment, cuz I just
almost committed sucide and almost fell off the side of the building,
sometimes people just hear things that no one actually said. uh.....
WHO WANTS CHEESY PUFFS?!!" Ken jumps up in excitement, waving
an arm in the air. (A/N: Think of Davis when he gets excited and does
the whole jump up and punch the sky.)
All yell, "Ya!! CHEESY PUFFS!!!!!"
"Yah, Let's all go back to my house, eat cheesy puffs, and
forget any of this ever happened!" Ken laughed.
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well, there you go. another chapter. I already know what I'm going to
do with the next chapter, so it shouldn't be long before a update.
Thanks sooo much to my reviewers, without you I'd never try to
over come my multiple writer's blocks.
Insano
by:~InsanoFreakChild~
Dedication: To BobtheDemiGod! ^-^ Just for You!
WARNING: YAOI lemon/lime stuff!!! no like no read!!
Disclaimer: I don't own digimon
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Chappie 10: Suicide and Cheesy Puffs
Ken woke up slowly to find Wormmon pacing back and forth
across his room. For a second he forgot his place in the universe
as the effects of being knocked out began to fade.
"What's wrong with you?" Ken asked, although a moment later
he came down back to reality. Wormmon started at the question and
hurried over to Ken.
"Are you alright Ken? Please don't kill yourself, everything'll be
alright. Daisuke is-"
Ken glared at Wormmon and cut him off, "despising me for
what I've done.... Not that I wouldn't do the same if it were vise
versa."
"No, he's-"
"Plotting revenge along with Taichi?"
"No, you just don't see-"
"That he's planning to ignore me or move away instead to
impend a doom on me worse than death."
"WILL YOU JUST STOP IT?!"
"NO!!"
"But Davis, he-"
"I don't wanna hear this! I'm going for a walk."
"But, Davis is com-" Wormmon was again interrupted, this time
by the door slamming shut. 'Oh, great. Now Davis'll come over here,
find Ken not here, think it was a prank, and never come to help Ken
again...'
*******************************
A summer night breeze licked across Ken's face as he
climbed quickly up the stairs of his apartment building. He couldn't
get off his thoughts of depression, rejection, and the betrayal to
Daisuke. His mind was so stuck on it, that it almost frightened him
that he didn't really have control over his own death. Even if he
wanted to, he suspected he wouldn't be able to save himself. But it
didn't matter because Daisuke would probably never even speak to
him again, and life without his Daisuke is worse than a most painful
death. He was merely doing himself a favor, saving himself from so
much pain. His foot came down on the landing and he made his way
to the edge and stared down at the street below. His eyes
narrowed in hatred for the world. The sun was low in the sky,
blinding him, but he doesn't care. He sat on the edge of the building, the
anxiety subsiding, and everything seemed peaceful. Ken decided he
might just wait a while before he jumped.
*******************************
Davis ran all the way to Ken's house in under 25 minutes, a
new record. He pushed the button for the elevator, but being too
impatient, he ran up the stairs instead. When he got to Ken's
apartment he pounded on the door. Tapped his foot once, twice.
Where would Ken go when distressed and suicidal? Davis asked
himself. Hmmm........................................... Duh, the roof! Davis ran up the stairs as Wormmon
opened the door.
"Hello?" He asked unsurely. There was no one in sight. He
shrugged and walked back in.
Davis reached the landing to find Ken waaay too close to the
edge, staring down.
"Ken, don't, please!! Don't kill yourself!" Davis pleaded.
"Why not?" Ken asked, his voice emotionless, icy.
"Uhhh....." Davis scratched his head. I know this one, I know I do!
"dunno..."
"Hmm.... wow.. that's a =great= reason.. Why didn't I think of
that?" Ken stated shortly and sarcastically.
"Ken, you just can't die on me! You can't kill yourself! You
can't! You're my best friend!"
Ken snorted, "Ya, some friend I am, I tried to rape you." Ken
gazed down at the ground intently.
"Ken, that doesn't matter now. You're still my friend. I don't
want you to die."
"Or is it that you wanna be the hero, saving the poor gay boy?"
"No, it's for you. I don't know what I'd do without you. Just
please don't...."
**********************************
After ten minutes of verbal argument, Ken collapsed on
the ground and sat on the edge, one leg hanging over the edge, his
head leaning on the other knee and began crying, hard. Davis moved
a little closer, wanting to help, but not sure how.
"I want to believe you, but I can't...... I can't."
"Have you ever known me to lie? To you at least? I really
care about you, you're my friend and I want you around, no matter
what."
Ken gets up but slips and falls. Davis rushes over and grabs
on to his hands, leaning slightly over the edge, trying desperately to
pull his friend up.
"Daisuke, pull me up! I reaally don't want to die anymore! Just,
please, pull me up!"
"What does it look like I'm doing here, cooking a barbecue?!"
***********************
Taichi and Yamato are walking down the street in front of Ken's
apartment complex, laughing about who-knows-what. They had gone
out to check on Ken because Taichi's conscious kicked in. Davis
sees them and hollers, "TAICHI, YAMATO, HEELLP MEEE!!!!"
They look up and say in unison, "Holy crap..." They quickly run
up the stairs to the roof to find Davis slipping off the edge. Taichi
quickly grabs onto Davis, pulling him up. Yama did the same for Ken.
Once everyone was up, they fall on the ground, panting.
"Jesus Christ..." Yamato mutters.
Wormmon climbs onto the roof, panting, "I finally got up here! I
saw Tai and Yamato running up the stairs and I thought something
was wrong. Why are you guys on the ground? Ken, are you okay?!
Say something! SAY SOMETHING!!" Wormmon runs over to Ken and
jumps up and down on his chest. "Say SOMETHING!!! SAY
SOMETHIIING!!!"
"Gah, oww... Wormmon, get off me! You're hurting me!" Ken
gasped.
"Ken, you're not dead!! Thank God, you're not dead!!"
Wormmon rejoiced.
"Yes, yes. He's not dead. Can we go, now my conscious is
clear?" Taichi said.
"Why would your conscious be clear?" Davis questioned. "What
are you doing here anyway?"
"It's not that I'm not thankful for you helping Davis help me from
falling to certain doom. But... uh... why =are= you here? It's pretty far
to walk from Odaiba to my house." Ken interrogated the two older
boys.
Yama spoke up, "No, actually we took the train."
"Well, excuse me then. Why'd you take the =train= down
here?!" Ken demanded.
Taichi answered stupidly, "uhhh......... cheese puffs? Yeah, see,
we ran out of cheesepuffs so we came down to ask you if you had
any.."
"Why didn't you just buy some? Why'd you have to come all
the way to Ken's house to get cheese puffs?" Davis questioned,
exasperated.
Taichi yelled, "IT'S NONE OF YOUR GODDAMN BUSINESS WHERE
WE GO TO GET CHEESE PUFFS!!! ....Besides, I'm broke. And I
LOOOoooove ME CHHEEE- SEEY PUUFFFS!!!! ..................so ...... you got any
cheesy puffs?!"
Ken sighs, "What kind of kid do you take me for? I do not
indulge myself in the cheesy trashiness of fluffed up junkfood.....
But...."
All four gasp and Davis yells in shock, "What?! You don't like
fluffing cheesy puffs? They're the best fluffing food ever!!
Wormmon, confused, says, "fluffing?" but is ignored.
"As I was saying, I don't normally eat cheesy puffs, but my
parents do, so.... uh..." Ken twiddles his thumbs, "I think I might've
gotten the habit from them.... heh... heh.. because umm... the bottom of
my closet... has um.... I'd say between 20 to 30 bags of cheesy
puffs..."
"I thought you hated them!" Yama accuses.
Ken shuffles his feet, "uhhh.... um.... Did I say that? Of course I
didn't. Y'know sometimes after the heat of the moment, cuz I just
almost committed sucide and almost fell off the side of the building,
sometimes people just hear things that no one actually said. uh.....
WHO WANTS CHEESY PUFFS?!!" Ken jumps up in excitement, waving
an arm in the air. (A/N: Think of Davis when he gets excited and does
the whole jump up and punch the sky.)
All yell, "Ya!! CHEESY PUFFS!!!!!"
"Yah, Let's all go back to my house, eat cheesy puffs, and
forget any of this ever happened!" Ken laughed.
*************
well, there you go. another chapter. I already know what I'm going to
do with the next chapter, so it shouldn't be long before a update.
Thanks sooo much to my reviewers, without you I'd never try to
over come my multiple writer's blocks.
Insano