Okay when it comes to English in school I am so shit at it! So I am trying my best sorry! I said at the start of the fic that Spike had, had his soul for three months so by then he wouldn't be crazy. Thanks for all your reviews! Hehe.
Chapter 14. Happy times!
Buffy came down after her shower looking fresh and clean. Spike watched her walk down the stairs and gazed at her.
"What's wrong?" She said.
"Nothing." Spike smiled still unable to take his eyes off her.
"I don't want anything to eat. Shall we go?"
Spike nodded, Spike opened the door for her and they walked outside. They walked along the dark streets of Sunnydale. Spike had his hands in his jacket pockets and his shoulders were scrunched up. Both of them didn't know what to say Buffy was walking with her arms crossed and looked up at Spike. Spike smiled and stopped her.
"You got a-" He said and picked a tiny bug out of her hair and flicked it away.
"Thank you." She smiled sweetly.
They carried on walking in an awkward silence and Spike.
"One of us should speak." Buffy said and unfolded her arms.
"Sorry." He smiled.
"Don't worry I don't exactly know what to say either."
"I do." He said embarrassed.
"You do?"
He sighed. "God." He took a deep breath. "I do know what to say, but I'm scared."
"Of what?"
"I don't know." He sighed and rubbed his forehead. She didn't say anything and looked at Spike who was shaking.
"Your shaking." She said and grabbed his hand.
Spike looked at his hand and looked at her. He looked into her eyes and took another deep breath. "Last night…It um. I have never been like that with someone before. You know what I mean, I had girls, sex. Sex with you. But nothing was as meaningful as that was." He looked down and back up at her. "When I was human I had never been with anyone. And last night to just have that connection with that I had never had with anyone…It was amazing." He looked at her and carried on walking down the road.
"You took the words out of my mouth…About it being amazing." She smiled.
They walked again in silence and Buffy laced her fingers though his, they held hands and Spike clenched her hand tightly and she did the same to his.