Hating love
Disclaimer: blah, blah blah! I do not own Harry Potter, okay?
I luv star wars too... so imagine Padmè as Natale portman and Remus as Hayden Christensen in The revenge of the sith
Padmè just ran, ran away from everyhting. She just couldn't take it anymore, not another second more. She hated it. It was Hogwarts.
She hated the sort of racist problem there was. The way the Slytherin's acted. She didn't have any problems with it but it affected her best friend deeply. And consequently it affected her just as deeply.
She hated the way that people always looked at her. Just 'cos she was a bit different from others. She hated the way that people thought she was strange. She wasn't strange, she was different.
She hated that when she wanted to be alone everyone seemed to know her. She hated that Hogwarts always seemed a place on its own. Where those stupid Marauders were the most important thing there was. What about the war? She hated how girls swooned over them.
She hated that no one undestood she wanted to be alone.
She wanted to walk down Hogwarts corridors and halls, and no one would see her, noone would talk to her, no one knew her. That, right now, was her deepest desire and yet, paradoxically, she wanted someone who would find her when she was, like now, in this state, and help her in theese phases.
She wanted someone who did what her father did for her mother, she wanted someone like Remus. And paradoxically, again, she hate dthe Marauders. But not Remus. Remus with those blue eyes so full of passionand his perfect face. Remus with his blond hair and that scar over his right eye. Remus who was always calm,and gentle and made her feel special. Remus who...
She felt an arm around her shoulder, and someone pulling her toward him in a one-arm hug. She briefly looked up.
Remus.
And, suddenly tears came flooding down, and she snuggled closer to him. And then a shaky hand tilted her head upwards and he gave her a gentle kiss.
She couldn't believe that now all her hatred was gone. Like it did when she was under a storm. She couldn't believe she felt at home, and in peace.
And more importantly she felt in love.
This one shot, actually is about my thoughts after a Saturday night. The only thing that didn't happen to me was Hayden Christensen hugging me and kissing me, (that just happens in my dreams, though I wish!).
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Luv Lillyskywalker3 or Anakin'sGirl!
I had to repost this story,because of my grammar! I'm sorry, but I'half English and half italian, I live in italy and I haven't got any grammar check on my computer!
I know you write Lily and Lilly, but I accidentally wrote it wrong for my penname and I decided to stick up wit the wrong version of Lily, I'm sory!
For JinxTwix: I have nooooo idea what a beta reader is, sorry!