Disclaimer—Dark Angel belongs to James Cameron and Charles Eglee. I only own the plot and all original characters throughout the fic's duration.

Summery- While without a memory of his past on the farm, Zack/Adam meets a girl. When memories from his past, among other things, starts to resurface will it tear apart what Zack/Adam and the new girl has? Or will they be strong enough to keep what they have created with each other?

Loving and Losing

Prologue

Have you ever loved someone so much that you would do anything for them? So much that you were willing to wake up the next morning just to see them smile, or frown, or just to see them look at you? So much that you were willing to put your feelings on the line… just for that one person? So much that you completely let your promise and hate for that four-letter word go? So much that you let them in, and feel like you're high as a kite and on cloud nine? So much that no matter how much hurt you knew you would have to go through, you would go through it a thousand times just for that one chance to be with that person, even if was only for a minute?

I did. And man is love one helluva bitch…

It was all worth it, though, down to the very last heartbreak and tear.

It was worth everything I had to go through to know true and absolute love, or that I wouldn't always be alone and afraid. It was worth it to be able to feel so safe in the time I was with that one special person, to have someone chase away my nightmares, and keep me warm through the long cold nights. To make me feel wanted and cared about, to make me feel like no matter what they would be there, no matter how far away they were.

Yeah… It was all worth it, and I wouldn't change it for the world.

The real question is, though, have you ever loved somebody so much… that you had to let them go?


A/N—Finally, after years, I've finally decided to revise this story. It's sloppy and written badly. I know it, and anyone that reads it knows it. So, before I start writing/posting the long overdue sequel, I'm going to revise this. Not much, because, well, I'm lazy, and have other projects and things to do—busy and all that jazz. Hopefully enough, though, that I don't cringe when I look at it. Anyways, yeah... To everyone that ever reviewed this story—thanks. ZombieGurl98