Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon! Get over it!
Warnings: Mentions of MxM pairings, Taito, DEAL. Also mentions of SM (Self-mutilation) rape, abuse, suicide etc.
A/N: Tai's P.O.V for this chapter, originally this fic was gonna be a one-shot but I thought it might be kinda cool to see things from other's P.O.V, sooooo here we go. I wrote the lyrics in this chapter! Whoooo! This whole chapter is just gonna be the poem/song thingy I wrote instead of the last chappy, Kay?
APOLOGY: I can never make things rhyme BTW! So I'm apologising in advance!
I walked in one night,
There weren't no light
In your empty place
Walking down the hall
Staring at your wall
I needed to see your face
I knew before
I opened the door
What I would find
It was to late for you
How wish to hate you
For being so unkind
How could you do this to you?
Did you think no one would miss you?
How did it feel?
Oh how did it feel?
To be on your own?
Facing the complete unknown
Just one last kiss
A stolen one you won't miss
Pressed to your frozen lips
I just want to tell you
That I'd go through hell for you
I'll never hear your quips
You'll never joke with your friends
Is this where it all ends?
Whatever we had, it's over
Without you I'll fall apart
Cause you broke my heart
You were like my four-leafed clover
How could you do this to you?
Did you think no one would miss you?
How did it feel?
Oh how did it feel?
To be on your own?
Facing the complete unknown
Without you I'll fall apart
Cause you broke my heart
I loved you
You and I could have been more
I thought as I stand by the door
Looking at you
Everything is broken
You didn't leave me a final token
I wish you loved me
Your words are coming back
Reminding me of what I lack
Why didn't you see?
How could you do this to you?
Did you think no one would miss you?
How did it feel?
Oh how did it feel?
To be on your own?
Facing the complete unknown
Why didn't you see?
See how much you mean to me?
Oh, I wish could have been
What will I do,
Without you?
We would have made quite a scene
Standing hand in hand
Imagine the faces of your band
When they saw us together
I would never have hurt you
Never pushed you in the dirt
Never held you on a tether.
How could you do this to you?
Did you think no one would miss you?
How did it feel?
Oh how did it feel?
To be on your own?
Facing the complete unknown
I left your place one night
Never having turned on the light
I left you there on the floor
Running for my life
Reaching out for the knife
No time to waste, not even to close the door
I want to die
But I can't lie
I don't want to go
I gotta keep your memory alive
I can't, won't take a dive
I'm screaming out that one word: NO!
How could you do this to you?
Did you think no one would miss you?
How did it feel?
Oh how did it feel?
To be on your own?
Facing the complete unknown
Don't want to go
That's what I know
Gotta be true
Yama, I know you needed me
But why couldn't you see
This love I have for you
Don't say it's not real
The scars would have healed
You would have had love
I would have watched over you
Kept you away from the blue
Let you fly like a dove
How could you do this to you?
Did you think no one would miss you?
How did it feel?
Oh how did it feel?
To be on your own?
Facing the complete unknown
Oh how did it feel?
How did it feel?