Twisted Love
Chapter 9: InuYasha's Pain
InuYasha sped throught the park destryoing anything in his path. He made it into the city and people ran from him, camera crew following him, reporters trying to take a look at him while talking, helicopters took over some of the dark sky. InuYasha didn't care, his mind was set on finding Kikyo, killing her, and finding his mate. He continued to break cars, tip over some of the street signs, but he didn't hurt anybody. If something he broke was going to fall on someone, his bright red eyes would see it and his reflexes would save them. Sesshomaru had Rin in his arms, her back was bleeding, but not badly. He put her next to Miroku
"Take care of Rin" Sesshomru said
"Where are you going?" asked Miroku tilting his head to the side a bit. Sesshomaru looked at him
"To stop InuYasha's rampage on Tokyo" Sess said and took off. He ran following InuYasha's trail which was easy. Car pile ups, posts broken, street lights on the floor, a couple of people screaming. He finally found his brother standing in the middle of the street, cars surrounding him. Sesshomaru stepped in as the terrified people watched, he went closer to see InuYasha's face.
"InuYasha, stop this now" Sesshomaru said coming closer. Inuyasha growled at his brother. Why did he have to stop? A human managed to take his life away, he could destroy everything to find her.
"InuYasha, if your doing this to find Kagome, don't" Rin's voice said weakly. InuYasha looked over to where Rin was. She was standing next to Miroku, leaning on his arm for support. Inuyasha spotted Sango, who was in Miroku's arms. He could smell life in Sango and noticed the blood stopped pouring, but there was a large gash on her side where Miroku's fingers where.
"InuYasha, she's gone. Face it, she's not coming back. You may risk your life, but in return only get her dead body" Sesshomaru said. "She would have wanted you to be happy again, not destory half the city. Kagome changed you and she wouldn't be happy with what your doing"
InuYasha's red eyes slowly turned back to gold and the extra features faded, leaving his hurt, sadden face. Then, InuYasha did something he never thought of doing. He lunged at Sesshomru, hugged him and cried into his shoulder. Sesshomaru was taken by surprise, but responded. He felt bad for his baby brother, he had just lost his love and he was in denial.
"I want Kagome back, I want my mate, my love" Inuyasha whispered. Sesshomaru sighed
"I'm sorry, but she's not coming back" Sesshomaru said 'Since when did I become so soft?' He looked over at Rin who was pouring tears out of her chocolate eyes. He could smell Kagome's scent on InuYasha, her scent was mixed with death. Sesshomaru winced.
"I'm goign to take Rin and Sango and to hospital" Miroku said. Sesshomaru nodded. Rin steadied herself as they walked to the nearest hospital, which was two blocks away. Sesshomaru sighed and placed InuYasha on his back. The hanyou continued to shed tears. He ran home with full speed. When he got there, their parents gasped.
"What happended?" shouted Azuki. Sesshomaru went to the living room and put InuYasha down on the couch
"Sesshomaru, this must be bad. You've never carried InuYasha, or shown emotions, and wheres Kagome?"
"Mom, Kagome is dead"
"WHAT?"
"That bastard Kouga killed her and then Naraku took her out of InuYasha's arms" Seshomaru said with a sadden exression. Azuki broke down into tears and Inu Taisho came in
"Kagome is dead?" he asked
"Yeah"
Azuki ran to her husband and cried, Inu Taisho even got sad. He had loved InuYasha's mate, a kind, sweet, beautiful girl. InuYasha mumbled Kagome's name in his sleep.
IIIIIIIIIIIII
Kikyo sat on her chair, an ear to ear smile.
'I did it! I killed Kagome! The bitch is finally dead! I'm so happy!'
Kikyo laughed, Naraku and Kouga sitting on the floor besdies her.
"Kikyo..." A voice echoed in the room. Kouga stood up, Naraku just rolled his eyes.
"Who said that?" Kikyo demanded.
"How dare you, Kikyo" the woman's voice said. "How dare you kill Kagome, kill me, kill my reincarnation"
"What? I only killed Kagome!"
"Kagome is me, I live inside her, she's a part of me."
"Who are you?"
"Do you really want to know, miko Kikyo?"
"Yes, who are you?"
"My name is Midoriko"
"What!"
"You heard me, or are you deaf?"
"K-Kagome is you?"
"In a way yes, as is Syara"
"Who the hell is Syara"
"In time, Kikyo, in time you will find how everything, the pain you caused will come back for you. Syara will destroy will"
"I don't know who that is!"
"Yes, yes, you don't know who she is. But I do, Kikyo, I do. Now, excuse me, I refuse to let Kagome die without first finishing what I started! how dare you escape from our seal!"
The anger in the woman's voice made Kikyo tremble. "How dare you kill me! Now, watch as Kagome comes back from the other world"
"You can't do that!"
"Watch me!" the woman screamed. In minutes, the barrier around Kagome broke. Her body lifted from the table, engulfed in a pink light. Small miko electricity bolts shot out, hitting Kouga. He too, was engulfed in a pink light. He screamed as he disspeared from the room. The wound on Kagome's chest dissapeared, the beating of her heart started, she gasped for air as he body screamed to life again. The light gently set the girl down, her eyes glowing pink.
"What did I tell you Kikyo?" Midoriko smiled through Kagome. "Tell me something is impossible and I will prove you wrong"
Another beam of light and Kagome was left panting. Looking around, Kagome looked at Kikyo.
"Where am I? What have you done to me?" Kagome demanded. Kikyo frowned.
"I killed you, but by some odd magic you returned. Everyone is dead. Your precious InuYasha, your family, your friends or do you not remember! It's been a year since your death!"
"What?"
"You heard me. Everyone is gone. Now, do me a favor and get out of here" Kikyo snapped her fingers. Naraku grabbed Kagome, making the miasma. The dissapeared.
Kikyo slammed her fists against the table. 'Naraku, you better take her somewhere far! Somewhere where she'll never return! Somewhere where InuYasha would nevr think of looking. Damn you, Kagome! You bitch!'
IIIIIIIIIIIIIII
InuYasha in his room, lying on his bed. He once in a while got up. They'd search everyday, but everyday they came home with nothing. InuYasha got up and searched through Kagome's CD's. Finally catching Kagome's favorite CD with her favorite songs in it. He slipped the CD in his CD player and skipped to Kagome's favorite. The song 'Every Heart' He concentrated on the lyrics hard to see why Kagome liked it so much
Ikutsu namida o nagashitara
Every heart
sunao ni nareru darou
Dare ni omoi tsutaetara
Every heart
kokoro mita sareru no darou
nagai nagai yoru ni obieteita
Tooi hoshi ni inotteta
meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru
Tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara
kyou mo takaisora miageteiru
donna egao ni deaetara
every heart
yume wo fumidasereruyo
hitowa
kanashimi no mukou ni
every heart
shiawase ukabete nemuru
itsuka itsuka subete no tamashii ga
yasuraka ni nareru youni
meguru meguru toki no naka de
boku tachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru
toki ni warai shugoshi naite
kyou mo mada aruki tsuzukete iku
osanai kioku no kata sumi ni
atatakai basho ga aru soushi
hoshi tachi ga hanasu mirai ga
itsumo kagayaite ita
so shine
meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru
Tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara
kyou mo takaisora miageteiru
meguru meguru toki no naka de
boku tachi wa ikite nanika wo shiru
toki ni warai shugoshi naite
kyou mo mada aruki tsuzukete iku
The song ended and InuYasha realized why she liked it so much. It was beautiful and somehow true to her. Tears fell out of his eyes and he took some of the flowers he bought and left to his backyard. He walked over to Kagome's favorite tree, they never found her so he made his own fake little tomb for her right under their special tree. He put the flowers down on the bottom of the trunk and sat down, he felt her prensense there somehow and remebered the day he brought Kagome to his house.
InuYasha got off his bycicle along with Kagome. He gave her a ride to his house to spend time with her. Their summer so far was great and he was so happy that he gave her a chance to be hid friend. They went up to his room and he started playing video games.
"Wanna play?" he asked as he put a chip in his mouth
"Not right now, you should do some homework"
"Nah, I've got all summer"
"The sonner the better though"
"Yeah, what've you done''
"The only thing I've got left to do is Solcial Studies and I'm half done with that"
"You've got to be kidding, your that far"
"Yup, I've just gott type it up once I get the new printer"
"Wanna go outside?"
"Sure Yash"
They went outside and Kagome went running to the tree.
"Wow, it's so pretty"
"Yup, thats a tree my father says been here for centuries"
"Wow, I love it Yash" she said as she plopped down on the grass beneath the tree
"Why do you keep calling me Yash?"
"I don't know, I just like to"
"Fine, your the only one that can call me that though"
"Ok, thanks"
"For what?'
"For letting me call you Yash"
"Your way to nice for your own good"
"And for letting me be your friend" Kagome leaned up and kissed his cheek, making the hanyou flush.
InuYasha smiled and walked back inside.
"How I wish you were here Kagome, I still love you so much" he whispered and entered his house. Sango lived, but she now had a huge scar on her side.
IIIIIIIIIIIIII
Naraku dropped Kagome on the concrete. He smirked at her and left in the miasma, leaving the girl coughing.
"Ow" Kagome rubbed her knee. She looked around. "Where am I?"
Kagome started to walk around, tears streaming down her face. 'I lost everything, I'm alone, and I'm lost'
'I feel so lonely, so hurt, so much pain. I'm lost...InuYasha, please find me, I need you...I'm lost!'
IIIIIIIIIIIIII
InuYasha went back to school to take his mind off his dead mate, but couldn't, it was just to much. Junior year, trying his best to keep his grades at a decent average. He growled and slammed his book shut.
"Kagome, please get out of my head. I'm going crazy"
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
"Thank you" Kagome smiled at the man who led her to her new apartment. 'Get my life through, I guess'
Kagome dragged herself to sit down and look around. She sighed.
'Alone, by myself, without InuYasha. My family...gone...My friends...gone. Everything is gone. I'll never, though, be with someone else. No one will ever come close to make me feel like InuYasha made me feel. No one! I swear! Now, however, I wish he'd really gotten me pregnant. That way, I can at least could've kept a little piece of him'