Why?
Here I lie
Ready to die
And as the darkness surrounds me
I begin to wonder why.
Why everyone I care about
Eventually leaves me, without a doubt
They'd use the excuse 'I show no emotions'
And that I shut everyone out.
But no one's ever stuck around long enough
To see the real me
The 'me' I keep locked deep inside
The 'me' no one takes the time to see.
I know that I get angry
And I know that it seems I don't care
But in this reality
I am actually scared.
I'm scared to show emotions
I'm scared to reveal the light
The light that glows in the darkness
Yet refuses to burn bright.
I don't want to fight death anymore
I've avoided it long enough
So leave me here to rot away
Only then, will everything be ok.
For then you wont have to worry
You wont have to fret your head
For I will be in a better place
Because I will be dead.