Disclaimer : I don't own Hikaru no Go.

A/N : This is a side-story of " Turn back time". It's from Sai's view. It'll be a drama just like the main story. If you don't like Turn back time, this is definitely not your match.

Blahblahblah : a talk

Balhblahblah : a thought

Alone in the dark

Chapter 1 : When my eyes opened

Do you still remember the first time you opened your eyes?

Do you still remember the first thing you saw?

I bet you don't, you were still young back then, just a baby.

But I bet the first thing you saw is a light, maybe just a ceiling light in a nursing room in a hospital.

But I'm sure that the first thing you saw is a light.

Unlike me, I still remember the first time I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw, it was nothing but darkness.

I didn't know how you felt when you had brought into life. For me, it was like I finally woke up from a deep sleep in the middle of the night. I opened my eyes and found myself sitting alone in theunbounded darkness. I looked around but I saw nothing. The darkness seemed to spread everywhere into infinity. I looked down at the floor and saw my reflection. I was a boy. I touched my face gently. My eyes were green and my hair was blond.

" Where am I?" Looking up, I whispered, " What am I doing here?" I asked myself but I didn't find an answer.

" Hello, is anybody here..e..ee?" The darkness only sent back a faint echo to me, " Hello..o..oo," the result was the same. Nobody answered my call. There was no point of standing here so I decided to leave.

As I stood up, I saw many small circle waves on the surface of the floor.

" It's not a mirror! I'm standing on the water!" At first, when I had seen my reflection on it, I had thought that it was made of glass, I had thought it was a mirror, " I'm standing on the water!"

This is so cool…so amazing. I hesitated to take a step. I was afraid of drowning. I carefully placed my toe on the surface to examine it, the moment that my bare foot touched the water, the ripples scattered all over the surface. I took a deep breath and stepped out firmly, the water splashed but I didn't drown. I could stand and walk on the water.

So I started walking. At the beginning, it was very exciting to see those small waves on the surface but after walking for…I didn't know how long, the excitement faded and a growing sense of fear came to replace it.

I saw no one, I saw nothing except emptiness and this boundless darkness that accompanied me. Suddenly, I heard a voice …such a grief whimper.

" Someone is here, he is crying," I told myself quietly and kept walking attempting to find that person.

The voice was getting louder and clearer, finally I found him.

I didn't know if that person was a boy or a girl. It was hard to judge when the said person was crying, sitting on his heels with his arms around his knees, hanging down his head as if he wanted to shut himself from the world. All I could see was someone in a white shirt and white pants and had the same hair color as I had.

That person didn't notice me, he was still weeping. I took a few steps closer to him.

" Hey, are you okay?" Placing my hand on his trembling shoulder, I asked him mildly.

" I…I…" He looked up and faced me. As almost immediately that our eyes met, we lost our speech. Our eyes widened, our jaws dropped, none of us was able to say anything.

" Wow…" Slowly standing up, he was the one who spoke out first.

" Yeah," I knew what he meant by ' Wow'.

" Wow…you look…" he didn't finish saying it but I understood. He took a step to his right, I took a step to mine, we were walking in circle facing each other.

" Yeah,"

" I..You…We.." he was so astonished, so was I.

" Yeah, I know, we…we look exactly the same," he couldn't say it by himself so I did it for him…for us.

A/N : I bet you know who the crying boy is. I'm looking for a fic in this web.I don't remember its title. I only remember that it's about Ogata played a game with Hikaru in his personal game room. And when he won he requested Hikaru for a kiss.

Plus, I'm looking for Ogata's Dojin called " Consider Age" or " Considerer l'age", Do anyone know where can I find it?