Chapter 5
That week seemed the longest of Narcissa life. It was hell. She had never kept anything this big from Orion before and with the marauders around frustrating her when ever they got the chance generally she was royally pissed off.
Trying to sleep was hell and normally it just didn't happen.
She went riding every day.
Andromeda stood by her first reaction. She didn't want Bella to have the child.
Sirius was as ever useless. Why couldn't he just grow up Narcissa had thought on many occasions.
Regulas, bless his heart, did try to help the young mother but the only one that Bella felt she could talk to was her younger sister. All in all, September the first had never ever looked so attractive to Narcissa Black.
However on Friday night something that gave her worries of her own to consider.
Flashback
Narcissa was up late on Friday night studying in the library and she wasn't really reading she was just thinking.
Suddenly there was a creak and the door opened.
"Peter, what are you doing up so late," she asked.
"What are you, my lady," he asked. Things were very much like this between her and the marauders (except Sirius) when they were on there own. Very formal as a mark of respect
"Reading and you?"
"Searching for you, I was looking for you," he said.
"Why on earth would you be looking for me at this late hour?"
"To do this," he said taking her shoulders from behind. He kissed her neck.
"Get off of me!" she cried. But he wouldn't. He just stayed there. Being twos years her elder he could hold her down easily. "GET OFF!"
But he didn't. He just stayed there. He tried to undo his trousers but just at that moment thank good Regulas came to her rescue.
"Get out," he ordered after hitting the rat.
Taking an obviously shaken Narcissa in his arms he wanted the girl to break down but she didn't. She wouldn't.
"I'll be ok," said Narcissa stubbornly.
The next day Peter stayed well away although Regulas stayed right close to him. So he knew she was safe.
End flashback
But she did want to break down. But only in her Lucius's arms. She didn't want to be with any one else's arms.
What she would give to feel his hot breath on her skin. Or his strong arms round her waist. He was her safe haven. And him not being near was awful.
Flooing in to Lucius bedroom she called for him.
"Lucius!" she called quietly. From the door his face appeared. Followed by Severus and Rodulphus.
"Oh," she said.
"Are you ok darling?" he said unashamed that his friends heard him like this. "You were upset in your letter?"
"A little I guess," she said coyly but in front of the father to be he couldn't say anything.
"Want to talk," he offered.
"No," she said eyeing up the other two boys. "When you come and stay though. I have so much to tell you though. It's been kind of stressful."
"I can't wait," he said.
"Well, I guess I'll see you Saturday which is tomorrow," said Narcissa her voice full of hope.
"Yeah you will," he nodded.
"Well, good night," she said. 'I love you' she mouthed and received a 'me too' from him.
Lying in bed she wished he was there by her side.
She needed him so much.
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"What do think that was about?" asked Severus.
"No idea," said Lucius. "For all my sins I love Narcissa, but I will never understand her!"
"It's the curse of dating a Black!" said Rodolphus. "Bella is just the same," he smiled. Bella.
"So what did you think of our first meeting with Voldemort?" said Severus.
The three young men talked long in to the night.
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