A/N:Some thing's may be spelled wrong and I will not chang thing's in this chapter but in the next.I will not bother fixing Incantation's'/name's or magical object's. thank you for reading my story and pleas reveiw and tell me what you want to see and I may do It.pleas reveiw or else I may stop wrighting until I get a certain number of reviews.

Disclamer"I do not own Harry Potter and wish I did but I don't so oh well.

"NOOOOO!" Harry screamed, "It can't happen again, it
just can't!" His mum and dad where giving there lives for him, he was in the grave yard Cedric was killed Voldemort was rising out if the cauldron, Sirius was falling in to the veil, Voldemort was maniacally laughing, and Kreacher was
Muttering under his breath.

Somebody was shaking him. Harry awoke drenched in
Sweat, his aunt hovering over him. "I'm sorry Aunt
Patunia I'll be more quiet." Harry mumbled.

"Harry are you all right?"

"Ya....what?"

"Are you all right." Harry was all right, but this
Wasn't. His aunt wouldn't care if he died, let alone
Be concerned about his nightmares. Quickly, he grabbed
his wand off the bed side cabinet and pointed at his so
Called aunt.

"Who are you and what did you do with my aunt?"

"Harry it is me"

"Then why are you being so nice to me?" Harry had a
suspicion Voldemort was trying to trick him into
Reveling secrets of the order and this was a dream.
She remained quiet.

"Harry I love Vernon, but he would never accept me If
I treated wizards and witches as equals. I really
Don't care who's who. Your my sister's son and I
really want to help you, now tell me, what was your
Dream about?"

Harry couldn't believe it, his aunt really cared. He
retold his dream about Sirius and Voldemort, and how
His death was all his fault. Slowly tears ran down
His. Aunt Petunia cradled him in her arms.

"Shhh." Then She whispered softly. "Sleep now, dry
those tears away. Just rest in my arms."

"Thank you" Harry whispered falling into a deep
dreamless sleep for the first time in a month. When he
awoke, however, the pain came back stronger then
before and no matter what his aunt said changed it. He
would lie in bed for hours every day and would not
drink or eat. But on the third day of this his aunt
came in with a glass of water and some toast.

"Eat." She ordered in a demanding voice. Harry ate
very slowly not talking. "Will you join us for dinner
Harry? You need to eat. For heavens sake! It looks
like you have lost 10 pounds!"

Harry just shook his head but she said "Good we'll be
going out to shop and buy you some new things. Then we
will all come back eat."

Harry just sat there thinking about Sirius. It's all
my fault he's dead, every one I care about gets hurt.
Soon 5:00 rolled around and he was in the car. An owl
Landed in front of him.

"I WILL NOT HAVE BLOODY OWLS THIS SUMMER!" Uncle
Vernon yelled at Harry.

Then something unimaginable happened. Aunt Petunia
slapped him up side the head and gave him a stern look,
That shut him up. "Go ahead and read it aloud." She
said.

Harry read the letter and then a big grin spread
Across his face.

"What does it say dear?" Aunt Petunia asked.

Harry read it out loud:

Dear Mr. Potter,

By order of the Ministry of Magic we have granted you
permission to use magic out side of school as of
Today.

Abuse of this special treatment around muggles,
besides family, will end with Albus Dumbledor,
Possibly expulsion, and loss of your wand.

Sincerely,

Cornelia's Fudge
(Minister of Magic)

Slowly realization hit
Uncle Vernon and a look of fear spread across his
Face.

"Don't worry. As long as you're nice to me I won't
use magic on you." Harry said putting a relieved
expression on their faces.

"Harry were shopping at the mall first." Aunt
Petunia said as if nothing had happened.

"Okay."

They pulled up and to the mall and in the end they
let him wonder and buy the clothes he wanted as long
as that was all he got. On the way back they all sang
songs. Harry half heartedly, he was thinking about
Sirius Why didn't they kill Kreacher when they got the
house? Then I wouldn't have led him to his death.
Harry slowly left the car and walked up the stairs
and opened the door.

"Surprise"A large group of people scremed.Harry pulled out his wand

"Stupify"Harry yelled. A gush of red light burst out of Harry's wand"stupi.....ed Harry, who did I hit" but before he could here an answer 3 people screamed his name and he was knocked on the floor in a tangle of red and brown hair.

"Molly let him breath"Thank the lord for Mr. Wesely.They let go and Harry repeated his question

"Ron"Fred and Gorge answered.

"You did that" said Mrs. Wesley in astonishment "But how? Your under age"

"The ministry sent me a letter saying I could use magic but what are you doing here."harry asked in puzzlement.

"Du, mate It's your birthday"Someone must have awaken Ron when harry answered Mrs. Wesley."Come on where going to Floo to a special place. Then harry realized this was his party he looked around to see who was here. The Wesley's and Granger's, and oh no Cho was sitting on a seat watching him. They had agreed by owl they would only be friends but he still thought she was somewhat atrractive,And almost every one from the DA.

"Are you ready Harry"Dumbledor asked from a dark corner "And you Patunia"

"Yes," they both said at the same time.

"Good" he said taking a handful of floo powder and stepping into the fire and clearly stating "Surprise" and vanishing in a swirl of emerald green flames.

"You and the muggle next"Ordered Remus" They stepped in to the fire holding on to gather and harry nervously said "Surprise" him and his aunt started twirling

huddling to gather from falling out of a fire place. Harry fell on his face and when everything stopped spinning he looked up. They where at a Quidditch pitch and In the center was a pool and food and drinks on a table.

"Happy birthday Harry"every one screamed, Harry felt a tear running down his cheek but hastily wiped away before any one could see. They began playing Quidditch. Harry was looking for the snitch when he saw it he zoomed forward. Up and down, left to right, loop de loop as he caught It He heard a high pitch scream. Turning to see what it was he saw over a hundred dementor's and no less than 50 death eaters "Expecto Patronem"

Every one sprung in to action all the order and the DA member's that could produce a patroness rose near harry and shout's of "Expecto Patronum"Filled the area they

Dumbldor grabbed harry off his broom and dropped him and a pinch of floo powder in the fire and screamed Number 12 Grimmauld Place and was thrown out of another fire place. He looked for the floo powder but found none. To take out his frustration He used hexes on Sirus's mother seeing if any would get rid of here. First he tried a banishing charm which did nothing but wake here up.

"Mud bloods, werewolf's in my house never"She screamed. Next a bewitched sleep which did make her shut here eyes but nothing more.

"Silinceo"He screamed over here, This did help and she no longer was able to talk but didn't get rid of here complety. next he did a Rictusempra curse witch unfortunately made her scream in between lagph's"After resilencing here He decided on a Reductor Curse ."Reducto"He howlerd blasting a hole throug the picture getting rid of that wretched demon. Then Remus came through the door looking tired but most of all scared.

"Harry I have bad news"

"What is it"Harry asked horrified that he new the answer.

"Someone died"He answered in a horse whisper Slowly he began to leave the room hoping to get out of the room before the news sunk in.

"Who died Remus"Harry said sternly"Ron"

"No "Harry felt sick He didn't want to loose some one again,

"He was hit with an Inpendementa jinx then Lucius showed up and-"

"I'LL KILL HIM WITH VOLDEMORT IF IT'S THE LAST THING I EVER DO"Harry belowed,Harry was dizzy the room spun around he felt like was going to vomit. He staggered and started to see spot's and every one came in the room, He fell to the floor with a loud "thump" before passing out.