Harry laid in bed thinking of how terrible his life was, slowly he opened his eyes to see 3 people leaning over him.
"Harry are you all right" asked Remus but Harry remained quit "Harry are you all right" still no answer came from his lip's, he was determined to suffocate him self, then Dumbldor opened Harry's mouth and Remus punched him in the stomac.Harry took that one breath he never wanted to take agin. " are you all right Harry" he said agin Harry refused to answer then a person came in and said it was time to go."Good by harry" they said an exited the room harry tried to get some sleep but had nightmares of other's dying. Finally a healer came in an forced him to drink a dreamless sleeping potion but even that did not help an the dream's got even worse.Finily that nightmare was over and he began to sob but in it's place a new one began but this time was a real thing the Wesley's where lingering above him tears in there eye's.
"I'm so sorry It's all my fault"These where the first word's Harry had said in weeks he felt like an old wound had been opened deeper and, more panful then before he wanted to die a painful death a million times over for every one who had died because of him which was every one who had died due to Voldemorts wrath.
"No It Isn't, you couldn't have known that the attack would happen"
"No but I could not have came, You can hate me if you want I don't care the less people I care for the better but I have to tell you I wish I would have died instead of him, the closest thing I had to a brother."
"You should pay for that last word you wretched murdering half-blood I hope you die a painful and unbearable death Potter"And with that Ginny and the twins strode out of the room slamming the door behind them. Harry sat In shock, he thought they would never be prejudice like that. Slowly Harry decided to give theme there wish, when the other Wesley's had left and reached for his wand pointing it at himself 3 sharp arrows came out the end and punctured his leg,arm,and side,"crucio"He whispered when some one came in the room and realized what was happening dived for his wand and wrenched It out of his hand's He took the arrows out and and healed the holes in his body."You can go home now, and your wand will be returned when you can use It properly "Said Remus curtly and with that lead him out of
the room. When they arrived There on the table was Ron. Harry broke down sobbing.
"The funeral's going to be today that's why you where brought here half-blood"freed said from the sofa. That was the last straw Harry ran out the room running past many people all his friend's. he ran to Buck Beak's room hoping to find sanctuary and he did. but 30 minuet's latter Hermione knocked on the door "I know your in there"He ignored here for the entire time. The smell of dinner wafted up to his nostrals,that was what he wanted to suffer any way possible.
Another knock on the door, some muttering, and a click Dumbledor glided in the room
"Harry"He said "Some one with a small heart dose not deserve to grieve so much."Harry just sat there hoping that someone would kill him now."He is about to be creamated"Harry followed him to kitchin.They where holding a torch above Ron who had been socked In oil.
"Harry would you like to do the honer's"Some one said he, stepped forward for the torch and grabbed it his hand's shaking coming down on the oil next to him.
"Finally decided that you didn't care what happened to Ron"Ginny slipped out of the side of her mouth to him and with that went upstairs' Miss Wesley followed him only talking when they reached Ron's room.
"You wont be sleeping in here but in Sirus's old room "But mentioning Sirius wasn't the thing to do now and he just ran to his room, slammed the door and cried until some one came in
"Miss Wesley what are you doing here"
"I just came to see how you where doing"
"Why dose every thing happen to the one's I love"He began to sob agin when Miss Wesley took him into her arm's and did the same for hour's
until she tried to change the mood of thing's and said
"Harry you never opened you're birthday presents Here" she levitated a large pile of present's from the kitchen toward Him "Open them"she urged, Harry opened the first one to discover a pensive from Sirius that he had bought to give him at the right time he needed it and ounce agin had to stop the flow of tear's next was a dragon hide wand holster from Ron witch did the same as the pensive. Hermione gave him the whole set of How to Cast and Defend Yourself from the Dark Art's, The most important present was a stack of adoption paper's from Remus. Slowly tear's of joy filled Harry's eye's as he realized this gesgter"Tell dad yes Miss Weasly"Harry fell asleep from so many emotion's flooding In and out of his mind.
"Did it work Lucius"Voldemort asked
"partially my lord we killed the blood-tratior-"
"But the the other"
"The mud-blood was one of the first to leave my lord."
"Maybe some sort of punishment is in order"He said a smile spreading across his face
"I beg you lor-"
"CRUCIO"Lucius fell screaming in pain upon the floor. The pain in his scar was unbearable ."I freed you just before the attack to discover you incabibel,must I remind you of the plan"
"NO SIR"he almost screamed.
"Tell me then"
"We are to kill all that the Potter boy care's for then he will ask you to kill him in exchange for the prophesy and......."Harry awoke with this disturbing news on his mind, He ran to the Wesley's room and woke them he said he needed to contact Dumbldor and he appeared in the kitchen a moment's later.
"What is it Harry"He asked.
"Voldemort is planing on killing every one I love so I'll ask him to kill me for the prophecy."
"The what?" Mr. and Mrs. Wesley said together.
"IM sorry but it would put you in even more danger if you knew"Harry told them
"All available order member's will be watching you and your friends at all times"
"Sir if Lucius escaped then why hasn't It been in the Daily Prophet?"
"It was haven't you been getting it"
"No sir"
"Very well to bed now"Harry couldn't get to sleep he had to many memories in this house. Pulling the cover's over him, crying all night. When the first light's of the day fell on him he went down stares for some breakfast he arrived at the kitchen hearing a tapping noise. There was an owl out side the window with 2 letter's, he let the owl in and it flew to his shoulder. He quickly opened the letter knowing the seal.
Dear, Mister Potter,
The following is the result's of your Ordinary Wizerding Levels:
Care of Magical Creaters-O
Defense Against the Dark Art's-O
Transfigeration-E
Charm's-E
Potion's-O
Definition's-P
History of Magic-P
You may take one extra class if desierd.I will need a letter telling me witch classes you will be taking by the end of the week and pleas stop by to get you're broom It's cluttering my offic!Due to recent event's we have declared you a prefect and since you are the only one on the house team Quidditch captain too. The Inquisitorial Squad will be continued but any form of Abuse to this power will end in immediate expulsion from the Squad and the punishment you have set will be brought down on you. Your 3 badges are enclosed in the next envelop.
Minivera McGonagall
(Deputy Headmistress)
P.S."I am very proud to have you in my house and there will be some word's about Ron to the school and I was hoping you and Miss granger would say something.
Harry read out loud to every one.
"Good job son" Remus said proudly.
"Son"Hermione said in disbelief.
"Oh, ya Remus agreed to adopt me"
"Harry that's great"She said giving him a hug "Witch classes are you going to take"He grabbed a piece of parchment and a quill righting his letter when 2 more owl's flew in. When he was done he read them his letter.
This year I will be taking
Care of Magical Creaters,Defence Against the Dark Art's,Transfigeration,Charm's,Potion's,and Ancient Runes.
Harry Potter
PS I will say some words about Ron.
"That's grate Harry IM doing those too other than ancient runes "Hermione said after he sent the letter with the owl.
"Theirs only 3 new books that's good"Harry said after skimming over his book list "Standard Book of Spells Grade 6 by Miranda Goshoke, How to Destroy the Dark by Unknown, and Aciant Ruins grade 6 by Amelia Duckheart"
"Yes but I wonder who the new defense against the dark art's teacher is"
"I don't care I'm doing the DA this year any way's"Harry pulled his coin out, taped it with his wand and it grew hot."Miss Wesley can I go to Diogon Ally with you, pleas "He asked putting a puppy dog look on his face and making whimpering noises.
"Yes, boy off coure's you can, just go get the lesh"that made every one but Ginny and the twin's laugh they just gave him a disgusted look and left the room. He grabbed his coat and and went over near the fire place.
"I want you to all keep your hand's on your wand's and be with at least one order member"Moody said, Miss Wesley went first then Harry.
"Diagon Ally"He said and off in a twirl he left. when he arrived Miss Wesley took his hand and asked him where he wanted to go first "I would like to go into Olivander's alone first"
"Okay but you get in trouble fire red sparks, got It"Harry nodded, when everyone was there they left for the wand shop. He entered the shop to find Mister Olivander sitting behind the counter.
"Ah I was wondering when you would come for a new wand."He said
"How did you know that"
"Simple logic since your wand's are brother's they can't duel each other can they"Harry just nodded his head "I have been experimenting with wand cores for you since the day you came in my store and now I think I have it"He took a wand out of a cabinet and handed it ti him. Harry tied to cast a simple summoning charm on a peace of paper bet all the papers came to him.
"WOW, that's power"
"You do know it's illegal to have 2 wand's so let's keep this our little secret he said smiling.
"What's it's core"asked Harry
"Phoenix feather and basilisk fang"Harry left the store with his new wand in his holster and old one in his pocket whispering
"I will avenge my family's"When harry entered Flourish and Bolt's he asked for help and got his books and started to browse around until he came upon an enchanted book with which would record any spell and how to do it that he saw by linking his mind with the book. It was over a thousand gallons but he was sure it would pay off in the end he also got a book on the three form's of mind magic, the only one he didn't now about was gwadamens, Influencing some one else's thought's. After getting him more gold they went to a store full of wizerding object's first he bought a WWN,and a watch like the Wesley's clock. The rest of the day they just refilled potion ingredient's and parchment and ink and thing's like that but he did by a quote's quil.Unlike Rita's quill this one recorded exactly what some one said. There last stop was Qualty Quidditch supllies,the new broom was in the window.The sign read
Q-76
The newest broom from the makers of the firebolt.900 miles or slower in less than 3 second's. Fine polished finish and Jinx resistent.700 Galleon.
Harry strode in and talked to the manger and came out with a long slender package.
On the way to a fire place almost 20 of the DA member's stopped him at the same time.
"Where starting the DA agin"he assured them all but they had to put a part of them self in his watch to make sure they went hurt
"Where's Ron"one of them asked Harry went silent "I'll tell you when school start's"They finished there shopping and went home the sun was almost down. The adult'd where getting dinner ready so Harry decided to talk to the other's but when he opened the door he heard what tore him apart the most about Ron being gone.
"Remember how he used to play Quidditch"Ginny and the twin's where siting on the floor talking and Hermione was reading a book.
"Ya, and how he used to always used to eat us out of house and home. But then Potter showed up, If I could I would torture him until he was almost dead"
"Ya and then nourish him until he was strong enough to be tortured agine"Harry stared at them and then started to cry then ran away when they looked. He didn't know where he was going but found his way to a park and sat down on the swing. He heard someone sitting next to him.
"Harry are you OK"Hermione asked.
"Of course IM not OK, every one I care for dies because of me. My parent's,Cedric,Sirius, and Ron douse It sound like I live, let alone be OK."
"Harry pleas Harry I only want to help"they looked in each other's eye's and for once he felt like life was worth living. He slowly moved his lip's closer and kissed her, Pulling away madly blushing. They sat and talked under the stars for hour's, until she fell asleep. Harry gently picked here up and walked back to Grimmauld place. Something wasn't right, someone was watching him. He woke Hermione up from what he assumed was a peaceful sleep.
"Some one's watching us"He whispered
"Very conductive potter"
'you, you SICK MINDED FREAK "He screamed at Lucius "who else is with you"
"IM afraid it's only you and me"Hermione huddled closer to Harry
"Run"he muttered to Hermione"GO"She began running
"IM going to have grate pride in this"
"For what attacking a young woman"he snarled.
"No, in making you suffer more"Lucius sent an unforgivable at here. Most the muggles where watching out of there window's. Harry jumped infront of the curse. the pain was almost to much for him. He fell to his knees sceraming.He lifted the curse and Harry's wand was out in a blink of an eye, A red light was hurtling towards him.
"Albora"Harry crocked and a blue barrier as smooth as glass but as strong as diamond reflecting the attack back. He dodged it but not before harry sent 12 cutting curses making deep gouges. Lucius apperated and reappeared behind Harry. Most the muggles where watching out of there window's by now and he couldn't think of how this situation could get any better.
"Impero"Harry was hardly able to hear what was being said"Tell me every thing about the order and Voldemort "Harry was about to answer when a voice in the back of his head said no why should I. Harry turned round and pulled out his other wand.
"Mobicorps,accio wand"harry said using the two spells hoping they would both work and they did.Lucius's wand flew to his hand as he began to float 10 feet int he air. Member's of the order started coming up the hill so Harry slowly put his and Lucius wand in his pocket.
"Harry is every thing OK"Dumbledor asked as Harry began to shake Lucius around.
"Just peachy sir"
"Good you seemed to take care of this Harry.now you can put him down and I can tak-"
"No sir I have plan's for him that will fit all our need's"
"Harry this is not the time or place for this"
"That make's it the perfect time then. I purpose that in order to have him I must be at all death eater interrogation's"
"That can be arranged"
"Then when where done we WILL"Harry stressed the word WILL "cast the strongest memory charm possible and have him deliver a message"
"FINE"Dumbledor replied with an agitated grunt.
"And sir I have already made the contract"Harry held out a peace of parchment and made Dumbldor sign before lowering Lucius down to the earth.
"Come Harry let's get you to bed"
"Harry what will be the purpose of sending him back to Voldemort if only to help him"
"Because Voldemort will kill him."
"I see those are very cold and harsh word's Harry"Lucius leapt at Harry but he was to fast for him.
"REDUCTO"Harry screamed blasting of one of his arm's."Sir pleas do not heal him in any way"Harry followed Miss Wesley to the house and heard some people talking inside.
"Harry"Ginny and the twin's screamed with a look of guilty look in there eyes"We'v been total"
"GIT'S"Harry finished there sentence.
"Ya you might say that"
"HARRY JAMES POTTER"Hermione screamed, stomping down the stares "HOW DARE YOU JUMP IN FRONT OF THAT UNFORGIVABLE FOR ME"
"Geez you make it seem like your ungrateful you know he used the Imperious curs to but broke out of it"
"IT'S NOT FUNNY"dropping her voice "I could have lost you too"He hugged here and kissed her forhead.Every one seeing this was an emotional moment made them self's scarce saying they left something in the oven or had homework. They soon fell asleep Hermione on his chest and in his arm's.
A/N I did not kill Ron so they could go out but because the story is partly about how he recovers from numerous deaths and something else but I wont say.