OH BEEP I screwed up again...I meant Nakuru instead I wrote Kaho -.-' shit, I'm really sorry people, I meant Nakuru! First I screwed up on the Tomoyo thing! Now the Nakuru and Kaho thing! Gomen-nasi! bows like mad TT I re-edited them already and uploaded them back up! Gomen gomen! I wished someone flamed me about it earlier..(glares at someone who usually reads my fanfics..)
Sequel to Always There For You
My Only Gift For You
Chapter 4 - Without Her
Syaoran's POV
I was listening to Simple and Clean, it's a pretty old song, demo I loved it, so did Sakura. She use to sing it and I would listen. Her voice was elegant and cute. I miss that sound.
You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said
Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet you father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said
"No, I don't think life is quite that simple."
Everything is all screwed now! Without Sakura! I messed everything up! I can't believe I fell for the damn bitch's trap! I let my guard down and this is what I get! I'm messed now!
When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
Mimi Yuna, the major player around Japan, knew where I lived, and played with me just to get Sakura pissed!
The daily things that keep us all busy
Are confusing me
That's when you came toe me and said,
Wish I could prove I love you
But does that mean I have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when I say so
And maybe some things are that simple
Will she leave forever now? Is there any way I can win her love back? I might as well go to Touya and ask. After that I have to see okaa-san...
When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't care me at all
Nothing's like before
I wore my sunglasses and drove my BMW to the Kinomoto Corp. I enter into the building and go to the receptionist, her name was Runi Mei, she was a really shy type of person, demo, she can be really rough sometimes with some of Sakura's clients.
"Ohayou Li-kun! Sakura isn't here yet."
"I'm not looking for Sakura, is Kinomoto-san here, is he here?" I said impatiently. "There's a meeting going on right now with all the employees. You have to wait until 10."
I look at my watch. 9:45. Great I have 15 minutes! I'll just phone okaa-san. "Alright, I'll wait here, I have to make a few phone calls anyways."
I look at my cellphone, wow I had 6 messages and I didn't even know about them.
First message:
Syaoran! It's me, Meilin, Sakura told me you cheated on her! Is this true Syaoran? I take it as a yes, wait until Yelan-sama hears about this...
I was so dead.
Second message:
Syaoran, what you did was dry man...I heard from Meilin, you set a pretty bad example man. Anyway, little Sakura is crying I gotta go, hope to see you around when things are fixed up, which probably is going to take yah forever cause I doubt anybody is willing to help you. Wish you luck! Ray.
That was interesting..
Third message:
Syaoran, I think you better not come to the party tomorrow, Sakura seemed pretty upset about what happened today. Just to tell you, I think you're an ignorant jerk now. Tomoyo
I think I knew that when it all happened.
Fourth message:
My cute little descendent, I mean my cute little player. How are you doing? Sakura told me what happened, also I saw her with Ken Koichi with Sakura. Surprised? I don't know, demo I think she likes him...hope you fix things up before everything becomes more screwed up man...Eriol
Ken Koichi? The guy that cheated on Sakura? What the hell, does she...what the heck! I'll figure it out later.
Fifth message:
Li Xiaolang, report to Yelan-sama tomorrow at 11. Elder Reikon
Yup, I'm dead.
Final message:
(Long pause)...Syaoran, it's me Sakura.
Sakura!
I'm leaving soon for Canada.
Canada? Why?
I'm probably going to start the company there too. Also the International Fashion Show is coming up
Oh...demo..
After that I'm staying there...Touya will deal with the divorce stuff. You can't do anything to change my mind, we weren't meant to be..syaorana for good.
After hearing that message, I think, no, I want to go down on my knees infront of her and beg her for forgiveness. I would do anything to fix my mistakes! I don't want her to leave. Okay, maybe after I finish seeing Touya, I'll see Sakura too! Maybe I can fix things then!
"Li-kun, the meeting is over."
Wow 15 minutes over already? "The meeting ended early. I'll tell Kinomoto-san that you're here."
Runi picked up the phone and dialed to Touya's office. "Kinomoto-san, it's Runi, Li-kun is here to see you. Hai, I'll send him in."
"It's the office at the end of the hallway." I thanked her and walked to Touya's office, while I was walking I saw Sakura and Ken, they were chatting like a happy couple. So what Eriol said was true right? Then I saw them take a turn into her office. My sunglasses were still on, I hope she didn't see me.
I passed by her office and heard her laugh joyfully. When we was the last time I heard that laugh? I knock on Touya's office and enter.
"Kinomoto-san..." I enter and close the door.
Everything is all screwed now! Without Sakura! I messed everything up! I can't believe I fell for the damn bitch's trap! I let my guard down and this is what I get! I'm messed now!"Ohayou Li-kun, how may I help you? Do you want me to hook you up to another hooker?"
I looked down in a guility way. "What happened yesterday, I let my guard down while that bitch entered the house."
"I would love to hear your side of the story!" He said sarcastically. I could tell. "No seriously, I want to...I still trust you a bit Syaoran, I always hated you demo I wouldn't believe that you would cheat on Sakura, although I did over hear her conversation with Nakuru last night."
I nodded. "I heard you guys were having quite a tough time together. I thought you two would get a long well.."
"I thought so too, demo I couldn't believe the amount of work I had to do in order to become the next leader of the Li Clan, I would drop the job now, demo I can't I would be a disgrace to my family." I had tears coming out, I wanted to quit, I wanted to be with Sakura, I didn't want this damn fucking job!
"Sakura has been pretty busy lately too, I told her to let me do some of the work, demo she wouldn't let me, she gets 75 percent of the work here. She puts so much pressure on herself. I think she just wants to prove that she's responsible." Touya sighed loudly.
Sakura always liked being the one responsible for the big jobs. I sighed.
"Tell me what did happened that caught you off guard?"
So I told him the story, what happened yesterday. "It all happened so quickly..."
Flashback
I was done cleaning most of the house, it looked spotless. I had my shirt off since I was all sweaty and it didn't feel comfortable while cleaning the house with a sweaty shirt on.
"All done!" I said loudly. I hope Sakura liked how the house looked now. I wished she would stay. I sighed loudly. I helped her pack her lagguage so she wouldn't have to be so stressful when she came home to do the packing.
All of a sudden the doorbell rang. I went to open the door, I wondered who would be visiting at this time, I thought it was Eriol or Ray.
I opened the door and this blond women jumped on me. "Hi Syaoran!"
"What the fuck? Who the hell are you? Who said you could call me by that name" I yelled loudly at her and pushed her on the floor.
"Oh gomen-nasi Li-kun, I didn't mean to jump on you like that! I'm Yodoki Hirono! Li-san hired me to clean the house for you!" She smiled. I looked at her, she looked more like a stripper than a maid.
"I'm done cleaning the house and Sakura said nothing about something coming over to clean our house!" She dropped her high heel shoes on the floor. And ran upstairs.
"Hey! Where the fuck are you going!" I chase after her and she runs into Sakura and my room!
I go inside and she knocks me out. The next thing I know when I wake up, she was on top of me with her freaking undergrouments on! Then Sakura came in.
"SYAORAN!" Sakura yelled.
"It's not what you think! She forced me!" My head was still hurting from the knock-out. Then the bitch started blabbing some crap, and I heard Mimi Yuna, fuck..I got played. Sakura started yelling, I knew she was upset,
I was still dizzy and my head was throbbing. 'Sakura don't go..' I kept thinking in my head.
After Sakura left, the bitch got off me. "My work here is done, I doubt you guys will be together again." She winked at me. "If you ever need someone, I'm always here for you!"
"Fuck off.." I mumbled. "Now, I have to find out who's her next guy and have fun with him!" She smiled evily and left.
'Sakura, gomen, I was caught off guard and now I lost you...'
End of Flashback
"Mind showing me where you got hit?" Touya didn't believe me, I knew it, I'll just show him, it's a huge bump on my head I didn't really see how it looked like.
I turned around and let him see. I wince as soon as he touches it. "Ouch, girls are pretty strong now, even if they're pregnant..."
"Nakuru is pregnant? Congartulations." I smiled. "Anyway, I'll be leaving now, I have to meet up with okaa-san."
"I'll phone Yelan-sama and try to help you out. I believe you Syaoran, I trust you. I know Sakura won't anymore after what happened. I know you can fix things ups."
"Arigatou Kinomoto-san." I bowed. "I hope you can fix things up gaki, I hate that Ken guy and I'm still trying to figure out why Minisaki-kun sent him here...ja ne."
"Ja ne baka." I closed the door behind me. I sighed and walked down the hallway.
"Ken! You are funny!" I looked through Sakura's office door. I saw Ken and her sitting their on the couch. They were laughing. I wish I could have spent time with her like that. Time to go see okaa-san now...
End of POV
YAHHHH! Done! Now I have to do my history homework! And then my career studies homework! And practise piano! And shower and sleep early! I have soccer tryouts tomorrow! 7am in the morning! Wish me luck! I hope I can play defence and goalie again!