Chapter 2

I woke up in the hospital. I screamed and screamed because of it until they had to restrain me. Hold me down in an attempt to stop me from thrashing around in my bed. I saw a pair of crimson eyes through the window of my room which only made me struggle more. "I HATE YOU!" I scream at those eyes, "YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST LET ME DIE!" His facial expression says more then words could speak. He looks sad, but no. That's just another fake facial expression so I can be happy again. News flash, I hate your guts! I Hate everything about you and I want you out of my life and my head!

I hate that look, I hate the way you ignore me. I hate you for coming into my life in the first place. I hate you with all the fibres in my body and wish I were dead so I wouldn't have to see you anymore. Go to hell Yami and take the rest of those 'friends' with you. I won't need to see you in limbo! I stop thrashing around in my bed and calm down until darkness completes me. That feels so wonderful...so empty.

I wake up again. This time I'm not in the hospital anymore. I'm in my own room where I have hidden a second knife in the drawer. Yami walks in and sits down. His eyes are cold as sin. "How could you be so stupid?" I look away, tears threaten to fall as his words sting me. "How could you do that?" I don't answer. I feel a cold hard hand against my right cheek. "How could you?" Still I give no reply. "Fine, stupid." He stands and leaves the room slamming the door. Taking out my knife I life up my sleeve and using the knife carve the word 'STUPID' into my arm. I do it again this time writing 'IDIOT'. Now that I am satisfied I pulled my sleeve down and relish in the pain as it takes away all my thoughts and lets me wander the empty space of my mind, longing for freedom from this hell which I call my life.

The door opens again. I hide my arm away and look to see who it is. I groan. It's Tea.

"Yugi?"

"Go away," I moan and turn my back to her.

"Yugi, I know that as friends we can-" There she goes on one of her shitty speaches, "We can help you. We didn't make a pact for no reason." I look at my hand. The mark has disappeared, from my hand and heart. It means nothing to them aparently, so why should it mean anything to me?

"Go away." She stands. I can hear her starting to cry but I don't care, do I? I look back and see she's gone. Great going Yugi, I tell myself, You're doing a great job of trying to let them understand you now! I get angry at myself and take the knife again. I carve another word into my arm. 'HEARTLESS!' I feel the pain again and let my thoughts be consumed by this wonderful feeling. This wonderful, empty feeling. Looking down at my blanket I see nothing but shame and disgrace.

Damn you Yugi. Damn you. I tell myself this over and over again until I come to the ultimate conclusion. Again I take the knife and carefully place it over my stomach. I write 'DEATH' and lifting the knife to my throat shove it through. I gag on my own blood but manage to stay conscious only to stab myself in the heart...so I say goodbye...