Author's Note: okay i know this is like the shortest chapter of all time. But it's kind of an inbetween for what's coming next which is the big one. This will be updated a lot more now I'm hoping! Reviews are hot.
Time was stopped.
She couldn't think, she couldn't breathe.
She couldn't look in his eyes, how was this happening? She was convinced it wasn't. No, No it wasn't.
She tried to remember the last time she'd taken a hit was.
Maybe this was all fantasy, not real. It couldn't be. Everything around her felt fuzzy, and she wasn't even sure what was real anymore.
"Marissa." He breathed it again.
And she turned her back. She couldn't look at him. She couldn't look at what her mind had made up.
Her world was spinning and she couldn't let the numbness she had held up for so long shatter because of something she had made up. Nothing was real.
Nothing could ever be real.
The pavement was hard, sticky, for one of the hottest nights of the year.
She couldn't even remember running, she just needed to go find something to slip her further. She couldn't think. Everything was spinning. Colors splashing across her face, sweat pouring into her boots.
She pushed her way through, the crowd of people. Dancing in the streets happily. Living their lives.Unaware of the bony girl with red eyes and smeared red lipstick. She felt it then.
The sand sticking to her thighs.Mixing with her sweat,against her neck as she collapsed onto the beach. The world was swallowing her. This was it. The sky was swallowing her.
She felt warmness on her back. But everything else blurred away as the blurred stars twisted into blackness.